As they walked around the apartment, Jutta heard Rainer Jordan making a date with Isabel. She smiled quietly to herself.
The tiny, modern kitchen was all electric, a rarity in the Berlin of 1935. There was even an electric water heater. Jutta used it every day. The toaster, however, a construction of Bakelite, heated wires and tin that was apt to burn your fingers when you opened its side flaps, was plugged in only on Sundays. It was a wedding present from Rainer and Isabel Jordan. They had managed to get married before Jochen and Jutta.
Outside, a rainy November day was dawning. Water dripped from the bare branches of the acacias beside the road. A wet mongrel dog was lapping water from a puddle on the pavement. 'Filthy weather. I'll take the bus.' Jochen usually cycled to school. 'When we have a car again…' he daydreamed out loud. The Hanomag had died of old age.
'With a chauffeur, of course,' she teased.
A car's not as far beyond our reach as you may think,' he told her. 'You save five Reichsmarks a week, and if you do that for three years you can order the car. Then you pay the remaining two hundred and seventy-five marks on delivery.'
Jutta did some quick mental arithmetic. A car for a thousand marks? You don't believe that yourself.'
'The Fiihrer guarantees the price. The first Volkswagens will be delivered next year.'
'Five marks a week is twenty marks a month, and they have to be earned first.' Jutta was a realist.
'Drechsel gives private maths coaching. He's recommended me to the parents of a pupil who needs coaching in English. It was very kind of him.'
'You think so?' Jutta disliked Jochen's colleague as much as ever. 'We could do with the money, of course,' she conceded. 'Listen, I found a furniture store in Klein Machnow. All modern pieces from the People's Workshops. They'd be just what we want.'
'We have all we need.'
'Oh, do we?' She pointed to the sideboard, dining table with six chairs and bookcase, all in ugly walnut veneer. There were two worn, leather club chairs too. Parents and friends had equipped the young couple. She hated the furnishings, including the heavy green velour curtains. So far their combined salaries had run only to bedroom furniture in pale birch. Jochen's desk was in the bedroom too; there wasn't room for it in the living room.
Two marks per coaching session. Two or three pupils a week. That'll get us the car. I'll make sure we have the savings book for it, anyway.'
She cleared the breakfast table. 'Would you bring me up some coke?' He carried a scuttle of coke up from the cellar and filled the boiler in the kitchen that piped heating to the four radiators. If you turned the air supply right down it would last until evening. They hugged and kissed. Only Jutta's reminder, 'Take your umbrella,' kept them from a passionate return to bed which would have made them both late. At five to nine she closed the door of the apartment behind her. Herr Vollmer was just opening up the apartment next door. 'Good morning, Frau Weber.' He politely raised his hat.
'Morning, Herr Vollmer. Any air raids likely soon?' Jutta mocked gently.
The Reich Air-Raid Defence League had rented the apartment next door as its Zehlendorf office. It was run by Herr Vollmer, a friendly man of fifty who didn't really know why they were supposed to be defending themselves from enemy planes when there was no war in sight. 'You'd have to ask Hermann Goring. I'm just responsible for collecting the contributions of our National Comrades. I wish you a pleasant morning.'
It passed quickly, what with sorting out the card index for the lending library and drinking coffee in the back room. There was a light on to cheer up the grey day. Frau Gerold was cross because of some official letter she'd had. 'Today's my afternoon off,' Jutta reminded her. Once a month, Jutta had the afternoon off to do her housework.
'That's fine. There's not much going on in this weather anyway.'
She changed the bed, dusted and washed the dishes. Then she took a long bath. At three the doorbell rang. A boy was standing outside. He stared. Jutta quickly closed her dressing gown, which had been flapping wide open. 'Sorry, I was still in the tub,' she apologized. 'I'm Frau Weber. Come on in.'
The boy was standing beside the bookcase when she came into the living room, now dressed. He wore shorts and knee socks. His bare thighs were red from the cold, wet weather outside. He didn't seem to mind. He was a strong lad with dark, curly hair. 'Oh, look, Karl May!' he said reverently. Jochen had kept all twenty books of May's stories from his youth. They were on the shelves between the Brockhaus encyclopaedia and the Muret-Sanders dictionary.
'What's your name?'
'Paul Grabert.'
'How old are you?'
'Eleven.'
'In your second year at the school?'
'Yes.'
And you've come for English coaching?'
Jochen arrived, putting an end to the laborious exchange of questions and answers. 'The meeting went on longer than planned,' he apologized.
'Well, I'll leave you two alone now. Goodbye, Paul.' She shook hands with him.
'Goodbye, Frau Weber.' He bowed.
A nice lad.' Laughing, she told the tale of her open dressing gown over supper.
Jochen didn't make an big issue of it. 'Well, at least he has something pretty to think about while he's masturbating.'
'Do all boys masturbate?'
'Most of them.'
And men?'
'Sometimes.'
She went around the table and put her arms round his neck. 'Will you show me?' she whispered in his ear. It was the signal for passionate erotic games. She couldn't get enough of them.
They got new furniture a year later. Pale wood, modern, just what Jutta liked. Frau Gerold had given her a rise. Her parents had contributed too. Jochen was saving hard for the Volkswagen.
'Save up for our son instead. A child costs money.'
'We'll have a big vacation in the new car first.' He was already planning that for the summer of 1939, three years away. He'd got brochures and maps from the Italian travel agency in Friedrichstrasse. 'We'll conceive our son beside Lake Garda, and then of course you'll give up work.' He took another slice of roast beef, and beer from the siphon he fetched from the bar every Sunday.
He isn't even asking me, she thought in amazement. He just decided it all ages ago. She watched him pour gravy over the roast meat. He liked it rich and well-seasoned.
After dinner they spoke English for half an hour. Jochen needed the practice for his weekly conversation lessons with the class taking its schoolleaving exam. Jutta used the opportunity to improve her own schoolgirl English. She enjoyed it, and it took her mind off other things, like her anxiety about herself and Jochen.
For he had changed in these last few months. Not so much outwardly, although he had put on some weight. She could put up with his no longer being the passionate lover of their early days together. They led a satisfactory married life and could still enjoy some good times. You couldn't ask too much.
No, it wasn't that. It was the comfortable complacency he had begun to show, which threatened to include her too. What she missed was a challenge.
When Jutta went to buy rolls for breakfast on Tuesday morning, the front garden at Brumm's was filled with agitated people. 'Dead, strangled, right there at that table. Blood all over the place,' she heard. 'No, not the redhead, the blonde. Annie, that was her name.'
'Strangled?' someone repeated. 'Nonsense. A haemorrhage. She had TB. Imagine someone like that serving in a cake shop!'
Rumours about a serial killer of women didn't last long. Since the newspapers published nothing, it seemed that no crime had been committed. Anyway, the Olympic Games held everyone spellbound. Illustrated books about previous Games sold like hot cakes. Frau Gerold couldn't get them delivered to the bookshop fast enough.
'Drechsel and his Pimpfs are going to form the guard of honour outside the Fuhrer's box,' Jochen told his wife, impressed.