A conduit the size of a sewer pipe emerges at ground level and snakes into the darkness. Clarke absently tags the next cam in line, following the line along the seabed.
"Hey, what are you…"
He doesn't sound sleepy at all.
She turns. Walsh is crouched half-kneeling on the pallet, as though caught in the act of rising. He doesn't move, though.
"Hey, get back here. I wanna try again." He's going for a boyish grin. He's wearing the Disarmingly Cute Face of Seduction. It's a jarring contrast with his posture, which evokes the image of an eleven-year-old caught masturbating on the good linen.
She eyes him curiously. "What's up, Kev?"
He laughs; it sounds like a hiccough. "Nothing's up… we just didn't, you know, finish…"
A dull gray lump of realization congeals in her throat. Experimentally, she turns back to the board and trips the next surveillance cam in the chain. The seabed conduit winds on towards a distant hazy geometry of backlit shadows.
Walsh tugs at her shoulder, nuzzles from behind. "Ladies' choice. Limited time offer, expires soon…"
Next cam.
"Come on, Len—"
Atlantis. A small knot of rifters has accreted at the junction of two wings, nowhere near any of the assigned surveillance stations. They appear to be taking measurements of some kind. Some of them are laden with strange cargo.
Walsh has fallen silent. The lump in Clarke's throat metastasizes.
She turns. Kevin Walsh has backed away, a mixture of guilt and defiance on his face.
"You gotta give her a chance, Len," he says. "I mean, you gotta be more objective about this…"
She regards him calmly. "You asshole."
"Oh right," he flares. "Like anything I ever did mattered to you."
She grabs the disconnected pieces of her diveskin. They slide around her body like living things, fusing one to another, sealing her in, sealing him out, welcome liquid armor that reinforces the boundary between us and them.
Only there is no us, she realizes. There never was. And what really pisses her off is that she'd forgotten that, that she never even saw this coming; even privy to her lover's brainstem, even cognizant of all the guilt and pain and stupid masochistic yearning in there, she hadn't picked up on this imminent betrayal. She'd sensed his resentment, of course, and his hurt, but that was nothing new. When it came right down to it, outright treachery just didn't make enough of a difference in this relationship to register.
She doesn't look at him as she descends to the airlock.
Kevin Walsh is one fucked-up little boy. It's just as well she never got too attached.
Their words buzz back and forth among the shadows of the great structure: numbers, times, shear stress indices. A couple of rifters carry handpads; others fire click-trains of high-frequency sounds through acoustic rangefinders. One of them draws a big black X at some vital weak spot.
How did Ken put it? For concealment, not effect. Obviously they aren't going to make that mistake again.
They're expecting her, of course. Walsh didn't warn them—not on the usual channels, anyway— but you can't sneak up on the fine-tuned.
Clarke pans the company. Nolan, three meters overhead, looks down at her. Cramer, Cheung, and Gomez accrete loosely around them. Creasy and Yeager—too distant for visual ID, but clear enough on the mindline—are otherwise occupied some ways down the hull.
Nolan's vibe overwhelms all the others: where once was resentment, now there's triumph. But the anger—the sense of scores yet to be settled— hasn't changed at all.
"Don't blame Kev," Clarke buzzes. "He did his best." She wonders offhand how far Nolan went to secure that loyalty.
Nolan nods deliberately. "Kev's a good kid. He'd do anything to help the group." The slightest emphasis on anything slips through the machinery, but Clarke's already seen it in the meat behind.
That far.
She forces herself to look deeper, to dig around for guilt or duplicity, but of course it's pointless. If Nolan ever kept such secrets, she's way past it now. Now she wears her intentions like a badge of honor.
"So what's going on?" Clarke asks.
"Just planning for the worst," Nolan says.
"Uh huh." She nods at the X on the hull. "Planning for it, or provoking it?"
Nobody speaks.
"You do realize we control the generators. We can shut them down any time we want. Blowing the hull would be major overkill."
"Oh, we'd never do for excessive force." That's Cramer, off to the left. "Especially since they always be so gentle."
"We just think it would be wise to have other options," Chen buzzes, apologetic but unswayable. "Just in case something compromises Plan A."
"Such as?"
"Such as the way certain hands pump the cocks of the mouths that bite them," Gomez says.
Clarke spins casually to face him. "Articulate as always, Gomer. I can see why you don't talk much."
"If I were you—" Nolan begins.
"Shut the fuck up."
Clarke turns slowly in their midst, her guts convecting in a slow freezing boil. "Anything they did to you, they did to me first. Any shit they threw at you, they threw way more at me. Way more."
"Which ended up landing on everyone but you," Nolan points out.
"You think I'm gonna stick my tongue up their ass just because they missed when they tried to kill me?"
"Are you?"
She coasts up until her face is scant centimeters from Nolan's. "Don't you fucking dare question my loyalty again, Grace. I was down here before any of you miserable haploids. While you were all back on shore pissing and moaning about job security, I broke into their fucking castle and personally kicked Rowan and her buddies off the pot."
"Sure you did. Then you joined her sorority two days later. You play VR games with her daughter, for Chrissake!"
"Yeah? And what exactly did her daughter do to deserve you dropping the whole Atlantic Ocean onto her head? Even if you're right—even if you're right—did their kids fuck you over? What did their families and their servants and their toilet-scrubbers ever do to you?"
The words vibrate off into the distance. The deep, almost subsonic hum of some nearby piece of life-support sounds especially loud in their wake.
Maybe the tiniest bit of uncertainty in the collective vibe, now. Maybe even a tiny bit in Nolan's.
But she's not giving a micron. "You want to know what they did, Len? They chose sides. The wives and the husbands and the medics and even any pet toilet-scrubbers those stumpfucks may have kept around for old time's sake. They all chose sides. Which is more than I can say for you."
"This is not a good idea," Clarke buzzes.
"Thanks for your opinion, Len. We'll let you know if we need you for anything. In the meantime, stay out of my way. The sight of you makes me want to puke."
Clarke plays her final card. "It's not me you have to worry about."
"What made you think we were ever worried about you?" The contempt comes off of Nolan in waves.