He smiled. And she was luring him on. He questioned why, but did not let that stop him. Nothing would stop him. Cole nursed the .45 in his lap, silver rounds nestling in the magazine.
"These are for you," he said. "Every single one of them for you."
Couldn't do it before, won't do it this time.
"I will," he said, "without a doubt, without a twinge of guilt, and without an ounce of regret at never knowing how the boffins at Porton Down changed you."
Natasha was silent, her presence huge; speechless.
"So, I know something you didn't think I knew," he said, smiling.
I'll tell you more, she said. I'll tell you all of it, if you want to know. Do you want to know, Misterwolf?
"Fuck you!" he said, and Yes, he thought, yes, I want to know.
I'd tell you what they did, if only you could catch me, Natasha said, laughing as she pulled away.
How Cole wished he could fire a bullet after her retreating mind.
The others, Lane and Sophia and their children … he was trying not to think about what had happened before. It got in the way too much. It obscured his purpose, threw up a roadblock between him and the bitch he was after, and he did his best to keep that past down in the underground with all the other ghosts. Yet he could not shake the memories of their escape from Porton Down, and the things he had found afterwards. The syringes. The strange drugs. The antidote to the silver that Sandra Francis had made for them.
His only way to skirt past the roadblock was to believe that their antidote had worn out.
Five miles from the motorway Natasha told Tom to turn again. A minor road curved down into a shallow valley, ending at the entrance to the industrial estate Lane had told her about. It was five thirty when they arrived there, and they drove into the main car park against the flow of traffic. Most people were leaving for home, and a few scattered lights remained on in several buildings. The sun had settled in the west and spread an orange glow across the hilltops. Sunlight caught stray clouds and lit them like Chinese lanterns. The car park quickly emptied until there was only the BMW and two other cars. One industrial unit still had its roller door open, and a man and woman were working on a large piece of furniture inside. Their radio gave dusk a classical theme.
Tom opened the window and turned off the engine. He breathed in deeply, enjoying the fresh air, relishing the coolness that seemed to light up his body as the sun illuminated the clouds. Beside him Natasha sat still, silent, away. He wondered where she was. Talking with them, probably, the other berserkers. Planning, scheming, working out the best way home. He pulled down the blanket and looked at her face. There was nothing to see.
He heard a car engine somewhere, but it faded and stopped without him seeing its lights. He tensed in his seat for a few seconds, wondering whether Sophia and Lane were here already. All he knew of them was what he had seen in Natasha's memories, and he had not liked anything he saw. They had abandoned Natasha and her family; why would they come to rescue her now? Because I'm a berserker, she had said, but she also told him that they were simply another species of human. And humans were always prone to betrayal and deceit. Perhaps they would not come at all. Maybe they would give the police an anonymous call, lead them here, and sit back in their home—wherever that may be—knowing that the last trace of their past at Porton Down had been destroyed.
"Natasha?" Tom said, but the girl was still away. Her frozen face offered no clues. He reached for her, fingers outstretched, but he could not bring himself to touch that leathery skin. There was some of him in her now, he knew, and the small wound in his chest prickled at the thought.
His back itched. Itched when it should have burned, annoyed when it should have killed. Yes, there was some of him in her, but there was some of her in him as well. Perhaps much more than he knew.
He closed his eyes and sought out his rage, fearing what he would find.
Natasha came back just as Tom heard the sound of something approaching.
"No!" Natasha said, her voice the grind of swallowed grit.
"What?" Tom asked. The sound grew louder, a regular, fast beat.
I never believed Cole would give us to someone else, she said in Tom's mind. I always thought he'd want us for himself. Daddy … I'm sorry.
"What are you on about? I don't understand. Are they here, are Lane and Sophia and the others here?" Tom looked around the industrial estate car park. The man and woman in the open business unit had downed tools and were standing at the door, shielding their eyes against the fading sunset, looking south down the valley. The woman lifted her hand to point and the noise suddenly grew louder.
Tom recognised that sound. Helicopters. And he suddenly understood Natasha's anguish. Mister Wolf had yet to catch up with them, but he had spread the word.
"Now what?" Tom asked. Pain speared into his back, Natasha began to cry, and their whole world exploded into action.
Chapter Fourteen
From Tom's right came two gunshots in rapid succession. He looked that way, startled, expecting to see Cole running at them from behind the undergrowth marking the boundary of the car park. What he saw instead made him gasp out loud, and he closed his eyes and called for Natasha, afraid that he was back in one of her dream memories. If that were the case and he opened his eyes again, who knew what terrors would be awaiting him?
They're already here! Natasha gasped, and in his mind Tom sensed an uneasy shadow of betrayal. He opened his eyes to see Lane and Sophia running toward him across the car park. They were dressed in black, moving fast, and both carried weapons. Lane had a pistol in one hand and a long bulky tube over one shoulder; Sophia held a rifle in both hands. Both of them were looking at Tom, and he could not hold their gaze. The setting sun seemed to catch their eyes and turn them red.
"You're Tom," Sophia said when she reached the car, a statement rather than a question. "You were followed by the police. We just killed them, but they led others here." She stood beside the BMW, her breath barely raised after running across the car park, and pointed the rifle at his face. "I don't trust anyone. Understand? No one. You have no special privileges, and I'll shoot you the second I think I need to." She was having to raise her voice above the roar of the approaching helicopters, and Tom glanced up to see the shadows of two huge aircraft approaching. And as Sophia knelt next to the car, he saw what Lane had been carrying.
The male berserker was kneeling with the tube balanced on his shoulder, one hand holding the wide barrel, the other closed around the grip and trigger. Dust and rubbish swirled up around him, hissing against the body of the BMW. He did not even close his eyes.
"Stay in there!" Sophia shouted as she ducked down beside the car. For a few seconds there was a rattle merged within the roar of the helicopter rotors, and chunks of concrete erupted around Lane. Bullets ricocheted toward the buildings and Tom saw the man and woman duck back inside their unit.