"It is not insane to solicit information through polite inquiries," I said with wounded dignity. "I would find it most agreeable to fly through the sun — I am such a one as derives pleasant nourishment from sunlight, and it would be delightfully invigorating to be bathed in such light from all sides. But if you choose not to gratify me, I am sure you have your own small-minded reasons."
"Missy," Uclod said, "you clearly don’t understand suns. Or solar radiation. Or big fucking gravitational forces. Not to mention the solar wind, the electromagnetic field, and God knows what else. Hell, on sheer density alone, we’d have an easier time flying through the core of Melaquin than the heart of your sun."
"We do not have to fly through the core of Melaquin," I told him. "I have already seen Melaquin. And we would not have to fly through the heart of the sun if it frightens you. We could just venture in a short distance. At least to begin with. Until you grew comfortable with the idea."
"Not today," Uclod said, in the tone people use when they mean Not ever. "Our first concern is hightailing it out of this system before the navy shows up. Now be a good girl, and shut your trap while I finish preparing for takeoff."
He was a lucky little man. My arms were still strapped to the chair.
5: WHEREIN I BECOME A STAR PILOT
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"Three minutes passed in silence. The snow continued to fall through my field of vision, but I could not feel its touch. Now and then, odd twinges erupted in random parts of my body — a bite of cold behind my left knee, something brushing my right shoulder, the strange sensation of lifting heavy objects with both hands — but nothing lasted more than a heartbeat. Apparently, Starbiter was still trying to understand the tactile centers of my brain, but my intellect was too complex to yield to the Zarett’s comprehension.
Hah!
"We’re ready," Uclod finally announced. "Takeoff in five, four, three, two, one."
We lifted slowly from the street… which is to say, my point of view rose upward, higher and higher as if riding the elevator in an Ancestral Tower, I could not, however, feel the movement in my body: according to my muscles, I was still sitting flat and level in a motionless chair. It was most strange indeed, and disturbing too — especially when Starbiter rolled in midair so that we faced straight up at the hole in the roof. From this angle, I should have felt I was tipped back on my spine; yet it still seemed as if I were comfortably upright, the way one might sit in the chair of a teaching machine.
I wondered if the starship had finally discovered how to make me feel sensations that were not actually so: sitting up straight instead of lying on my back. Then I decided the opposite must be true — Starbiter did not know how to make me feel the correct experiences, so she simply kept me in the one state she understood, leaving me "sitting up" until she learned how to simulate something else. That would become most annoying in time… but perhaps it was not so bad to begin my journey this way, especially if the Zarett were to embark upon dizzying maneuvers that could provoke Stomach Upset in one unaccustomed to acrobatic gyrations.
The ship climbed face upward into snow, the blizzard thickening around us by the second. Sounds grew muted, even the howling storm — its wind threw snowflakes at us in a constant whirl, but the noise had faded to a soft and sandy blur. Soon I could see nothing but buffeting white; I did not know how Uclod would ever find the hole we were aiming for. I clearly hoped Starbiter possessed Technical Features that could see more than I could, or there was an excellent chance we would smash against the stone ceiling instead of our intended exit.
Suddenly the blizzard disappeared, leaving nothing but starry night above us. I looked around perplexed, wondering where the snow had gone. There was nothing in sight, no buildings, no roof, not even mountains; but when I turned my attention downward, I saw dark billowy clouds receding swiftly below us.
"We are up in the sky!" I said. "We are high above the clouds!"
"Yes," answered Uclod’s disembodied voice.
"We are up so high, one cannot see the ground!"
"You’ll see it again once we get more altitude," Uclod said. "You’ll see the land, the ocean, the polar ice-caps…"
"Husband," Lajoolie interrupted. Her voice possessed a sharp edge I had never heard before. "An object on long-range sensors," she said. "It’s huge."
I looked around but saw nothing. Lajoolie’s "long-range sensors" must be special devices for perceiving great distances. Perhaps as Uclod drove, his wife scanned the depths in search of potential danger.
"When you say ‘huge,’ " Uclod said, "how big are we talking? Asteroid? Comet? A fucking navy cruiser?"
"Bigger than the navy’s largest dreadnought," Lajoolie answered, her voice a bare whisper, "but it’s not a natural phenomenon. I’m detecting a coherent electric field. Internal power generation."
"What does that mean?" I asked.
"That we’re in for a crapfest," Uclod replied, "It must be a starship… but if it’s bigger than anything in the human navy, it doesn’t belong to any alien race we usually meet. Gotta be a heavy hitter from higher up inthe League. Somehow we’ve caught the interest of the big boys." He growled something under his bream, then told Lajoolie, "Honey, chart me an evasion course while I fire up the drive. Oar!"
"Yes?"
"You’ve spent time with Explorers. You remember that phrase they use? Greetings, I am a sentient citizen…"
"Of course I remember. They say it incessantly."
"Then you’re our new communications officer. I’ll set you up for broadcast, and you keep repeating that Greetings crap till I tell you to stop."
I did not appreciate the way he barked orders at me… but I liked the idea of becoming communications officer. I am excellent at communications.
"Okay, toots," Uclod said, "you’re on the air. And no matter what, keep talking till we’re ready to go FTL."
I took a deep breath. "Greetings," I said in my most winsome voice, "I am a sentient citizen of the League of Peoples. I beg your Hospitality."
This was an Important Message Of Goodwill, supposed to be Universally Recognized. At least, I had been told so by human Explorers. I did not know how the speech could impress alien beings who did not comprehend Earthling English… and surely the galaxy must be full of such creatures. Therefore, as soon as I had recited the phrases in human words, I repeated them in my own language, which is more beautiful and therefore more apt to be used by highly advanced cultures. After that I switched back to English, then my native tongue, then English again, and so on at least three times — by which point I was sure the aliens must be as bored as I was. I had begun to ponder ways to "spice up my delivery" with heightened emotive inflection and perhaps some very funny jokes I invented with my sister, when a Large Inexplicable Object materialized in our path.
Chased By A Bundle Of Sticks
One moment, there was nothing ahead of us but empty black sky. The next, my field of vision was filled with what looked like a tangle of bracken: sticks woven together randomly, with twigs jutting out at all angles. I could not guess how huge it might be — with no reference points, I could not even tell if the stick-thing was close at hand or far away but it easily dwarfed our Zarett and appeared to grow ever more enormous by the second. The twigs sticking out so haphazardly might be the size of full trees or even gigantic towers: as if someone had torn up the buildings of a great city and tossed them into a loose heap straight in front of us.
"Waaaahhh!" Uclod screamed. Starbiter veered sideways so fast my eyes blurred. For a moment, it seemed we could zip around the stick-thing’s edge, and perhaps get past it; but then the great bundle of twigs shifted in the same direction, blocking us off again, Uclod said something guttural in a language I did not understand, and our Zarett began a furious zigzag.