“Right,” Alexis murmurs, her tone now sounding obviously disgruntled.
I step up to face her and look down at Brayden cradled in her arms. “Hey, what’s the matter? Don’t you like the car? I just want you to be safe. I don’t ever want to lose anyone I love in a car accident ever again. Please don’t fight me on this.”
“I’m not. The car is fine. I’m happy to drive it if it makes you feel better. Honestly, I understand.”
“Then what’s the matter?”
“Do I have to spell it out to you?” she sighs.
I really have no idea what she is so suddenly upset about, so spelling it out like a first-grade teacher is welcomed.
She searches my eyes then drops her gaze. “Chelsea.”
“What about Chelsea?”
“I don’t trust her.”
“We’ve been through this, Hunny. I thought you were okay with her working for us.”
“Us?”
“Yes,” I say firmly. “Us.”
“That doesn’t mean I have to be all cheery when you mention her name. I still don’t like the bitch,” she spits out.
Shit! Where the hell has this come from all of a sudden? I’m taken aback by her unexpected onset of insecurity. Maybe this is part of the ‘baby-blues’ thing that the midwife mentioned. Or maybe it could be the start of postnatal depression.
Worried that it could lead to something quite serious, I make a mental note to ring Jessica when we get home.
“Alexis, I really don’t want to argue about Chelsea with you. She is no more than a friend, an employee. Look, I don’t want to argue with you at all, especially here...now...in the car park on the day we bring our baby boy home for the first time,” I say as I gently drag my knuckle down her cheek.
She gives me one of her faux smiles, places Brayden in my arms, and turns for the car. “Neither do I.”
Soon after we arrived home from the hospital, I had realised that I wanted Brayden close by—pretty much all the time. It had been less than twenty-four hours when I’d decided the solution to my predicament was to order more bassinets, one to be placed in the lounge area and the other in my office. Charli had asked for one to be put in her room as well—which I thought was cute—however, Alexis had felt I was going ‘overboard’ and soon put a stop to any more of my baby furniture purchases.
The kids had also been wonderful, adjusting really well to having a new sibling. For the first couple of days, Charlotte had followed Alexis around like a bad smell, wanting to know every single tiny detail about her baby brother. Needless to say, I was impressed with her inquisitiveness—she was good at creepy research.
Nate, on the other hand, had been a little quiet at first, and this had worried both Alexis and me. It wasn’t until we started giving him special responsibilities, like making sure his Mum had a glass of water every time she was feeding, and helping me to bath Brayden, that he soon resembled his normal self again.
Currently inundated with work, I have no choice but to spend a lot of my time in the office. However, due to my additional bassinet purchase at the beginning of the week, Brayden can spend some of that time with me. It’s a win-win situation.
“Bryce, you can’t take him with you everywhere. A little separation is good, you know,” Alexis says with her arms crossed while standing at the door to my office.
I glance down into his bassinet which is next to my desk. How separation can be good for someone, let alone a newborn baby, baffles me.
“You are creating a rod for your back. Actually, you are creating a rod for my back”, she grumbles. What?
“What are you talking about?” I ask with a smile, her frustration mildly cute. The only rod I create is the one in my pants, which is also the one I currently want in between her legs.
“It means that what you are doing now will create problems in the future. If you continue to take him everywhere with you, it is what he will get used to and he’ll want it all the time.”
I take in her form as she leans into the door jam. She has on a pair of yoga pants and a tight fitting t-shirt. Her baby bump is almost non-existent and her hair is in a ponytail dangling down her back, longer than it ever has been. She looks stunning as per usual.
“What’s wrong with wanting that?”
“Urgh!” she groans. “You just don’t get it.”
Fuck, that groan. I love that fucking groan. I feel like baiting her more just to hear that groan. Because apparently, I will have to wait a couple more weeks before I can hear it as a result of my making love to her.
“I do get it. And he’s fine. He’s barely a week old. He needs to know his daddy is always close. I don’t want him thinking any other way.”
Her attempt to hide her grin fails as she runs her tongue over the top row of her teeth.
Just as I’m about to get up and make my way over to her to run my tongue over her teeth, my phone rings.
I press speaker.
“Yes.”
“Hi, Bryce, it’s Chelsea. I need to make an appointment with you for later today in order to discuss the flight transfers for VIP guests at next week’s AFL Grand Final. Do you have time?”
I look in my diary which is as confusing as fuck. I desperately need to get Lucy on to it. “I have some time at 3 p.m. I can see you then.”
“Looking forward to it.”
Aggravated by how disorganised my schedule is, I quickly dismiss her. “Okay, I’ll see you then.”
I hit the disconnect button on the phone and take a deep breath before looking up, suddenly remembering that before I was interrupted, I was about to taste the mother of my son.
Finding the doorway vacant, I screw up my face. I wonder where the fuck she has gone when I spot movement from the corner of my eye. Turning to look out of my office window and out onto our balcony, I find Alexis working out on the gym equipment—working out probably an understatement. She is going hard and clearly in a determined mood. Jesus! Why is she always so fucking determined to try death by exercise?
Picking up Brayden, I walk out into the lounge area and transfer him to the bassinet which is beside the piano. See? Multiple bassinets...fucking genius.
I make sure he is still sleeping soundly before heading out onto the balcony. “You might want to take it easy,” I state, a little annoyed that I have to remind Alexis once more to tone down her over exuberant fitness training.
“Don’t start this shit with me again,” she snaps. “I’m no longer pregnant and am now fully capable of working out.”
“Alexis, I’m just saying that you gave birth a week ago. Your body is still healing and adjusting. Don’t rush things.”
“I’m not.”
I notice her refusal to look at me, and it heightens the concern I felt the morning we brought Brayden home, the morning I mentioned Chelsea.
Curious, I decide to pose that question. “Has this got anything to do with the fact Chelsea just rang?”
Alexis presses a button, accelerating her strides on the treadmill. “No. The flying fuck I give about that bitch just flew the fuck away,” she says sarcastically while flapping her hands like bird.
Really? Clearly that is not the case.
“Hunny, why does she make you so angry?”
“Because.”
“Because is not an answer. Alexis, talk to me.”
“No, go away.”
Bloody hell! I want nothing more than to carry her kicking and screaming up to the bedroom, and forcing her to talk to me while my cock is planted firmly into her pussy. But I can’t, that form of dominance is a no-go at the moment and it pisses me off.