In a few strides I was standing in front of her. “Cobie, I’m sorry. I know I shouldn’t be taking this out on you. I have so much anger and hate inside. Maybe it would be best if I just left for the day. I will be back before my parents get here.”
Cobie dropped her eyes. “Gage, please don’t leave me. Don’t run. Not now. Not when I need you the most.”
Grabbing her face I ran my thumbs across her cheeks. “I’m not leaving you and I sure as fuck ain’t running. You want today to be as normal as possible and I can’t promise that. I don’t want to add more stress to you.”
Wrapping her small hands around my wrists she said, “I’m asking you to stay, please? I can’t face my brother alone. We only have a few hours before your parents and my mom gets here. We can do it, together.” Her voice was pleading, her eyes begging.
She needed me. I needed her. We had to be brave and get through this together.
Kissing the top of her head, I let my lips rest in her hair and said, “I’m here. We will do this together.”
I felt Cobie relax under me and her little breath tickled my bare chest. “Thank you, Gage.”
Pulling back I looked her in the eyes. “Thank you, Co. We will get through this, I swear.” Palming her cheek, she leaned into my hand and closed her eyes. “I will stand by you through this. I won’t let you go, Co. You’re not fighting this alone.”
I watched as tears fell down her cheek. “I’m so scared, Gage.”
“Me, too, Cobie.”
Opening her eyes, she looked up at me and a huge grin formed on her face. “No offense but, you smell horrible.”
Laughing, I dropped my hand from her face. “It’s called working out sweetheart, sweat happens.”
“And now, a shower should happen.” Cobie reached behind me and smacked my ass before turning away from me.
I stood there watching her walk away, not wanting to think about life in the future. I had to think about now and what I had. Getting mad and upset wasn’t going to change anything. Cobie would still have cancer. She needed me to be strong for her and I would do that. She didn’t need me hating the world. I was going to stand beside her and fight like hell to make her last months the best. We were going to be a family, not a family who has cancer.
After a quick shower, I pulled on my boxers and a pair of jeans. Grabbing my t-shirt, I tossed it over my shoulder and went to find Cobie.
“Have you ate lunch yet?”
She looked up from her laptop and shook her head. “No. I was going to wait until Jenna and Larkin got here. We could have lunch with them.”
“I can grill some burgers, if you want. You could make some of that kick ass potato salad I love and baked beans.”
“Ok. Will you call them and see where they are so I know when I should start cooking? My phone is upstairs charging. I forgot to plug it in last night.”
“Yep.”
Sliding my phone out of my pocket I pulled Larkin’s number up and hit send.
“What’s up?” Larkin answered.
“Co wanted me to call and see when y’all would be here. She wants to make lunch.” I could hear Evie yelling in the background. She was yelling something about cows.
“We should be there in about twenty minutes. She doesn’t need to cook for us. We can stop somewhere, it’s not a big deal.” Larkin said.
“Your sister wants to. It’s nothing big, just burgers, potato salad, and baked beans. Quick and easy.”
“If y’all insist, then that’s fine with us. See you in a few.”
“’Ight. Bye.” I hit end and locked my phone screen, sliding it back into my pocket. “They should be here in twenty minutes. I’m going to fire up the grill and get the burgers goin’.”
A little over twenty minutes later I saw a black Audi SUV pulling into my driveway. “Co, your brother and Jenna are here.” I yelled through the screen door.
I went back to the grill, grabbing my beer and taking a long pull. I finished the beer off and tossed it into the garbage. Opening the refrigerator under the grill I grabbed another beer and popped the top off.
“Hey, you.” Jenna said from behind me.
Not turning to look at her I said, “Hey.” I couldn’t look at her. If I did she would see something was wrong. She knew me.
“Need any help?” Jenna took a few steps closer.
“Nope, I got everything out here.”
“Hmm. Cobie told me you could use my help.”
“Oh. I don’t know why she told you that but I have everything under control.”
“Gage, what’s wrong?”
I chanced looking at her. She looked huge. She had almost three months left before she was due but from the look of her I didn’t give her more than a month.
Pasting a fake smile on my face I said, “Nothing. Why would something be wrong?”
“I don’t know, but something is up. When Cobie called last night she said we had to come out. She wouldn’t tell us anything more. I swear if you two did something stupid like run off and get married I will kill you.”
Nearly dropping my glass beer bottle I choked out, “No. We sure as shit didn’t get married. Damn, Jenna. Could you have a little faith in me?”
Laying her head on my shoulder she sighed. “I know, I’m sorry Gage. I just want to know why we are here.”
“You will find out soon. We are just waiting for my parents and her mom. They should be here in a few hours. Until then let’s just enjoy the day.”
“Ok. I will go get you a plate for the burgers.”
Walking into the living room I saw my parents sitting together on the couch, Carrie was on the floor with Evie, Gramps was sitting in the rocking chair, Jenna was on Larkin’s lap in the chair and Cobie was curled in the corner of the loveseat. Her resolve was fading. Her smile wasn’t as bright as it had been earlier and her eyes were showing more pain than happiness. She looked like she could break at any moment.
Taking a seat next to Cobie I pulled her to my side. Leaning down I whispered, “Ready?”
She nodded.
Jenna scooted around on Larkin’s lap, uncomfortably. “Ok. So, we are all here. Will one of you please tell us why?”
Leave it to Jenna to not so subtly ask what the hell was going on.
She already had tears running down her face. Jenna looked from Cobie to me then back to Cobie. “Please tell me what is going on. Now I’m getting really scared. Don’t tell me you lost the baby. That can’t be true.”
Both Cobie and I shook our heads. I pulled her closer to me. “I will tell them.”
She looked up at me. “No, I have to. I need to.”
I kissed her nose. “I understand.”
Sitting straight, she reached for my hand. Wrapping my hand around hers I rested my other hand around her shoulders, keeping her close to me.
“I’m sure everyone is wondering why we made y’all come here so quick. No, we didn’t lose the baby. She is still healthy and perfect. I am the one that isn’t.”
Cobie’s mom walked on her knees so she was sitting directly in front of us. “What are you saying, sweetie?”
I squeezed her hand letting her know I was there. I would always be there.
“I had to have routine blood drawn two weeks ago. After they got the results they sent me to a specialist…”
Larkin cut in, “A specialist? For what? Cobie, cut the shit and just tell us what the fuck is going on.”
She pinched her eyes shut and spoke softly, “I have cancer.”
I barely heard her but the room fell silent. Everyone had heard.