‘I think we are in the clear,’ he said after a while. ‘Had there been anyone, they would have picked us up the moment we walked out of the door.’
‘Are you sure?’
‘Yes.’
Her leg occasionally brushed against his. It was hard to concentrate on anything else.
‘You’re not one of the elite, are you?’ she said. ‘You know too much about surveillance, don’t mind sleeping on benches, weren’t shocked when you first arrived at the Retreat. You also seem to know nothing about science. So who are you?’
‘Do you really want to know?’
‘No secrets. They are bad things to have between friends.’
‘I used to be in the police. Undercover. I became contaminated, and rather than go through the cleansing process needed to keep my position, I resigned.’
‘Background?’
‘Level five intelligence. I was put down low as there is a trace of disobedience in my make-up. One of my grandparents was executed for disobedience, and it will be another two generations before my strain is considered safe.’
‘What do you mean by contaminated?’
‘It is the difficulty of sending people out into the world of the masses. You end up liking the people you are supposed to be monitoring; you come to understand, sympathise, make excuses for them. In my case, I was in a unit charged with monitoring renegade groups and assessing the level of threat they posed. I decided they posed no threat, but that wasn’t what anyone wanted to hear. I was told to have my opinions changed, I refused and — there we are. End of story. I ended up on the island of Mull, watching out for people stealing office pens. The pay’s good, though.’
‘How could you have done something like that?’
‘How can you keep order in a disorderly world? You are the one who knows history, how many people have been killed over the centuries, how much inefficiency and waste there has been. Don’t you think it is worthwhile to try and contain the natural tendency of people to violence?’
‘What about this man Oldmanter’s natural tendency to violence?’
‘He acts within the law.’
‘That’s easy if you write the law.’
She had moved so she was no longer touching him.
They arrived late at night, after walking through wasteland, scrub and then hills, ever higher. Emily went easily and with determination, even though she was carrying a heavy pack. Jack struggled to keep up. He was fit but had never been called on to walk such distances before. Emily also drained his energies. She was perfectly polite but cold. He found that strangely disturbing. He wanted her to like him.
So he was glad, but also apprehensive when she came the next morning into the cold room where he had been sleeping. ‘Thought I heard you. Are you all right?’
He nodded.
‘You look exhausted. You don’t get enough exercise.’
‘I know.’
‘I’m sorry,’ she said suddenly. ‘I was rude yesterday. I like what I see of you. I’m not so wild about what I know of you. That’s all.’
‘I suppose that is reasonable.’
‘Here,’ she said. ‘Drink this. It’ll help.’
He slowly and painfully sat up. Every muscle in his body ached. It annoyed him, especially as she seemed perfectly fine.
‘Old remedy,’ she said. ‘Try it. It’ll give you a buzz for a while, but it’s good for the nerves. I’ll come back in half an hour to see how you’re doing.’
When he had woken properly and dressed, he found her sitting outside in the cold morning air with a mug of something hot in her hand. It was brilliantly sunny for once, even though there was a trace of frost on the ground, and she had her back against a whitewashed wall, eyes closed and head tilted back. She looked very peaceful, and even happy. When she heard him, she opened her eyes and smiled.
‘Now you look a little more human,’ she said. ‘Come and meet Kendred.’
She led him down a corridor to the eating room, which was empty except for an old, square, muscular man with a thick neck and bald head who was, incongruously, wearing a striped apron.
‘This is Kendred,’ Emily said as he stretched out his hand in greeting. ‘He is the moralist and cook here. Also a chemist in a previous incarnation.’
Jack raised an eyebrow.
‘All I was ever allowed to do was follow orders,’ he said. ‘I wanted to investigate all sorts of things but could never get permission. It was why scientific discovery has almost stopped, in my opinion. It’s controlled by people who are only interested in confirming their own work. Here I am an irrelevant outcast, but I can at least do as I please.
‘My cooking,’ he continued, ‘is only mediocre, as you will discover. But as I can think and peel vegetables at the same time, it makes me highly efficient.’
‘Think about what?’
‘How to do things, whether it is right to do things. For example, at the moment there is uncertainty about whether we should hand you over to the authorities, as we are legally obliged to do.’
‘Why would you do that?’
‘Did Emily not tell you? There is an arrest warrant out for you. Armed and dangerous, terrorism, the usual sort of thing. You look fairly harmless to me, but we would get a tasty reward for handing you over, and might be able to buy immunity for the Retreat. You must see how that would be tempting, especially at the moment. Another two thousand people were sent to internment camps yesterday.’
‘And you decide what to do?’
‘It is my task to pose the questions, not to answer them, fortunately.’
‘Assuming you don’t have me arrested, how can you help me?’
‘I know the tests for assessing the age of objects. Including paper. I should be able to tell you how old this document of yours really is, more or less. Now, I think we may be short of time, so if you would like to hand it over, I will begin work. I won’t damage it in any way, I assure you.’
Jack hesitated, then reached inside the bag and took out the thin package. He watched as the old man studied it, sniffed it cautiously, his head held to one side almost as though he was listening to it, then opened it.
‘Oh, my goodness,’ he said with delight. ‘Just look at this! How interesting! This will take some work. I’ve never seen anything like it before.’ He looked up at Jack. ‘Tsou?’
Jack nodded.
‘Handwritten, do you see? I cannot imagine why anyone would do such a thing. It must have taken years.’
‘Can you decipher it?’
‘Not me. You need a very specialised mathematician for that.’
He shuffled out of the room, and Jack noticed that there was a slightly more energetic air to his movements.
‘You’ve made his day,’ Emily said with a smile. ‘He tries to fit in, but he just loves messing around with test tubes.’
She led him back outside, where he took a deep appreciative breath. ‘Corrupted, eh?’ she said.
‘I’m afraid so,’ he said. ‘I try to spend as much time outside as I can. I am considered very peculiar because of it.’
‘Then let us pass the time by walking.’
They strolled round an area planted out with vegetables, the awnings drawn over to protect them from the frost. The Retreat was a ramshackle assembly of buildings, but very much more appealing than the one where Emily lived. In its way — with the vegetation growing everywhere, the cracked old windows open to let in air, the crumbling stone that had been found and stuck together in a bizarre random pattern to make the walls — it was strangely peaceful.
‘So what are you doing?’ he asked. ‘Sitting in Retreats, reading old books, waiting to be rounded up. You are level one. You had the best of everything on offer in this world.’
‘It didn’t suit me. I didn’t want it. I wanted something I could not have, no matter how great my privileges.’