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A few minutes past ten years old, Saramago is writing this in his eighties. ‘Make use of a short daylight,’ Katherine Mansfield says in a letter well before she’s ill, before she’s had any real inkling that she might not last past the middle of her thirties. ‘Disegnia antonio disegnia antonio / disegnia e non perdere tempo’: draw antonio draw antonio / draw and don’t waste time — Michelangelo wrote these words to his boy apprentice on some studies of the Virgin and Child (except what he really wrote, because he wrote it so fast, was ‘disegnia e no prder tepo’ or draw and dnt wast tim). It’s one of the most repeated themes in Michelangelo’s poetry (translated here by Christopher Ryan) that no matter the art, no matter the love, no matter the money, ‘whoever is born arrives at death through time’s swift passage; and the sun leaves nothing alive…our ancient lineages are as shadows to the sun…Once our eyes were fully formed, shining in both sockets; now these are empty, horrible and black: such is the work of time.’

Michelangelo lived to be nearly three times as old as Mansfield, who shared his knowledge, like Damien Hirst does, like all artists do, that regardless of how precious the stones stuck all over it are, it’s a skull — and regardless of whether it’s the 1520s in the sun in Florence or the first decade of the twenty-first century in an aesthetically reproduced Scandinavian sunrise in a London art gallery, you must remember this, as time goes by, the fundamental things apply.

2: I’m in Pieces, Bits and Pieces: the fragmentation imagination (could call it the imfragmentation? the imfragination??? NB)

‘But it is only in ashes that a story endures, / Nothing persists except extinguished things,’ Montale says (or Edwin Morgan does, translating Montale). The earliest story we have, The Epic of Gilgamesh — and we only actually have pieces of it, we’re still finding and rearranging the pieces, written on ancient baked tablets, of this proof, this broken indication of the countless literatures of the past lost to us — is about what happens when a man’s friend goes into the House of Dust, ‘the house which none who enters ever leaves.’

Enkidu, Gilgamesh’s friend, grows ill and dies. ‘How can I keep silent? How can I stay quiet? / My friend, whom I loved, has turned to clay.’ Gilgamesh mourns him, in one of the most beautiful poetic elegies that yet exist, then immediately goes on a journey to find eternal life so the same thing won’t happen to him. When he fails to snare the source of living forever he returns home to the city of which he’s king and builds a statue instead to commemorate his dead friend. He accepts his own mortality. He puts aside his tyrannous ways; reforms his morality. He remakes his friend, in clay.

‘Decay is the beginning of all birth,’ as Paracelsus has it, ‘the midwife of very great things.’ This is Czesław Miłosz on decay, from his poem called No More (translated by Anthony Miłosz):

if I could find for their miserable bones

In a graveyard whose gates are licked by greasy water

A word more enduring than their last-used comb

That in the rot under tombstones, alone, awaits the light,

Then I wouldn’t doubt. Out of reluctant matter

What can be gathered? Nothing, beauty at best.

And so, cherry blossoms must suffice for us

And chrysanthemums and the full moon.

Miłosz conjures not just the real mutable things which will have to ‘suffice for us,’ and not just the poet’s act of finding the images for these things, but the poet’s vital quest for a word that will ‘last,’ an art which will last longer than the things we quotidianly use in our lives without thinking for a minute they’ll survive us, or that they might be all that survives of us — the word which won’t just record our brevity, but will stand as a paradox, beyond transience, for our essential transience.

A late poem by Edwin Morgan, The Sandal, does the same thing but this time for a poet, and almost as a revelation that art itself is a broken thing if it’s anything, and that the act of remaking, or imagining, or imaginative involvement, is what makes the difference:

What is this picture but a fragment?

Is it linen — papyrus — who can say?

All those stains and fents and stretched bits, but

she was a character, even a beauty, you can see that

from the set of her head and the rakish snood

her tight black curls are fighting to escape from.

She is wearing a very very pale violet tunic

which is partly transparent, partly translucent,

partly not there. It has slipped off one shoulder

but the shoulder is gone. The other arm has faded

to a scarcely perceptible gesture. One sandal

gleams. All the rest is conjecture.

Her name is a letter or two: Sa, Saf—

O she is all fragments. There she is though!

As Matthew Reynolds says in The Poetry of Translation, about Sappho and the fragments that are all we have of her love poetry, ‘the longing represented in the fragments was doubled by a longing felt by readers for the fragments themselves to be made whole.’ It’s the act of making it up, from the combination of what we’ve got and what we haven’t, that makes the human, makes the art, makes this transformation possible, like it’s the eye engaged in the creative act, in union with a kind of not seeing, in Rilke’s poem Archaic Torso of Apollo (translated here by Stephen Mitchell):

We cannot know his legendary head

with eyes like ripening fruit. And yet his torso

is still suffused with brilliance from inside,

like a lamp, in which his gaze, now turned to low,

gleams in all its power. Otherwise

the curved breast could not dazzle you so, nor could

a smile run through the placid hips and thighs

to that dark center where procreation flared.

Otherwise this stone would seem defaced

beneath the translucent cascade of the shoulders

and would not glisten like a wild beast’s fur:

would not, from all the borders of itself,

burst like a star: for here there is no place

that does not see you. You must change your life.

The first thing the imagining eye does is supply what’s not there, giving the statue not just a head but a legendary one; its missing eyes are both seen (‘like ripening fruit’) and at the same time never seeable (‘we cannot know’). It’s the fact that Apollo does not have ‘his legendary head’ that gives the torso, all there is left, the explicit, newly muted ‘gaze,’ that gives the smile to the hips and thighs, that heals the defacement. In its own literal face-off, in a magical shifting of the position of observer and observed, it means that the ‘you’ of the poem becomes not just the seen thing instead of the art, but something seen so utterly, so wholly, that ‘there is no place that does not see you.’ It’s this being seen (met in the act of looking) — the exchange that happens when art and human meet — that results in the pure urgency for transformation: ‘you must change your life.’