“I suppose so.”
“How much money did you get?”
“You’ve got the dough. Why don’t you count it?”
“We already have. Twelve dollars, is that right?”
“I didn’t get a chance to count it. The Law showed.”
“When did the Law show?”
“When I was leaving. Ask the cop who pinched me. He knows when.”
“Something happened before you left, though.”
“Nothing happened. I cleaned out the register and then blew. Period.”
“Your knife had blood on it.”
“Yeah? I was cleaning chickens last night.”
“You stabbed the owner of that store, didn’t you?”
“Me? I never stabbed nobody in my whole life.”
“Why’d you stab him?”
“I didn’t.”
“Where’d you stab him?”
“I didn’t stab him.”
“Did he start yelling?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“You stabbed him, Steve. We know you did.”
“You’re foil of crap.”
“Don’t get smart, Steve.”
“Ain’t you had your look yet? What the hell more do you want?”
“We want you to tell us why you stabbed the owner of that store.”
“And I told you I didn’t stab him.”
“He was taken to the hospital last night with six knife wounds in his chest and abdomen. Now how about that, Steve?”
“Save your questioning for the Detective Squad Room. I ain’t saying another word.”
“You had your money. Why’d you stab him?”
Stevie did not answer.
“Were you afraid?”
“Afraid of what?” Stevie answered defiantly.
“I don’t know. Afraid he’d tell who held him up? Afraid he’d start yelling? What were you afraid of, kid?”
“I wasn’t afraid of nothing. I told the old crumb to keep his mouth shut. He shoulda listened to me.”
“He didn’t keep his mouth shut?”
“Ask him.”
“I’m asking you!”
“No, he didn’t keep his mouth shut. He started yelling. Right after I’d cleaned out the drawer. The damn jerk, for a lousy twelve bucks he starts yelling.”
“What’d you do?”
“I told him to shut up.”
“And he didn’t.”
“No. he didn’t. So I hit him, and he still kept yelling. So I gave him the knife.”
“Six times?”
“I don’t know how many times. I just gave it to him. He shouldn’t have yelled. You ask him if I did any harm to him before that. Go ahead, ask him. He’ll tell you. I didn’t even touch the crumb before he started yelling. Go to the hospital and ask him if I touched him. Go ahead, ask him.”
“We can’t, Steve.”
“Wh...”
“He died this morning.”
“He...”
For a moment, Stevie could not think clearly. Died? Is that what he’d said? The room was curiously still now. It had been silently attentive before, but this was something else, something different, and the stillness suddenly chilled him, and he looked down at his shoes.
“I... I didn’t mean him to pass away,” he mumbled.
The police stenographer looked up. “To what?”
“To pass away,” a uniformed cop repeated, whispering.
“What?” the stenographer asked again.
“He didn’t mean him to pass away!” the cop shouted.
The cop’s voice echoed in the silent room. The stenographer bent his head and began scribbling in his pad.
“Next case,” the Chief of Detectives said.
Stevie walked off the stage, his mind curiously blank, his feet strangely leaden. He followed the cop to the door, and then walked with him to the elevator. They were both silent as the doors closed.
“You picked an important one for your first one,” the cop said.
“He shouldn’t have died on me,” Stevie answered.
“You shouldn’t have stabbed him,” the cop said.
He tried to remember what Skinner had said to him before the lineup, but the noise of the elevator was loud in his ears, and he couldn’t think clearly. He could only remember the word “neighbors” as the elevator dropped to the basement to join them.
Uncle Jimbo’s Marbles
Last summer they quarantined the camp two weeks after we’d arrived.
Uncle Marvin called all us counselors into the dining room one July night and announced briefly that there was a polio scare at a nearby camp. He went on to say that whereas all of our campers had of course been vaccinated, he nonetheless felt it would be in the best interests of public safety if we voluntarily agreed not to leave the campgrounds until the threat had subsided. The words “public safety” were Uncle Marvin’s own. He was the principal of a junior high school in the Bronx, and he also happened to own Camp Marvin, which is why it was called Camp Marvin and not Camp Chippewa or Manetoga or Hiawatha. He could have called it “Camp Levine,” I suppose, Levine being his last name, but I somehow feel his choice was judicious. Besides, the name Marvin seemed to fit a camp whose owner was a man given to saying things like “public safety,” especially when he became Uncle Marvin for the summer.
I was Uncle Don for the summer.
The kids in my bunk had never heard of Uncle Don on the radio, so they never made any jokes about my name. To tell the truth, I’d barely heard of him myself. Besides, they were a nice bunch of kids, and we were getting along fine until the voluntary quarantine in the best interests of public safety was declared by Marvin, and then things got a little strained and eventually led to a sort of hysteria.
Marvin’s wife was named Lydia, and so the girls’ camp across the lake from Camp Marvin was called Camp Lydia, and the entire complex was called Camp Lydia-Marvin, which was possibly one of the most exciting names in the annals of American camp history. I was Uncle Don last summer, and I was nineteen years old. Across the lake in Camp Lydia was a girl named Aunt Rebecca, who was also nineteen years old and whom I loved ferociously. When the quarantine began, I started writing notes to her, and I would have them smuggled across the lake, tied to the handles of the big milk cans. I love you, Aunt Rebecca, my notes would say. And I would look across the still waters of the lake and try to imagine Becky opening my note, her dark eyes lowered as she read the words, her quick smile flashing over her face. I imagined she would look up hastily, she moved hastily, her eyes would dart, the smile would widen, she would stare into the distance at the pine trees towering over the boys’ cabins, and maybe her heart would skip a beat, and maybe she would murmur softly under her breath, I love you, too, Uncle Don.
I hated Camp Marvin.
I will tell you what I loved.
I loved Rebecca Goldblatt, that’s all. I had loved Rebecca Goldblatt long before I met her. I had loved her, to tell the truth, from the day I was twelve years old and was allowed to join the adult section of the public library. I had clutched my new card in my hand that bright October day, the card unmarked, every space on it empty, and wandered among the shelves. It was very warm inside the library, warm and hushed, and as I walked past the big windows I could hear the wind outside, and I could see the huge tree out front with its leaves shaking loose every time there was a new gust, and beyond that on the other side of the street some smaller trees, bare already, bending a little in the wind. It was very cold outside, but I was warm as I walked through the aisles with a smile on my face, holding my new library card, and wondering if everyone could tell I was an adult now, it said so on my card.
I found the book on one of the open shelves. The cover was red, tooled in gold. The title was Ivanhoe.