The way the light from the window fell on him, Ronald could have been a statue, an ebony sculpture of an old-time railroad worker. The sun carved his muscles in sharp relief, hard swells that strained his shirt sleeves. A five-pound sledge dangled from one hand, the heavy head stained a soft ocher with rust. He stared out the front window with quiet concentration.
"Hey Ronald, you seen Cruz?"
The big man tore his eyes away from the window, glanced at Jason. "That the girl you came with?"
"Yeah."
Ronald turned back to the window. "Upstairs. Said she wanted to freshen up."
"Thanks." Curiosity pulled him over to stand beside Ronald. Out the window, on the sidewalk past the Lantern Bearers sign, Washington stood talking to a middle-aged white guy with salt-and-pepper hair and sweat marks on his crisp oxford. Beyond them afternoon sun glared off parked cars, and on the other side of the street lay the abandoned lot, tall grass swaying gently around the carousel he remembered from years ago.
"Okay," he said. "I'll bite. What's so interesting?"
Ronald gestured with his chin. "See that dude talking to Dr. Matthews? That's Adam Kent."
The name sounded familiar. He squinted. Medium build, neat hair, nice clothes. But nothing notable about him. He didn't think he'd ever seen him before, but the name sounded familiar. Where had he heard… right. "The guy giving Washington half a million dollars at the party tonight."
Ronald nodded slow, his eyes locked outside.
"You curious what he looks like?"
"Nah. Seen him before. He's here all the time."
"So what?"
"Look at him, man." Ronald spoke without turning. "Dude can write a check for five hundred thousand dollars, just give it away. Got enough money that half a million don't hurt none."
"Nice of him."
"Yeah. It's just…" Ronald hesitated.
"What?"
"I mean, I walk by him on the street, I wouldn't even notice. Looks like any other white guy. I always thought having that much money, you'd look different, you know? Like a glow or something." Ronald shook his head. "Hell, a brother with that kind of money, he's wearin' a platinum dollar sign covered with diamonds."
Jason laughed. "Listen, can you do me a favor?"
Ronald glanced over, face impassive.
"Cruz and I are going to leave. Those guys that killed my brother, I think we know how to get them."
" 'Aight."
"Thing is, I can't bring Billy along, but I'm worried about leaving him alone. I was hoping you could kind of, I don't know. Look in on him. Hang out with him a little. Let him know he's safe."
"I feel that." Ronald nodded. "Sure."
"He's scared."
"He don't need to be. Ain't nothing going to happen to Bills while I'm around."
Jason nodded, thanked him. Then he headed out of the front room toward the staircase. He stole a glance over his shoulder before he left; Ronald had turned back to the window and was staring out, shaking his head. Jason smiled.
He found Cruz in one of the upstairs bedrooms, the television on, the remote clutched in white knuckled fingers.
"… the ongoing corruption trial of former governor George Ryan…"
He stepped beside her, but she didn't react. "Hey," Jason said. "Listen-"
"Shh." She held up a hand.
"In other news, the troubling story of a police officer suspected of murder."
He'd been reaching for her shoulder, but froze at the announcer's words.
"The body of Dion Wallace, a member of the Gangster Disciples street gang, was discovered last night after neighbors reported hearing gunfire. Police found Wallace dead in his West Crenwood home, shot twice in the head." The house onscreen was cordoned off with yellow tape, and police cars were parked around it, angled random directions. A mugshot of C-Note Wallace glared off the side of the screen. "Sources within the Chicago Police Department told NBC 5 that preliminary investigations indicate the murder weapon belonged to an Area One Gang Intelligence officer involved in an ongoing investigation of Wallace."
The image cut to a podium with a middle-aged man in a French-cuff shirt and a striped tie. The caption read, CPD Deputy Chief James Donlan. Donlan held up his hands to quiet a roar of questions.
"At this time, the Chicago Police Department is not willing to make any final judgments regarding this case. While she has been designated a person of interest, Officer Cruz has not been charged with anything. However, I also want to assure the community that the CPD takes any accusation of police brutality very seriously, and that a thorough investigation is already underway."
The image cut to a picture of Cruz in uniform, younger and with different hair. The announcer continued. "Officer Elena Cruz, a ten-year veteran with a distinguished record, was the first woman to serve on the elite Gang Intelligence team. However, there have been numerous recent complaints against Officer Cruz, who has been largely restricted from working the street. A coworker, speaking on condition of anonymity, described her recent behavior as 'erratic and prone to violence.' The whereabouts of Officer Cruz are currently unknown. Back to you, Don."
An anchorman with precise hair and a perfectly symmetrical face said, "We'll have more on this disturbing story as it develops." He turned, and the camera angle changed. "More than ten people have come forward with allegations of child sexual abuse by Father-"
Jason stepped forward and turned off the television. He turned to look at her, found her staring, a statue with trembling hands. "I'm sorry, Elena." She shook her head, lips pulled into a thin, hard line. She looked like she'd been kicked in the gut. The silence seemed loud, and again he said, "I'm so sorry."
She turned and walked to the window. Stared out at nothing.
He rubbed at his eyes. "Washington told me that Dion Wallace had been killed last night. I just didn't put it together." Jason remembered the guy by the river, Scarface. He'd made her drop her gun. "That's why there are cops after us. One of them used your gun last night to shoot Dion." He paused. "But how would they put it together so fast?"
"Donlan." Her voice was barely a whisper.
Right. Her one-time lover, the cop with plenty of juice. So it wasn't one kick to the gut. It was two. "God." He sighed. "And that 'anonymous source.' That would have been Galway." Three.
She didn't respond, and he moved behind her, put a hand on her shoulder. She flinched. For some reason that cut him.
"All my life," she said, "all I've wanted was to be a cop. I was good at it, too." She shook her head. "Damn it, I was a good cop."
"You still are."
"Don't." Her tone was pure contempt. "Don't patronize me."
"I'm not. You're still a good cop."
She laughed through her nose, a hollow and scornful sound. "No I'm not. I'm an assassin. I killed Dion Wallace. You know how I know?" She flung the remote to bounce off the hardwood floor. "I saw it on TV."
"Elena-"
"Stop, okay? Just…" She sighed. "Just stop."
He stood behind her, wanting desperately to say something that could make it better. Knowing exactly how she felt. He'd felt the same way walking out of the Administrative Discharge Board. Being a cop was as central to her as being a soldier had been to him, and now the bastards had taken that, too.
Without thinking, he spun her into a hug. She stood rigid as stone, and he just had time to wonder if he'd made a terrible mistake.
Then something in her snapped, and she buried her head in his shoulder, her hair in his face. Her hands wrapped around his back, squeezing at first and then turning to fists, beating against the muscles of his back, left then right then left. Jason took it without complaint. Just held her, felt her chest heave as she cried without a sound. He didn't murmur soft nothings, didn't try to tell her it would be all right. Just held her and let her spend her fury and frustration against him, let it break like waves on rock, until slowly the force diminished, and her fingers closed around his T-shirt, clutching at it as she shook in his arms. Just held her and stroked her hair and felt the warmth of her.