She lit another cigarette.
'Maybe she was, you know? Love of his life? Least someone thought that of her, eh?'
12
Elder had finished J. B. Priestley and gone back to Patrick O'Brian. Each morning he listened to the coastal reports on Radio Cornwalclass="underline" NCI St Ives, NCI Gwennap Head, NCI Bass Point. One blustery day, returning from a tramp across the fields, a beast lay dead in the otherwise deserted farmyard along the lane, legs poking stiff from either side of its distended belly, plastic sheet flapping loose about its head. When he went out again towards dusk, it had disappeared, leaving just the trail through the mud where it had been dragged.
Since returning from Nottingham, he had phoned Joanne with some regularity and asked after Katherine; every few days at first, then less often. Sometimes his daughter was there, sometimes not. She seems to have settled down, Joanne assured him. Stays home more. She's even talking about going to college, finishing her AS exams. Whoever Katherine was talking to, it wasn't him.
Elder sent her a letter, drafted carefully beforehand, trying to explain how he felt, how he felt about her. Not expecting a reply, he still checked the postbox each day, still felt the same twinge of hurt. He thought of going up again to see her, but rationalised it would only serve to make things worse. Katherine might have settled down, as Joanne had suggested, but he had not.
With the winds lashing more and more fiercely in from the Atlantic, Elder ordered another load of logs and stacked them in the lean-to at the side of the cottage, splitting some with an axe for kindling. The bottle of Jameson's in the kitchen went down a little more each evening, slow but steady.
And then, on the first day of December, a Monday, he opened a three-day-old paper and read the news: the body of a police officer had been found near a disused railway line in north London, sexually assaulted and left for dead. As soon as he saw the name, he knew who she was.
It had been sixteen years. Elder had been based in Lincoln, CID, established, not so many months off forty. The big four-O. Katherine was barely two, a toddler, agile enough at night to infiltrate herself between Joanne and himself in their bed. He had noticed Maddy Birch around the station, the odd word exchanged in passing, nodded greetings in the canteen: enough to notice the colour of her eyes, the same shade as Joanne's, the absence of rings on her left hand. Late twenties, he supposed, maybe younger still.
One evening, late, a leaving do for someone in Traffic neither of them really knew, they bumped up against each other in the crush at the bar, her hand resting for a moment on his arm as she steadied herself, the second time surely no mistake. When he'd smiled what was intended as an inviting smile, she'd looked away. Which of them had contrived that they leave together, he was never sure; maybe neither, maybe both. The cobbles on the street outside were slippery and wet, the street narrow and steep. Only natural to reach out a hand, steady her against a fall. Above and behind, lights picked out the west front of the cathedral, the stonework of the castle opposite. His fingers touched her cheek and neck. The doorway into which they half-stumbled, half-stepped was barely deep enough to hold them both. His mouth found hers, her mouth found his. She said his name. Clumsily unbuttoning her coat, his hand closed on her breast. She fumbled with the front of his clothes, gave up, gripped hard instead. The flesh of her neck was warm and soft and when he kissed her there, low in the dip between muscle and bone, she moaned and squeezed tighter and he came, standing there, came against her hand.
Oh, Christ!
She kissed him near the side of his mouth and, after a moment, when she stepped away, there was light enough to see the rueful smile upon her face.
'I'm sorry,' he said.
'Don't be.' Her finger to his lips. And then, 'Come on, let's walk,' linking her arm through his.
At the foot of the hill, they went their separate ways, she a short walk to the place she'd recently bought, he in a taxi to the home where wife and child would doubtless be sleeping, somehow managing to take up, between them, most of the bed.
The central heating had switched itself off automatically and, still wearing his coat, he sat in the kitchen with a glass of Scotch in both hands, taking his mind as slowly as he could through what had happened, moments that were already uncertain, half-imagined.
Neither of them spoke of it again; nothing else happened.
It was the only time, in all the years of his marriage, that Elder had strayed.
Yet he found himself from time to time remembering, images appearing from nowhere, a kaleidoscope of touch and warmth and breath.
And now she was dead.
He read the report again.
Maddy had been at a yoga class that evening and had left alone; it was assumed she'd been attacked shortly afterwards. As yet the police were uncertain as to the exact sequence of events. What was certain was that at some point after finishing her class, getting changed and leaving the centre, Maddy Birch had been attacked, most probably raped, beaten, cut and left for dead.
Elder knew that Robert Framlingham was now based with the Murder Review Unit at Trenchard House; not so many months ago he had been in touch, eager to persuade Elder to join his team of recently retired detectives who were being increasingly used to re-examine cold cases or review investigations that had stalled. As he had with the earlier approach from Nottinghamshire, Elder had politely yet firmly declined.
Framlingham's voice, as ever, was rich and full, unlike the man himself, who was whippet thin and tall enough to make Elder crane his neck when they ever met.
'Frank, changed your mind, I'll be bound.'
'Afraid not,' Elder said.
Framlingham chuckled. 'Well, if it's about a loan…'
'Don't worry, not that.'
'Then shoot.'
'The DS who was murdered at Crouch Hill, Maddy Birch…'
'Not idle curiosity…'
'Not really. I knew her. I mean, we worked together. A while back. Lincolnshire.'
'Personal, then?'
'If you like.'
'What's your interest, Frank? I mean, exactly?'
'I'm not sure. Just wondering who was handling the investigation, how it was going?'
'Not my department, Frank. Not yet. Nothing breaks, they'll bring us in soon enough.'
'There's no one I could talk to, just informally?'
Framlingham seemed to hesitate. 'Let me have your number again, Frank, I'll get back to you.'
When he did, Elder was raking out the ash from the wood-burning stove, prior to setting it for the evening. Not quite dark, the light towards the sea was rimmed with pinkish red. The temperature seemed to have dropped some five degrees.
'I've spoken to the head of the Murder Squad,' Framlingham said. 'Explained the situation. He gave me the name of one of his DCIs. Shields. Karen Shields. Mean anything to you?'
'Can't say that it does.'
'Bumped up to chief inspector a year or so back. Usual bleating by a few, positive discrimination, you know how it goes.'
'You mean because she's a woman?'
'Because she's black.'
'I see.'
'You don't have a problem with that, Frank?'
'God, no.'
'Good.'
'Just as long as she's doing the job.'