Ramsey turned around sharply at the interruption. His eyes were narrowed and he looked furious at the distraction until he realized who was standing before him. "Lexi!" he said with surprise jumping to his feet. "What a surprise! I didn't think you would be here until after work."
"Honestly I hadn't planned on coming at all," she told him stepping into the room and pushing the heavy door closed behind her.
Ramsey stopped in his tracks and examined her more closely. Her hands were shaking at her sides. The black circles under her eyes were more pronounced, and she looked as if she might have been crying earlier. She had already tucked nonexistent strands of hair behind her ear three times since walking through the door. She couldn't even stop biting her bottom lip. "Why not? What's wrong?"
Lexi's eyes dropped to the floor. "I need to talk to you."
"Are you breaking up with me?" he whispered into the room. Those words alone sounded like heartbreak coming out of his mouth. It was almost too much for Lexi to bear to hear.
"No," she said quickly. "Well I don't know."
"What do you mean you don't know?" he asked sitting down heavily on the corner of his desk. "Tell me what's wrong. How could you not know something like that?"
"It…it all depends on how you answer my next question," she whispered letting her eyes drag upwards and meet his very confused green-gold eyes.
"I'll answer anything," he said desperately.
Lexi took a deep breath to calm her hammering heart. "What is your relationship with Parker?"
"What?" he asked standing at the mention of Parker's name.
"You heard me," Lexi whispered.
"Parker?" he asked. Lexi nodded. "We've already had this discussion Lexi. I told you over spring break what my relationship is with Parker."
"Let me rephrase. What was your relationship with Parker?" she asked directing his attention to the past tense.
Ramsey ran his hand back through his hair and a small blush crept up onto his cheeks. "What are you driving at Lexi?"
"Just the truth. That's all I want," she told him resting her hands against the chair in front of her to steady herself.
"The truth?" he asked hesitantly. "Well we slept together. I told you that, but there's nothing going on between us now. I promise."
Lexi hung her head. "I believe you. I don't think anything is going on now."
"Well then what's the problem?" he asked moving towards her and grabbing her hands from the top of the chair. "I'm not cheating on you Lexi, if that's what you think."
"I didn't accuse you of cheating me," she said angrily pulling her hands from his.
"Alright," he said miffed. "What are you accusing me of?" He threw his hands up in the air and walked back to his desk.
"Isn't it quite obvious?" she demanded.
"If it was, wouldn't I have already guessed it."
"You're lying to me!" she yelled more forcefully than she had even realized she was going to say it. She had bottled all of her emotions up so much that she could feel everything begin to explode out of her. She was furious with him. How dare he stand there and even try and tell her that nothing happened with Parker…that they had just slept together. It was obvious to everyone that there had been something more, and now she had been told by two people that that was the case…three if she included Jessie. He didn't even have the balls to tell her the truth about that.
"What am I lying about?" he asked her snapping his head around to look at her.
"You and Parker dated! You were together for years, high school and college sweethearts. You were in love with her. You were going to marry her," Lexi said letting the truth spill out of her. Ramsey remained silent waiting for whatever else she was going to say. "Parker told me herself. How could you think that you could just keep that from me? All of that time you've told me that you never dated anyone that you never loved anyone, but it was all a lie. I'm not special to you. She was special to you. You couldn't even tell me that to my face. You had to hide it. I don't know why you thought I wouldn't find out. Don't you have anything to say for yourself?"
Ramsey hung his head his breathing coming out in short bursts. "She told you all of this?" he demanded.
"Yes she did."
"I can't believe she would do that," he murmured.
"Why?" Lexi gasped. "You can't believe she would tell the truth. Did you date her for that long?" Lexi waited for an answer. "Well?"
"Yes," he mumbled.
"Were you in love with her?"
"Yes."
"Do you still love her?"
Ramsey's head shot back up to look at her. He couldn't believe she was asking him this. "No. I love you Lexi. I told you that."
"How can I know that?" she asked angrily openly glaring at him.
"Lexi I do love you. You have to believe me with that at least," he told her.
She couldn't really argue that point. It wasn't what she was angry about anyway. "But why would you lie about everything else? Why lie about her? Don't you think I could have gotten over all of this if you had just told me?" she begged the question.
"I don't tell anyone that story Lexi," he said in frustration though it was a lame attempt to save himself.
"I'm not just anyone," she spat back angrily.
"I know that. It's just…stupid habit. I don't talk about it. She doesn't talk about it. It's like it never happened," he said awkwardly.
"But it did happen. It did!" she yelled back at him feeling her emotions break again. "You're a liar. You just lie all the time. You lied about Parker, about having a girlfriend, about being in love…the beach house…everything. How can I ever trust you again? Can I ever really know if everything else coming out of your mouth isn't a lie? I trusted you with my whole heart. I can honestly say that I've never done that before."
"Jack…" he murmured before being cut off with a sinister glare.
"I had known Jack only a month or two before realizing that I could never fully trust him. I hadn't given him my heart at that point and I hadn't fallen in love with him. None of this I hid from you. What would be the point of hiding it from you? You would find out sooner or later the history between us," she growled. "Did you never think I'd hear the real story from anyone about Parker? And I mean the real story Ramsey."
"What do you mean the real story?" he asked his eyes narrowing at the connotations behind the statement.
"Oh don't give me that," Lexi said rolling her eyes. "You know what you did."
Ramsey strode back over to Lexi and slammed his hands down on the chair in front of her. "What else did she tell you?" he growled.
"Why are you getting so worked up?" Lexi asked eyeing him carefully. He had been so controlled before, but now he really looked angry that there was more to the story. She couldn't believe that after everything she had just said that he couldn't even own up to the rest of the story.
"Because she told you more than that, and I want to know what else she said."
"She told me everything," Lexi informed him. "She told me how she was sick and instead of taking care of her you were whoring around with other women. She told me that she was pregnant. She told me that she miscarried the baby. She told me that she came to see you and you were horrible to her. She told me that you yelled and screamed at her and called her all of these terrible things. Then when you realized how wrong you were, you tried to crawl back to her but you had done too much damage. Is that what you were planning to do to me? Or were you just going to lie about it?" Lexi asked being purposefully mean.