“Did you like Masa?”
“If I wasn’t so stuffed, I’d make you take me back for more,” I teased.
He chuckled. “You’re so greedy.”
“It’s true.” I stopped and he turned to look at me, sliding his other arm around my waist. “I can’t help it. I want what I want…” I wondered if he was thinking what I was-
that I had been with his wife just a day or so ago, and here I was, now in his arms.
“Would it be wrong to tell you how much I want to kiss you?” His eyes were silver in the moonlight, his breath full of sake.
“No,” I whispered, putting my arms around his neck. “It would be really wrong not to do it, though.”
“You think?” His lips met mine before I could think of a response, before I could think at all. He tasted like sake, too, but so did I. I wasn’t sure it was the sake, though, that was sending the fire flowing through my veins as we kissed. I slipped a hand through his hair, all those dark curls, as his mouth slanted across mine and our tongues began to explore. I forgot where we were, I forgot everything but the feel of his body against mine, my breasts pressed against his chest as he pulled me in closer.
“Janie, I want you,” he whispered, kissing my neck, enveloping me in his arms. I could feel that-his cock hard through his trousers, pressed against my belly. “Would it be wrong to take you home with me tonight?”
I shivered as he lavished kisses over my neck and shoulders, his breath hot, coming almost as fast as mine. I wanted to answer him, to tell him yes, but I was too afraid. What would happen then, I wondered? What would it be like, waking up with Josh but having to face Catherine in the morning? How was this going to work?
“Josh,” I murmured as his hands moved down my back, cupping my ass, squeezing gently as his tongue made little circles over my collarbone. God, if he kept that up, I was going to be inviting him back to my place, and I didn’t even want to think about the consequences of that, what Ronnie and TJ would say.
“You feel so good,” he groaned, and before I knew it, we were kissing on a park bench, Josh pulling me into his lap.
My dress was too tight to allow me to straddle him properly, so he pushed it up and grabbed my hips, crushing the red silk of my panties directly against the heat of his erection. I could feel it through his trousers, riding up and down as we rocked together.
“Oh god,” I moaned softly when he broke off to stroke my breasts through my dress, kissing the swell of my cleavage. I could see the hunger in his eyes when he looked up at me in the glow of a street light. “Please, Josh…”
He slipped a hand behind my neck, pulling my mouth down to his, kissing me breathless. When I slid my hand between us to feel the length of his cock through the thin material, he groaned against my mouth, arching up. I couldn’t stand it. If we kept on like this, we’d end up fucking right there on the park bench.
“Josh, wait,” I begged, burying my face against his neck, breathing hard. “Not here. Not like this.”
“You’re right,” he agreed, attempting to catch his breath, too. “My place?” I shook my head sadly, sliding off his lap and pulling my dress back down. “I don’t think that’s a good idea.”
“Your place?” he asked hopefully.
“I live with my employers, remember?” I took his hand and sighed. I didn’t want to have to explain Ronnie and TJ. Not now. “They probably wouldn’t care, but…” I shrugged.
“I understand.” He gave my hand a squeeze and we sat there, listening to the crickets and watching dark clouds play tag with the moon.
“Come on,” he said finally, standing and tugging on my hand. “Let’s get you home before you turn into a pumpkin.”
“I’m sorry,” I apologized as we walked.
“Don’t.” He stopped, pulling me into his arms and kissing me softly. “Don’t tempt me. I am two seconds away from getting us a room at the Plaza.”
“Why not?” I breathed, just the press of his body against mine making me light-headed.
“Let’s save something for the second date.” He smiled and took my hand again as we began to walk.
Second date. Oh god, what was I getting myself into?
When he dropped me off at home, he gave me the softest, sweetest kiss ever and told me he’d call. And I believed him.
That was the problem.
CHAPTER FIVE
I woke up and thought I was dreaming. I was sure I’d been in Josh’s bed, feeling him pressing against me from behind, lean and hard and wanting me. But when I turned in his arms, it was TJ in my little double bed, snuggled up under the covers next to me.
“What are you doing here?” I whispered, not sure I wasn’t still dreaming. It had to be early-the sun was just coming up outside-although I couldn’t see around TJ to the alarm clock on my night stand.
“Ronnie couldn’t sleep,” he murmured, sliding a thigh between mine and dipping his head to take one of my nipples in his mouth. “Kicked me out of bed.”
“Oh,” I breathed as he lashed at my hardening nipple with his tongue.
“She does that a lot when she’s pregnant.” He sighed, nuzzling me.
“But what about Beth?”
“I locked your door when I came in last night.” His breath was warm as he made his way across to my other breast.
“Last night?” I murmured, putting my arms around him and wondering how long he’d been in bed with me as he paid attention to my other nipple.
“I wanted to wake you up and fuck you right then.” He grinned up at me. “But you were sleeping so sweet…”
Sleeping the sleep of sake, I thought, glancing at the clock. It was six in the morning and everyone was still asleep. Everyone but us. TJ had never come to my bed before, and it felt strange to do this here, in my room.
“TJ,” I whispered as his tongue dipped into my navel, his fingers taking over where his mouth had left off, rolling my nipples as he kissed his way south. “Is this a good idea?”
“Hmm, dunno.” His mouth had found its way between my legs, thwarted only by the red silk panties I’d been wearing since last night-and they were still wet from my frustrating night with Josh. “Does it feel like a good idea?”
“Oh god.” I moaned as he nosed the crotch of my panties aside, delving into my wetness with his tongue. I closed my eyes and remembered the feel of Josh’s cock rubbing against me in the heated dark.
This isn’t wrong, I thought as I arched and spread for TJ’s mouth. I’m supposed to be doing this, I told myself as TJ rolled and moved me, pulling off my panties and situating us so I was sitting on his face, leaning over the solid heat of his cock.
So Josh didn’t know about TJ and Ronnie. So they didn’t know how I was falling for him. So what could I do? I did my best to swallow my delusions as I took TJ into my mouth, bathing him with my tongue in the early light of morning and trying to forget all the things that weren’t being said.
“God, you’re so wet!” TJ exclaimed, using both fingers and tongue to explore my puffy mound. I was already so turned on from holding back with Josh the night before, and my dreams hadn’t helped.
“Lick it,” I urged, making circles with my hips, pestering his mouth with my pussy.
I had to swallow Josh’s name as I took TJ’s cock between my lips, sucking him deep, making myself gag on his length. He was swollen, too, the head of his dick a dark shade of red that was almost purple. He must have been hard for a while before I woke, I realized. He’d probably been looking at me sleeping, jerking himself, trying to wait.
I moaned when he slid his fingers in, his mouth cemented over my clit, alternately sucking and licking. I started fucking him back, rocking on top of him, driving his fingers in deep. I couldn’t stop thinking about Josh, about how hard he’d been when I sat and rocked in his lap on the Central Park bench. I could tell, even through his trousers, that his cock was a nice, good size. I found myself wishing I’d gone down on my knees on the cement to suck him right there. I wished I’d made him fill my mouth with his cum.