"Ross… you… ahhh… ohhh, God! I'm coommiinngg!"
The feather-soft lining of her pussy swirled around my swollen cock, begging for my sap. And it came. Hot and boiling as it streaked up from the depths of my balls and fountained thickly against the end of Jessica's cuntal sheath. Her cunt was so soft inside that no matter how wildly I plunged and fucked the thrilling spasms were maddeningly slow.
"I love you, Jessie!" I choked out, wetting her neck with my kisses. My cocktip flooded hot fuck cream steadily now as he squirmed against each other to make the moment last. But too soon there was only the wind through the pines above us and our labored breathing.
When at last I pulled my cock from inside Jessica's twat, she gave a little whimper and clutched her hand over her swollen pussy as my curia began to leak out from between her fingers. It was as if she'd wanted me to keep my prick inside her cunt forever. While I started dressing, Jessica pushed herself up on her knees, staring at the white, slick strings of cum on the grass between her thighs. I caressed Jessie's silky black hair and looked at her thin nose and dark eyebrows. She was the most beautiful girl I'd ever seen, and only now was I beginning to realize this. The blindness didn't have anything to do with it any more. Jessica was just plain beautiful. The blindness was like the funny little bump I had on one knee. Or the scar on my forehead where I'd fallen down playing baseball.
But the foamy flecks of my jizz in the curls of her cunt hair worried me. I started wondering if maybe Jessica didn't know much about how a girl got pregnant.
"You're not afraid," I started, "that you… I mean."
Jessica smiled in an easy kind of way. "No, Ross, I won't be as big as a blimp in nine months. Is that what was worrying you?"
"Yeah." I scratched my head. "But… uhhh. How?"
My cousin gave me a look that made me wonder if I was the one who was really innocent.
"It's called a diaphragm. Girls use one when they don't want to get pregnant." She tilted her head prettily. "Understand?"
I didn't have the slightest idea what she was talking about. "Oh, sure!" I blurted.
The green eyes scanned past my face, not seeing. "Now, could you help, me find my dark glasses again?"
I handed them to her and hurried to help her dress. Even when she wanted to lace her own boots, I made Jessie let me do it instead. For a long time we stood there in the meadow, holding each other. But a cloud came over the peaks and covered us both with a chilly shadow. A wet-smelling breeze blew out of the canyon and far off there was the rumble of thunder.
"We'd better get back," I said. Jessica tugged my hand and stopped me next to her.
"While we were making love, Ross… you said you loved me."
I rubbed a hand on the leg of my Levi's. "Yeah." I was glad Jessica couldn't see my face. Maybe I did love her a little, but hell, I didn't know how a guy was supposed to feel when he was in love.
"I love you, too," she whispered, touching my lips with her long fingers. The breeze got colder and a few raindrops patted down beside us. I decided to get it all out in the open right then.
"Look, Jess, there's something I've got to tell you. It has to do with an old hassle between me and Dad. He wants me to go to school this fall so I can run the pharmacy for him later. No matter what I say, he doesn't see it any other way." I shoved my hands in my pockets and kicked at a rock. "What it comes down to is that I'm not going back to Crossbury."
Jessica's expression was calm but her voice trembled. "You're leaving? From here?"
"Yet. California seems a good place to try. Course, I'll wait until the day before my folks are due up here. That way they can't say I ran out on you and Janey." I felt shitty.
The rain was starting to patter down all around us now. On the grass I could see the pretty outline where Jessica's body had mashed the blades down.
"Take me with you, Ross!" My cousin's fingers dug into my arm. "Please!"
At first I didn't know what to say. I hadn't expected anything like that from a girl five years older than myself. It all seemed so impossible, even if Jess hadn't been blind.
"Jessie, I'm only eighteen, for Christ sake, and…"
Her voice was full of excitement. "I can get a job anywhere there's a place where blind children need help. I can even teach music." She tugged my arm again. "I can make money for us, Ross. Just because I can't see, you think I'm helpless."
"It's not that… it's…" A sudden crack of lightning made us both jump. "Come on, we've got to get back to the cabin before this thing really rips loose."
As I pulled Jessica down the trail, I was glad the storm had come along when it had. I didn't want to talk any more about taking anybody with me to California. I was too young to be hassled with taking care of somebody all the time. I wanted to be free. But once when I turned back on the trail, I saw tear streaks on Jessie's face and my heart felt heavy and sick.
CHAPTER FIVE
That night I stayed up late, sitting in front of the fire until even Janey had given up and gone to bed. Then I stayed up another two hours just to let everybody get good and asleep. I was trying like hell to keep my sister from jumping me in the bed again, much as the idea still gave me a hard-on. I needed time to think. With all the sex that had been coming down on me, I'd almost let my trip to California become second in importance. There was the chance, too, that if I kept messing around, I'd have a hysterical blind girl on my hands. It would be tight enough getting away without that.
Next morning it was drizzling steadily outside when the girls came down to breakfast. I could see right off that Janey had ideas about how to spend the day. She swung past me smiling, only an orange T-shirt covering her thin body. It was as if she knew I couldn't keep my eyes off that darling cunny of hers. And she was right. Before I was finished eating, I was fighting the urge to grab her and pull her into my bedroom for a good-morning lay. Even though Jessica was not five feet away, innocently sipping a cup of tea.
Somehow I managed to limp away from the table without starting anything. Jessica felt her way across the room and sat down beside me on the sofa.
"I thought about you last night," she whispered, her breath sweet on my cheek. "I wanted you in my arms… I wanted you inside me again."
I gritted my teeth, feeling the impact of her words. As weird as it seemed, I found myself wishing I could fuck Jessie, too – right there in the big front room.
Janey was putting the breakfast dishes in the sink, her pert ass winking at me as she moved. At least she couldn't hear what Jess was saying. That would bring down a shit storm for sure.
"You know we can't do anything with my sister around," I told my cousin.
She pushed her black hair back from her forehead and pressed a hand over mine. "Can't we just tell her how we feel?"
"Uhhh… I don't think it would be a good idea, Jessie."