His hands made quick work of my panties, sliding them down my thighs and throwing them to the floor. I was completely on display to his prying eyes and as they took in all of me, I had never felt more vulnerable yet completely at ease.
The moment he reached for his pants and then his wallet, I found my voice.
“Stop.”
Once the word left my mouth he froze above me and his face twisted in agony as he looked back at me.
“I’m so sorry Eden, I shouldn’t have done this,” he apologized with words pained with devastation and started pulling away from me and lifting his body from mine.
What the hell was he doing?
I grabbed his arm and stopped his escape. I swallowed hard, desperate to draw in some confidence. “If we are going to do this, I want to experience everything with you Ky. I want to undress you, I want to worship you, and I don’t want anything separating us.”
“What?” he breathed out as he ran his finger along my jaw and over my lips. His eyes were vibrant and latched fiercely on mine. “Are you saying what I think you’re saying?”
My hand wrapped around the back of his head, my fingertips running through the edges of his hair. “Please, let me feel you. I need to feel you inside me. All of you.”
Suddenly his face went serious. “Are you on birth control? I’m clean, completely, but we have to be safe.”
“I am, never miss a day.”
That’s all the reassurance he needed.
Ky’s lips crashed to mine with wild abandon and took away my deepest insecurities with a lash of his tongue. Kissing him was like having kryptonite pushed into veins. Pulling me in and ceasing my ability to escape. With one kiss he could completely own me; mind, body and soul. I felt myself falling into his body and his arms encased me tightly before I crashed. His lips left from my mouth before kissing my jaw and neck with softness that felt like the caress of cotton left wetness along my jawbone and neck as he moved toward my ear. His heated breath on my earlobe caused a deep sigh to escape me.
“Are you sure because once we start I won’t be able to stop.”
“I don’t want you to stop.”
My hands trembled as they ran over his warm skin, over his shoulders and down the muscles of his back. My breathing hitched in a mixture of nerves, lust, and anticipation as my fingernails ran the length of his back. His lips peppered along my collarbones, nibbling my sensitive flesh occasionally, and I loved every minute of it. He pulled his mouth away and pushed back to gaze at me. Everything that I wanted to witness on his face looked back at me.
Protectiveness, compassion, lust, and want.
“You are so beautiful,” he whispered.
His teeth nibbled my bottom lip, and the moment I opened my lips to gain a desperate breath, his tongue slipped in claiming ownership. His body moved over mine as my hands fumbled between us. I popped open the button of his jeans and slid down the zipper. Ky lifted his hips, allowing me to slide his jeans and boxer briefs down his thighs.
I sighed at the loss of contact when he lifted himself from my body and removed his jeans. My eyes fell to his throbbing cock and desperation flooded me. I want to feel him, to connect with him in every way possible. I felt like a girl about to experience her first time. My body arched into his, pulling him back to my mine. Skin to skin, heat to heat, heart to heart we became a mass of need, lust, want, and passion.
“Are you ready?” he murmured against my lips. I nodded, unable to find words. “We do this however you want.”
The head of his cock met my entrance, and I sucked in a sharp breath. He watched me so intently almost as if waiting for me to break. I nodded, and he inched in slowly, excruciatingly slowly.
“Ky, please. You won’t hurt me.”
All of a sudden, he wrapped his arms around my waist and flipped me over until I was straddling him. He looked up at me through hooded eyes.
“You control this Eden. Take what you can. I’ve wanted to be inside of you for so long so I need you to control that first moment otherwise I will pound into you so hard that it will hurt.”
My hand wrapped around his thick eager cock. My thumb swept over the head, massaging the pre-come that glistened in front of me. Ky groaned under my touch, and his eyes rolled back in his head. His hand moved between my legs, and I gasped loudly as one finger and then two slid inside me. His fingers pumped deep within me and matched my stroke of his cock and soon I was tethering on the edge of ecstasy. I felt the moisture pooling between my thighs as I shifted until the head of his cock graced my entrance once again. I lowered myself slowly; the thickness of his shaft stretched my walls to capacity. The feeling that swept through my body was so foreign; the need, the desire, the want to be completely owned and worshiped. He slid his hands up my body until his strong hands cupped my heavy breasts. The moment his thumbs began their assault on my hardened nipples, I slid down on his cock, completely filling myself with everything he was. My cry at the sensation of being completely full echoed through the room as the sound of pounding rain outside intensified the room.
“Fuck Eden!” Ky growled and his hands left my breasts and fell to my hips, holding me in place. I stilled, allowing his thickness and the intensity of the moment to flood through me. “You feel amazing.”
In one swift motion I was on my back again, Ky still completely filling me. His mouth fell to mine and just as his tongue met mine I felt him move. He slid out and back in, slowly, too slowly.
“I want this Ky. Fuck me like you want to fuck me. You won’t break me. I am pretty sure I begged for this last night.” I smirked up at him, and his eyes immediately darkened.
A billion fireworks went off inside my body the moment he thrust into me; he was so deep that I felt him at the very end of me. Frenzy erupted and he gripped my hips then wrapped one of my legs around him giving him greater access which allowed him to go even deeper. Everything around me dissipated into a sea of twinkling stars and bright lights as I quickly entered into a pleasure I could never have imagined. I moaned in delight as he continued to hit my most vulnerable place over and over again. Our breathing echoed together and the sound of our bodies connecting and combining as one filled the air. Ky buried his face in my neck and his heavy breathing bounced off my sweaty skin. My nails dragged down the flesh of his back and grabbed hold of the cheeks of his ass as I desperately tried to get closer to him. He growled against my neck and increased the ferocity of his pounding. My muscles clenched, and I knew that I was close.
I finally felt a freedom I had craved for the last four years.
Ky’s lust fueled growl grabbed hold of my attention. “Babe, I’m close. Are you sure you want this?”
We locked eyes as I spoke. “I want to feel all of you. We are safe.”
“Look at me when you come. I need to see you come.” His hands cupped my face and we locked into an intense stare-off. At that moment I knew that I was stepping into unchartered waters.
He slowed his pace but slammed deep allowing me to raise my hips to grind against him. My chest tightened and my breathing ceased to exist as my muscles clenched aggressively; an explosive orgasm ripped through my body making me shatter into a million pieces around him. The world as I knew it ceased to exist in that moment.
“Jesus, fuck!” Ky growled against me, and I felt the exact moment when he exploded within me, filling me with everything he was. I gasped at the sensation of being completely engrossed by him, at the feeling of connection; I couldn’t ignore the feeling of heaviness that lingered over my heart. There were only two weeks left of December, two weeks of being in his company, two weeks of being the new Eden Rivers.
Our breathing filled the air as we both tried desperately to gain control. Ky’s mouth dropped to mine in a sweet engaging kiss and wrapped his arms around my body pulling me close so there was no space between us. I could still feel him still deep within me, our connection not yet lost and I felt myself slipping into an unimaginable state of bliss.