"Feel better?"
It was Ted, sitting next to me with several pals.
"That's a double of CC. That should help."
I finished it. It helped. Then a big mug of coffee appeared at my elbow, and I drained it. It was strong, but cut with plenty of cream and sugar. I felt a lot better, although pain was beginning to emerge in several places, most notably my sides, neck, and left cheek. I looked around the Schooner Race; all was calm. The rowdies had gone-or been taken away. The place was filled with peaceful folk. I noticed how bright pine-yellow the walls were-how stunning the mural photos appeared. My mind was collecting itself… the red Naugahyde seats seemed bright… the bottles seemed to shine with a new luster… .
"Can you walk OK?"
"Yeah. Thanks. I'm going now."
And I did.
I left the Schooner Race and lugged my weary frame across the parking lot. I looked at my watch: 12:07. Mary would not like it. The song I had heard upon first entering the bar was going through my rattled brain: "You are all that I am (bum ta bum bum bum), You know ya make me feel like a bran' nehew man…"
Well I'd be the hero though. DeGroot chickened out. But I went. I wasn't afraid, and I had the scars to prove it. DeGroot was a fraidy cat. DeGroot was also at home, snug in bed and undamaged. DeGroot was smart. I was a big dummy. I turned and looked at the bar for several minutes. Reason: as I left-finally-I noticed Danny Murdock slumped at the bar. I didn't want him following me. I wanted to make sure he stayed put.
Ten minutes and nobody emerged from the Race. I was half hidden in the far reaches of the parking area and could see without being seen.
No, I was safe.
I found the Scout and fumbled for my keys. Over my shoulder the mucky harbor water shimmered white-gray in the moonlight. The air stank. My body ached. In the dark I produced the key ring, flipped through the bright jangling metal. From behind me came a faint sigh.. . a whisper of sole scuff… an indefinable cloth-wrinkle sound of stealth-
The lights went out.
CHAPTER TEN
When you get hit on the head really hard you can taste it in your brain. It is the taste of sour metal-of tarnished copper or bitter tin, of solder and rancid flux… and you taste it not with your tongue or mouth, but with your brain. And the place you taste it, just at that instant before unconsciousness or agonizing pain, is right in the center of your head. Above your throat. Behind your nose. Under the back of your eyes. When you taste it, you know you are in deep trouble.
Looking down into my hands to find the bright silver key, I had heard the faint rustle behind me. I was in the act of looking around when there came a sound like a super-tanker grating fast on a granite ledge-a million artillery pieces letting go at once. A tympani between my ears; Then a dropping feeling and a going away. And through it all, the metal taste I felt in the center of my head.
And then I felt nothing, saw nothing, thought nothing, until I came to. And coming to was most terrifying of all. I awoke in a howling gale, a shrill symphony of mad whines and roars. Dim phosphorescent shapes glowed before me. It was dark and cold. The sound grew louder. Clicking and clacking not in my ears, but in my head-sounds I heard in the bridge of my nose. I was dying. I had to get out… I was underwater.
Something from I-know-not-where told me a vital message as I regained consciousness in the depths of Gloucester Harbor. I did not, starved for air as I was, swim straight up. I swam at an angle, spurting precious bubbles of air as I went, until I saw a thick cylindrical shape pass by my right side. A piling, clustered thick with barnacles, mussels, and rock-weed. Four feet below me I could barely see an orange starfish. Spent, I came up, popping and blowing, on the top of the scummy water. I still had not recalled why I had swum up behind the piling-what signal of self-preservation I had obeyed. Perhaps in my unconscious (or subconscious) state, a grim logic was working: someone had knocked me on the head and tipped me into the harbor. Ergo: that person was not the best one to come sputtering up to, flailing arms and water, screaming for help.
I clutched the piling, panting and blowing as softly as I could. Fortunately for me, a loud delivery truck came rattling along the street above, and so hid any noises I was making. Within half a minute the panting stopped. I clutched my numb fingers around the craggy shells that covered the piling, which was as thick as a telephone pole. I was glad the shells were there; they made it easier, to hang on. I looked from under the pier back in the direction I had come, and saw a thin beam playing along the water. Flashlight. The beam came toward the pilings and I slid behind, out of sight. It played along each one with monstrous slowness and deliberation. It snaked around beneath the pier like the Serpent in the Garden. As it approached my timber, I sucked in the biggest breath I could manage and went under, holding onto the barnacles tight to keep from floating up again. The cold water helped my head-but the rest of me was shivering, the deep convulsive shiver that tells you there is not much time left.
I saw the water above me glow bright green-gray with streaks of silver-the shimmering of refracted light. But the light stayed there. It would not leave, and I was running out of air, and time. I knew if I surfaced, however quietly, Mr. X would spot me-see the ripples in the water and catch a glimpse of my yellow Windbreaker. Then what would happen? Whatever he had in mind, I was in no condition to put up much of a struggle. The scrap in the Schooner Race followed by the rap on the head followed by a ten-minute dunking in the harbor was enough to take the tar out of anybody-especially a guy pushing fifty. Would he bap me on the head with a pole and watch me sink again? Did he have a gun? Or was this person with the light some helpful soul who had seen me pitched in, and wanted to help?
No. Certainly any helper or concerned passerby would make a lot more noise-call for help, etc.-than the Quiet One with the flashlight. Time was up; I had to move. I shoved away from the piling and breast-stroked over to the next one.
Clutching it, I shoved off with all my strength-what little there was left-and on to the next pole. This I latched on to, surfaced and breathed. But I was careful, upon coming up, to make myself breathe in a bit before exhaling. This insured there would be no loud burst of expelled air. I breathed agonizingly slowly and felt my heart pounding in my neck and head. The beam of light was just moving away from the pole, and swung lazily back and forth across the murky water. I was under a narrow pier, and therefore was unable to look up and see Mr. X. On the other hand, he was unable to see me, which was beneficial. I spotted an old fifty-gallon oil drum poking itself out of the water at an angle a few feet away. I slid over to it and felt rock against my side. I lay, halfway out of the water behind the old drum, and waited until the light was switched off. Then came the sound of feet from the top of the harbor wall. They died away into the distance and I lifted my weary frame and stood' up. I could scarcely stay on my feet. My legs were numb, and I rubbed and pounded them. I had the worst headache I could remember. I had begun to trudge along the bottom of the sea wall when in the foot-deep water I heard footsteps again. They sounded remarkably familiar-a heavy scuff. They died away. I waited. Then they came back.
Jesus Christ. The guy was pacing the wall. Then there could be no doubt. He wanted me dead. He was up there killing time to make sure he was killing me. Then I remembered the faint sound I'd heard just before getting mugged. It was a shoe scuff. Mr. X did not have a firm step. He dragged his feet when he walked. A slovenly habit, but then would you expect a bright, firm step from one who does murder by stealth?
There was another sound too that I heard at regular intervals: a nervous sniffing. A short sniff followed by a faint clearing of the throat. I decided then and there to keep those sounds fixed in my mind. If I ever got out of the harbor alive, I would find Mr. X. And I would fix his wagon but good..