“Shut up, you self-pitying Brahmin hag! You told Karthik I had black magic!”
“Don’t accuse me of things like that! I never told him you did black magic!”
“Liar! Liar!”
“Don’t call me a liar, you Hoyka! Why do you draw triangles on the ground, if not to practice black magic? You don’t fool me for a minute!”
“Can’t you see those triangles were just part of a game? Are you losing your mind, you old hag?”
Jayamma slammed down the winnow; the rice grains were splattered about the threshold. She went into the prayer room and closed the door.
She woke up and overheard a sob-drenched monologue: it was coming from the servants’ quarters, and was so loud that it had penetrated the wall of the prayer room.
“I don’t want to be here…I didn’t want to leave my friends, and our fields, and our cows, and come here. But my mother said, ‘You have to go to the city and work for the Advocate Panchinalli, otherwise where will you get the gold necklace? And who will marry you without a gold necklace?’ But ever since I came, I’ve seen no gold necklace-just trouble, trouble, trouble!”
Jayamma shouted into the wall at once, “Trouble, trouble, trouble-see how she talks like an old woman! This is nothing, your misfortune. I’ve seen real trouble!”
The sobbing stopped. Jayamma told the lower-caste a few of her own troubles. At dinner, Jayamma came with the trough of rice to the servants’ living room. She banged on the door, but Shaila would not open.
“Oh, what a haughty little miss she is!”
She kept banging on the door until it opened. Then she served the girl rice and lentil stew, and watched to make sure that it was eaten.
The next morning, the two servants were sitting at the threshold together.
“Say, Jayamma, what’s the news of the world?”
Shaila was beaming. Flowers in her hair, and Johnson’s Baby Powder on her face again. Jayamma looked up from the paper with a scornful expression.
“Oh, why do you ask me? You can read and write, can’t you?”
“C’mon, Jayamma, you know we lower-castes aren’t meant to do things like that…” The little girl smiled ingratiatingly.
“If you Brahmins don’t read for us, where will we learn anything?”
“Sit down,” the old woman said haughtily. She turned the pages slowly, and read out from the news items that interested her.
“They say that in Tumkur District, a holy man has mastered the art of flying through willpower, and can go seventeen feet up in the air and bring himself down too.”
“Really?” The girl was skeptical. “Has anyone actually seen him do this, or are they simply believing him?”
“Of course they saw him do it!” Jayamma retorted, tapping on the news item as proof. “Haven’t you ever seen magic?”
Shaila giggled hysterically; then she ran into the backyard and dashed into the coconut trees; and then Jayamma heard the song again.
She waited till Shaila came back to the house, and said, “What will your husband think, if he sees you looking like a savage? Your hair is a mess.”
So the girl sat down on the threshold, and Jayamma oiled her hair, and combed it into gleaming black tresses that would set any man’s heart on fire.
At eight o’clock the old lady and the girl went together to watch TV. They watched till ten, then returned to their rooms when Karthik switched it off.
Halfway through the night, Shaila woke up to see the door to her room pushed open.
“Sister…”
Through the darkness Shaila saw a silver-haired head peering in.
“Sister…let me spend the night here…There are ghosts outside the storage room, yes…”
Almost crawling into the servants’ quarters, Jayamma, breathing hard and sweating profusely, propped herself against a wall of the room and sank her head between her knees. The girl went out to see what was happening in the storage room; she came back giggling.
“Jayamma…those aren’t ghosts, those are just two cats, fighting at the Christian’s house…that’s all…”
But the old lady was already asleep, her silver hair spread out on the floor.
From then on, Jayamma began to come to sleep in Shaila’s room whenever she heard the two screeching cat-demons outside her room.
It was the day before the Navarathri Festival. Still no word from home, nor from the advocate, about when she might be going home. The price of jaggery had gone up again. So had kerosene. Jayamma read in the papers that a holy man had learned to fly from tree to tree in a grove in Kerala-but only if the trees were betel-nut trees. There was going to be a partial solar eclipse the following year, and that might signal the end of the earth. V. P. Singh, a member of the Union Cabinet, had accused the prime minister of corruption. The government could fall any day, and there was going to be chaos in Delhi.
That night, after dinner, Jayamma proposed to the advocate that on the holy day she take Karthik to the Kittamma Devi Temple near the train station.
“He should not fall out of the habit of prayer now that his mother is no more, should he?” she said meekly.
“That’s a good idea…” The advocate picked up his newspaper.
Jayamma breathed in for courage.
“If you could give me a few rupees towards the rickshaw…”
She knocked on the little girl’s room. She opened her fist triumphantly.
“Five rupees! The advocate gave me five rupees!”
Jayamma took a bath in the servants’ toilet, lathering herself thoroughly in sandalwood soap. Changing from her vermilion sari to her purple one, she walked up to the boy’s room, relishing the fragrance of her own skin, feeling like someone important.
“Get dressed, brother-we’ll miss the five o’clock pooja.”
The boy was on his bed, punching at the buttons of a small handheld electronic game: Bip! Bip! Bip!
“I’m not coming.”
“Brother-it’s a temple. We should go!”
“No.”
“Brother…what would your mother say if she were…”
The boy put his game down for a second. He walked up to the door of his room, and slammed it in Jayamma’s face.
She lay in the storage room, seeking comfort in the fumes of the DDT and the sight of the Baby Krishna’s silver buttocks. The door creaked open. A small black face, coated in Johnson’s Baby Powder, smiled at her.
“Jayamma-Jayamma-take me to the temple instead…”
The two of them sat quietly in the autorickshaw.
“Wait here,” Jayamma said at the entrance to the temple. She bought a packet of flowers with fifty paise of her own money.
“Here.” She guided the girl to place the basket in the hands of the priest when they were in the temple.
A throng of devotees had gathered around the silver lingam. Little boys jumped high to strike the temple bells around the deity. They struggled in vain, and then their fathers hoisted them up. Jayamma caught Shaila leaping high at a bell.
“Shall I lift you up?”
At five, the pooja got under way. In a bronze plate, flames rose from camphor cubes. Two women blew giant conches; a brass gong was struck, faster and faster. Then one of the Brahmins rushed out with a copper plate that burned at one end, and Jayamma dropped a coin into it, while the girl reached forward with her palms for the holy fire.
The two of them sat out on the veranda of the temple, on whose walls hung the giant drums that were played at weddings. Jayamma remarked on the scandal of a woman decked in a sleeveless blouse heading toward the temple gate. Shaila thought the sleeveless style was quite “sporty.” A screaming child was being pulled along by her father to the temple door. She quieted down when Jayamma and Shaila both began to pet her.
The two servants left the temple reluctantly. Birds rose up from the trees as they waited for a rickshaw. Bands of incandescent clouds piled up one above the other like military decorations as the sun set. Jayamma began fighting with the rickshaw driver over the price to go home, and Shaila giggled the whole time, infuriating the old woman and the driver alike.