To the backup singers I say, "Yeah, I heard he was working on some great new stuff."
"Not from us you didn't," sniffs Maria.
Again the door opens, and into the church strolls T. O. "Timmy" Buckminster, our so-called music critic. I shrink into the pew and lower my head, hoping not to be seen. Obviously the smarmy little shitweasel is here to cover the funeralor, more accurately, the widow. He couldn't care less about Jimmy Stoma.
Buckminster boldly advances to the front of the church and squeezes into the second row, behind Cleo Rio and the former Slut Puppies. Danny Gitt rises and threads his way to the podium, where he makes a weak joke about why the band needed two bass players instead of onesomething about alternating time-shares at a rehab clinic. The line draws a polite chuckle. Danny Gitt goes on to tell a few stories about Jimmy Stoma's wacky sense of humor, his unsung generosity, his passion for performing live onstage. I jot down a couple of quotes in order to maintain credibility with Ajax and Maria, who shoot me a look every so often. I'm waiting for a lull so I can quiz them about Jimmy's last projectundoubtedly the secret, unfinished album his sister mentioned ...
A murmur rolls like a soft breaker through the crowd, and I look up to see Cleo Rio, dagger-straight in front of the altar. She's wearing a diaphanous, ankle-length black dress and a Madonna-style headset microphone. The bald, bomber-jacketed goon I saw at the apartment hops the rail and hands her an acoustic guitar. Cleo waits while the TV crews jostle into place.
"Lord Jesus," Ajax says to Maria.
And Jimmy's widow begins to strum and sing:
Who do you have at the end of the day,
Who do you touch in the deep of the night?
Me, you've got me.
Who do you reach for when the clouds go gray,
Who do you hold when no end's in sight?
Me, you need me.
Cleo's voice is weak and watery, but she affects a hard raspy edge on the last beat of each line. As best as I can tell, she's playing only three chordsan A minor, a barred F and a Gand struggling mightily. On the refrain the chords are identical but the sequence is reversed, Cleo now half-snarling:
Me, me, what about me?
You got yours but what about me?
Look in the mirror, what do I see?
Pretty little number, used to be me.
I hear Maria saying: "You believe this unholy shit?"
It is astoundingly tackyJimmy Stoma's widow has turned his funeral into a promotional gig. The guys from her record label must be turning cartwheels.
"Bitch," Ajax mutters.
"Whore," Maria says.
Cleo's style is gratingthank God she's only got the one hit. When she finally warbles the last note of "Me," a jittery silence grips the church. Eventually Tito Negraponte starts to clap, followed tentatively by the other ex-Slut Puppies. Pretty soon the place fills with applause that I interpret as unanimous relief that Cleo's solo is over.
Except she's still holding the guitar.
She clears her throat and sips from a glass of water ferried to her honey-skinned hand by the neckless bouncer. She says, "Here's a number"
"Lord help us," groans Ajax, under her breath.
"Here's a number," Cleo says, "that me and Jimmy wrote just a few months ago. It's the title cut on my new CD and, well, I'm just bummed because it turned out so awesome and he's not around to hear me do it."
"Lucky him," says Maria to her friend. "Let's roll."
Ajax shakes her head. "Hang on a minute, girl."
I consider bolting for some fresh air myself, but I'm perversely curious about "Shipwrecked Heart." The widow Stomarti commences to sing:
You took me like a storm, tossed me out of reach,
Left me like the tide, lost and broken on a beach.
Shipwrecked heart, my shipwrecked heart ...
The tune is pretty and pleasing to the ear, and I could probably learn to like it once I heard the whole song, but apparently that won't happen today. Cleo Rio is singing the same verse over and over, meaning she's either forgotten the rest of the lyrics or the lyrics don't existthat is, the song isn't finished.
Ajax pokes me in the ribs. "You gettin' all this down? Ain't it unfuckinbelievable?"
"Maybe she's just nervous," I say.
"Ha!"
Afterwards, waiting to pay condolences to Jimmy's widow, I'm standing in the line between Ziggy Marley and the guitarist Mike Campbell, one of the original Heartbreakers. I believe Ziggy has taken notice of the notebook sticking out of my back pocketin any event, nobody's chatting much.
Shaking the pudgy hand of Jay Burns, I introduce myself and say I'd like to get together for a profile of Jimmy that I'm writing. He grunts agreeably, which is a surprise. Then I notice he's completely ripped, eyelids at half-staff and a tendril of drool hanging from his lower lip. Tomorrow he won't remember agreeing to an interview; he'll be lucky to remember his name.
When I finally work my way up the line to Cleo, I notice that she's switched to black contact lenses in honor of the somber occasion. She greets me as if we've never met.
"Jack Tagger," I prompt helpfully, "from the Union-Register."
"Oh. Right."
I embrace her and say, "We really need to talk again."
Cleo pulls free.
"Oh, not now," I add solicitously. "Not today"
"I'm leavin' for L.A., like, tomorrow," Cleo says. "Talk about what?"
"Bad chowder. Bad autopsies." I smile. "Just a few questions. Won't take long."
Cleo looks like she's got a hockey puck lodged in her gullet. "You ... no, g-g-get the fuck outta here," she stammers.
"You're upset. I'm sorry"
Cleo turns to flag down the bald guy in the bomber jacket. "Jerry? Jerry, I wa-wa-want this g-g-guy outta here"
But already I'm moving for the door. There seems no point in asking if I can tag along on the boat ride for the scattering of James Stomarti's mortal remains.
Outside in the parking lot, I catch up with Ajax and Maria as they're getting into a rented Saturn convertible. They inform me that they're legally not allowed to talk about the recent studio sessions with Jimmy Stoma.
Maria says, "We signed a, whatcha call it, a confidentiality agreement. I'd like to help you, man, but I don't wanna get blackballed. I need the work."
Ajax says, "Same here. I got a little girl at home."
"Then forget the sessions. Tell me about Jimmy. What was he like?" St. Stephen's is emptying fast. The limo drivers forsake the shade of an ancient banyan tree and, stubbing out their cigarettes, hustle back to their cars.
"Jimmy was real cool. A nice guy," Ajax says.
"And Cleo?"
Maria laughs acidly. "No comment, chico."
"Ditto for me." Ajax says, disgustedly. "Why you even gotta ask? You saw the bitch with your own eyes. She's in it for capital M-E."
"Think he loved her?"
Ajax howls and starts up the car. Maria waves me around to her side. "You're gettin' a little carried away," she tells me, not unkindly. "We're backup singers. You unnerstand?"
I watch them drive off. Then I go find my Mustang, toss the notebook on the front seat, crank up the air conditioner. I feel whipped, as I always do after a funeral service. But through the windshield I notice a scene that makes me grinthe widow Stomarti, clutching the brass urn on the steps of the church while being interviewed by Timmy Buckminster.
I roll down all the windows and crank up the Slut Puppies full blast and roll out of the parking lot nice and easy.
Rock on, Jimmy Stoma.
8
Janet Thrush opens the door and says, "Oh. You."
"I come in?"
"Look, lemme explain."
"Not necessary."
"About this getup," she says sheepishly. "I wanna explain."
Janet is decked out in a Halloween-quality police costume: shiny black boots, dark blue slacks with a gray martial stripe down the sides, a starched white shirt with a cheap tin badge on the breast, and a holster with a toy pistol. Hooked over the top button of her shirt is a pair of plastic reflector sunglasses with neon-blue lenses. In her back pocket is a ticket pad. All that's missing is a set of handcuffs.