Creasy’s fist hits her in the stomach like a wrecking ball. Seger oofs and topples to the side. Her head hits the bulkhead on the way down. She lies there, gulping breathlessly.
Out of the corner of her eye Clarke sees Rowan step forward, then think better of it.
She stares evenly at Creasy. “Not necessary, Dale.”
“High and mighty cunt was just asking for it,” Creasy grumbles.
“And how’s she going to let Gene out of jail if she can’t even breathe, you idiot?”
“Really, Len. What’s the big deal?”
Nolan. Clarke turns to face her.
“You know what they did to us,” Nolan continues, rising at Creasy’s side. “You know how many of us these pimps fucked over. Killed, even.”
Fewer than I did, Clarke doesn’t say.
“I say if Dale wants to go to town on this stumpfuck, let him.” Nolan puts a comradely hand on Creasy’s shoulder. “Might go a tiny way to balancing the books, y’know?”
“You say,” Clarke says quietly. “I say different.”
“Now there’s a surprise.” The trace of a smile ghosts across Nolan’s face.
They stare at each other through their corneal shields. Across the compartment, Klein whimpers; Jerenice Seger seems to be breathing again at their feet. Creasy looms close at Clarke’s shoulder, an ominous presence just short of overt threat.
She keeps her breathing slow and even. She lowers herself into a squat—carefully, carefully, her bad leg nearly buckling again—and helps Seger into a sitting position.
“Let him out,” she says.
Seger mutters into her wristwatch. A keyboard jammed with strange alphanumerics lights up the skin of her forearm; she taps a sequence with her other hand.
The isolation tent pops softly. Erickson pushes a tentative finger through the membrane, finds it unlocked, and lurches off the table as if passing through a soap bubble. His feet hit the deck with a fleshy slap. Nolan holds out a diveskin she’s produced from somewhere: “Welcome back, buddy. Told you we’d get you out.”
They leave Clarke with the corpses. Seger hauls herself to her feet, ignoring Clarke’s offered hand and bracing herself against the bulkhead. One hand still clutches protectively at her stomach. She lurches over to Klein.
“Norm? Norm?” She squats next to her subordinate, stiff-limbed, and pushes back one of his eyelids. “Stay with me...” Droplets of blood dribble from her scalp and splatter onto the medic’s pummeled face, making no difference at all. Seger curses and wipes the back of her hand across her injury.
Clarke steps forward to help. Her foot comes down on something small and hard, like a small stone. She lifts her foot. A tooth, sticky with coagulating fluids, clatters softly onto the deck.
“I—” Clarke begins.
Seger turns. Rage simmers on her face. “Just get out of here.”
Clarke stares at her for a moment. Then she turns on her heel and leaves.
Rowan’s waiting in the corridor. “This can’t happen again.”
Clarke leans against the bulkhead to take some weight off her injured leg. “You know Grace. She and Gene are—”
“It’s not just Grace. At least, it won’t be for long. I said something like this might happen.”
She feels very tired. “You said you wanted space between the two sides. So why was Jerry keeping Gene here when he wanted to leave?”
“Do you think she wanted that man around? She was looking out for the welfare of her patient. That’s her job.”
“Our welfare is our own concern.”
“You people simply aren’t qualified—”
Clarke raises one pre-emptive had. “Heard it, Pat. The little people can’t see the Big Picture. Joe Citizen can’t handle the truth. The peasants are too eeegnorant to vote.” She shakes her head, disgusted. “It’s been five years and you’re still patting us on the head.”
“Are you saying that Gene Erickson is a more qualified diagnostician than our Chief of Medicine?”
“I’m saying he has the right to be wrong.” Clarke waves an arm down the corridor. “Look, maybe you’re right. Maybe he’ll come down with gangrene and come crawling back to Jerry inside a week. Or maybe he’d rather die. But it’s his decision.”
“This isn’t about gangrene,” Rowan says softly. “And it isn’t about some common low-grade infection. And you know it.”
“And I still don’t see what difference it makes.”
“I told you.”
“You told me about a bunch of frightened children who can’t believe that their own defenses will hold. Well, Pat, the defenses will hold. I’m living proof. We could be drinking ßehemoth in pure culture and it wouldn’t hurt us.”
“We’ve lost—”
“You’ve lost one more layer of denial. That’s all. ßehemoth’s here, Pat. I don’t know how, but there’s nothing you can do about it and why should you even bother? It’s not going to do anything except rub your noses in something you’d rather not think about, and you’ll adapt to that soon enough. You’ve done it before. A month from now you’ll have forgotten about it all over again.”
“Then please—” Rowan begins, and stops herself.
Clarke waits while the other woman braces herself, yet again, for the subordinate role.
“Give us that month,” Rowan whispers at last.
Nemesis
Clarke doesn’t often go into the residential quarter. She doesn’t remember ever having been in this particular section. The corridor here is sheathed in lattice paint and wired up to a mural generator. A forest of antlered coral crowds the port bulkhead; surgeonfish school and swirl to starboard, like the nodes of some abstract and diffuse neural net. A mesh of fractured sunlight dances across everything. Clarke can’t tell whether the illusion is purely synthetic, or powered by archived footage of a real coral reef. She wouldn’t even know how to tell the difference; of all the sea creatures which have made her acquaintance over the years, none have lived in sunlight.
A lot of families along here, Clarke figures. Adults don’t go in for evocations of the wild kingdom as a rule; it’s kind of hard to retain that aesthetic once you’ve grasped the concept of irony.
Here it is: D-18. She taps the doorbell. A muffled musical chime drifts through the closed hatch; a reedy thread of music, a faint voice, the sounds of motion.
The hatch swings open. A stocky girl of about ten looks out at her from under spiky blond bangs. The music wafts around her from the interior of the compartment—Lex’s flute, Clarke realizes.
The smile dies on the girl’s face the instant she lays eyes on Lenie Clarke.
“Hi,” Clarke says. “I was looking for Alyx.” She tries a smile of her own on for size.
It doesn’t fit. The girl takes a stumbling step backward. “Lex…”
The music stops. “What? Who is it?”
The blonde girl steps aside, nervous as a cat. Alyx Rowan sits blinded on a couch in the center of the room. One of her hands lowers the flute; the other reaches up to the mother-of-pearl ’phones covering her eyes.
“Hey, Lex,” Clarke says. “Your mom said you’d be here.”
“Lenie! You passed!”
“Passed?”
“Quarantine! They said you and psycho-man were locked up for tests or something. I guess you aced them.” A wheeled rectangular pedestal about a meter high squats in front of the couch, a little obelisk with the same opalescent finish as Alyx’s headset. Alyx sets her ’phones down on top of it, next to an identical pair already at rest.