Slade spoke quickly before his companions, or he himself, could lose heart. “There are acts of war that can be carried out by a few men. And I own a gun. All we need is one.”
Understanding dawned on the Russians’ faces. “You mean assassination,” Fyodor said.
Slade held up his empty palms: What else is left?
“I’m all for it,” Peter declared.
Shocked by the turn the conversation had taken, Alexander said, “If you’re thinking of assassinating the Tsar, that’s impossible. We can’t get to him in the Kremlin.”
“Not the Tsar,” Slade said. “Someone who is not so well guarded but just as much our enemy. Someone whose murder would strike terror into the heart of the regime and inspire the intellectuals, the workers, and the peasants to unite and rise up against the Tsar.”
“Prince Alexis Orlov,” Fyodor suggested. “The Chief of the Third Section.”
Orlov was widely feared and hated. He was exactly the target Slade had in mind.
Fyodor and Peter, excited by their own audacity, set out to convince Alexander that they must assassinate the prince. After much argument, he gave in. “But how should we go about it? We are inexperienced in these matters.”
The three Russians looked to Slade. He felt his heart sink under a guilt as heavy and cold as the snow that had buried Moscow all winter. He reminded himself that his loyalty was not to his Russian friends; his duty lay elsewhere.
“I have a plan,” Slade said. “Listen.”
9
A recurring nightmare often disturbs my sleep. I dream that I encounter persons who are dear to me, only to have them greet me with cold indifference. Often they are my two elder sisters, Maria and Elizabeth, who died twenty-five years ago. In that version of the dream, I am at the boarding school where they both fell fatally ill with consumption. The headmistress informs me that I have visitors. When I go to the drawing room, I find Maria and Elizabeth. How overjoyed I am to discover that they are alive! But Maria and Elizabeth are much altered from how I remember them. They are elegant and haughty. They have forgotten everything that once mattered to us. I am crushed. I awaken relieved that it was only a dream.
Alas, my encounter with Slade was no nightmare: it was miserably real. Once he had loved me, but at the theater he had turned coldly from me.
When I left the theater, I could hardly restrain my tears during the trip back to Gloucester Terrace. There I spent a sleepless, terrible night. Alone and devastated, I wept. But hope is stubborn, and the mind interprets facts according to what it wishes rather than what is logical. The dawn of a new day infuses strength into the most broken heart. When the sun’s first rays crept in my window, I sat up in bed and took a fresh view of last night’s events.
The man I’d met was Slade; I had no doubt. Perhaps he’d only been pretending not to recognize me, for some reason related to his work as a secret agent. Perhaps he was in disguise and mustn’t reveal his true identity to anyone. But what about Katerina the Great? Unable to ignore her, I speculated that she was a part of whatever mission he’d undertaken. Slade wouldn’t be so inconstant, so callous.
Or would he?
Three years had passed, during which I myself had aged and changed. Slade’s life during those years must have been much more eventful than mine; he would have changed even more than I. And I couldn’t deny the fact that he’d been a patient in the criminal lunatic wing of Bedlam, accused of multiple, savage murders. Had something disastrous happened to Slade? Had it transformed him from an honorable man to a monster?
I could draw no definite conclusions. I saw no course of action except to pursue the truth about Slade, and the morning brought new inspiration as to how I could. I rose, washed myself, and dressed. A few years earlier I would have hesitated to go out by myself, but my adventures had given me a certain independence of spirit. I left the house so early that the Smiths were still abed, and I hailed a carriage. I rode through a city that looked as lonely as I felt. It was Sunday, and London was quiet; few other people were about. Yellowish smoke from the factories hung in air that was already warm and sultry at seven o’clock. By the time I arrived in Downing Street, church bells had begun to ring, dull as lead. I climbed out of the carriage, paid the driver, and hesitated outside a row of grimy brick buildings.
These comprised the seat of the Foreign Office, which managed Britain’s affairs abroad. Here Slade’s employers had their headquarters. If anyone knew what was happening with Slade, they surely did. I’d had doubts as to whether they would be here on a Sunday morning, but I saw lights in some windows. I took a deep breath and went inside. A dapper official was stationed at a desk in the foyer. He said, “May I be of service, madam?”
“I’d like to see Lord Eastbourne.”
That gentleman was Slade’s immediate superior. For three years I’d searched the newspapers for items relating to Slade, and I’d spotted a notice to the effect that Lord Eastbourne had taken the place vacated by Slade’s former superior, Lord Unwin. The sly, selfish, and incompetent Lord Unwin had sabotaged Slade’s efforts, and mine, to save the Royal Family from a madman. The Foreign Secretary had punished Lord Unwin by assigning him to a post in India. He’d died there, of cholera, six months ago; I’d seen his obituary. Now I hoped that Lord Eastbourne was in, and that he could shed some light on Slade’s current situation.
“Lord Eastbourne can’t be disturbed,” the official said. “Come back another time.”
“Tell him it is Charlotte Bronte. Tell him I must speak with him about John Slade.”
I didn’t know which name had changed his attitude, but the official said, “One moment.” He left, then soon returned. “Follow me.”
He escorted me through a series of ill-lit passages and left me in an office. Lord Eastbourne rose from his chair. He was a tall, robust man who had the appearance of a country solicitor. Ruddy skin complemented features that were blunt and strong. He would have looked as much at ease walking the moors as he did behind his massive desk, which was covered with letters and documents written in a bold, slanted, masculine hand. On first glance he was a big improvement over Lord Unwin, but I cautioned myself that appearances were often deceiving.
“Miss Bronte,” he said, coming out from behind his desk to shake my hand. “It’s an honor to meet you. I’ve been briefed on the good work you did for us.”
I was glad he knew who I was. It saved me the trouble of convincing him that I’d helped Slade save the British Empire.
Lord Eastbourne seated me on a divan and himself in an armchair opposite me. “Whatever I can I do for you, just ask.”
His brown eyes were shrewd and intelligent but not unkind. I poured out the story of how I’d come upon Slade in Bedlam and everything that had happened since. Lord Eastbourne listened with close attention. When I’d finished, I said, “I need to know what has happened to Slade. I came to you because I had nowhere else to turn.”
Concern appeared in Lord Eastbourne’s expression. “You’ve posed me a bit of a dilemma. Information about our agents is strictly confidential.”
My heart sank.
“But I have a certain amount of discretion. And considering the fact that you risked your life for the sake of our kingdom, I owe you an explanation.”
Hope resurged. I eagerly leaned forward. “Where is Slade?”
“Before we discuss John Slade, I should give you a little background on the assignment he undertook for us three years ago,” Lord Eastbourne said.
I tried to quell my fear that he was postponing bad news.