“I understand exactly.” Titus finished his ale, needing the taste to wash away the ugliness of what the headman was describing. “Is there anything else I should know?”
“I’ve told you everything I could think to tell, but if you will allow, my lord Archangel—”
“You can call me Archangel, or Archangel Titus. You don’t need to add anything further.” Such additions were nothing but affectations. Lady Sharine was a good and proper address, but every member of the Cadre already had a title. Archangel on its own was the most powerful title in the world.
Some, like Caliane, accepted Lady—or Lord—as an alternate title, but he’d never heard of anyone else in the Cadre using two titles in concert. Trust Charisemnon to have chosen yet another method to feed his vanity.
“Archangel Titus,” the headman said solemnly. “If you will allow, I will ask a question.”
“Ask—but the question must be a fast one.” He put down his tankard. “I must soon be on my way—but I’ll return to speak with you in the future, after we’ve dealt with the most significant problems at hand.” Titus hoped the old man would make it to their next conversation, but he knew too well that mortal flames blinked out with a rapid fury that had burned him on more than one occasion.
There was a reason Titus tried not to become too close to mortals; he’d made mortal friends in his youth . . . and he mourned them to this day. Those who saw mortals as cattle had never danced close to their small, brilliant lights and been singed in the aftermath. It broke his heart to think of friends gone, gifts lost forever, dazzling minds silenced.
The headman took a deep breath, seemed to hold it before exhaling softly on his question. “How many of our daughters do you wish as a tithe?”
Rage was a thunder so violent in his veins that he was about to throw back his head and roar to the sky when a cool, crisp, and lovely voice spoke into his mind: Don’t terrify these people when you and your vaunted charm have made a bare inroad into their trust. It took incredible courage for him to ask that question. It’s no insult on you but an insult on the one before you.
Titus was so blindsided by the tone of her voice—no one spoke to him that way, not even his mother or sisters—that his rage morphed into red-hot insult. You would do well to remember that I am an archangel, Sharine.
I never forget, was the unflinching answer. But as I have mentioned, I had a son with one. Strip off the outer trappings and he still has the same parts as any other man. Just. Like. You.
We do not have the same parts, he said nonsensically, angered on a level so deep it rarely came to the fore. Don’t ever compare me to that—He cut himself off, not sure what insult would be good enough. He didn’t know all of what Aegaeon had done to Sharine; what he did know had him curling his lip. What honorable man chose to leave his child behind, chose to break a small and brave heart?
Titus, Titus! Look, I can fly good now!
Illium wouldn’t remember meeting Titus as a child, but Titus remembered the small and fearless blue-winged boy who’d crossed mischievously from Aegaeon’s Refuge territory into Titus’s on a regular basis. He’d enjoyed the little one’s grit and bravery, had thought Aegaeon a lucky man to have such a son.
“Archangel, I did not wish to anger you.” The headman was a pasty brown from how his blood had rushed to his feet—quite a feat with skin as dark as theirs.
Titus refused to look at Sharine. “I’m not angry at you,” he said, every muscle in his body locked to stone hardness. “I’m angry at that piss-stain upon the earth that you once called your archangel.” He wasn’t about to withhold his punches; it wasn’t as if humankind didn’t already know of the enmity between him and Charisemnon.
“I don’t want your children or your women—any who wish to apply for a position in my citadel of their own free will are welcome to do so once your village no longer needs their assistance to survive.” He crushed the metal of his tankard, barely noticing the damage. “I don’t need or want young girls to warm my bed. I have plenty of women lining up to do the same.”
Stop. Stop. Your modesty overwhelms.
Truly, she’d been sent to torment him. It’s not bravado or conceit when it’s the truth.
To the headman, he said, “Does that answer your question?”
The headman’s eyes were wet and shining as he rose with Titus. Once up, he bowed so deeply that Titus was afraid he would tip right over. Instinct had him reaching out to catch the man’s shoulder, say, “There’s no need for that. We have shared ale. You have lived to be a graybeard and you have learned wisdom with it.”
Though this man was but a fraction of Titus’s age, human lives moved at a different speed, and so there were things the headman understood that Titus didn’t and wouldn’t for eons more.
It made him wonder what Sharine had experienced over her long immortal lifetime, the lessons she’d learned . . . the bruises she carried.
She came to stand at his side at that instant, an expression on her face that he couldn’t quite comprehend. Since not asking her questions did nothing to keep her mild and content, he decided he might as well ask her to explain—and he would, once they were alone. Which they soon were, their good-byes short before they lifted off.
Titus let Sharine go first so that she wouldn’t be buffeted by the draft created by his more powerful wings. “What?” he said once they were back on their flight path. “Have I grown a second head?”
“No,” she said after a penetrating glance. “Let’s just say I find myself surprised at your capacity for certain kinds of understanding.”
As far as backhanded compliments went, it was one of the best ever inflicted on Titus; even Nala would be hard-pressed to better it, and his sister was renowned for her acerbic wit. Nala didn’t talk much, but when she did, she made an impact. “How do you think I look after my territory? By being a reckless brute?”
“Such a course of action certainly seemed to have worked for Charisemnon.”
Titus went to reply then shut his mouth. She was right. Charisemnon had ruled with brute power much of the time—but that hadn’t been all of him.
“Much as I’d like for him to be remembered as a vicious idiot, he had a kind of cunning that I will never possess.” A simple truth. “Charisemnon could manipulate his people in ways I find difficult to comprehend. Though he took their children, their daughters far too innocent and young to be in a man’s bed, they revered him.
“Even in the headman’s village, there will be some who think of him as the right kind of archangel, of me as too rough and unrefined in comparison to his sophistication. The horrors of war and the reborn have torn the veil from most eyes, but why did it take so long? Why, for such a long part of his reign, was he worshipped as a god?”
“Because they had no choice.” Sharine’s voice ran over him like water, silken and bitingly cold at once. “He was a being of devastating power—as you are a being of devastating power; they had no avenue of appeal. Either they lived under his rule and found a way to rationalize it—or they died, likely tortured and broken.”
“That isn’t true!” Titus raged. “They could’ve crossed the border to me.”
“Leaving behind all they ever knew? Leaving behind their families? All the while with no way of knowing if you were any different?” Nothing cold or edgy in her tone this time, rather a poignant depth of knowledge. “To mortals, archangels are all one and the same. The Cadre is too far above mortal existence to truly understand them.”