Sergeant Hardesty had hold of his collar. The guy could barely stand. "That'll do it," Hardesty said.
"Sure." I didn't figure they'd bother us again. One would limp for a week, and the other one looked like it would take a hydraulic jack to straighten him out before midnight.
"Your ice cream's all over the floor," Hardesty said. "Clean it up before you leave."
They said we weren't prisoners, but it was like a prison. We could go up to the dome in the evenings, but there wasn't a lot else to do. We didn't have any possessions, so there was nothing to gamble for. The few available women were booked solid. You could play cards, you could swap stories, and you could study.
I tried to get excited about being on Mars, but it didn't seem like Mars. I was getting used to the low gravity, and I'd stopped being amused over how far and how high I could jump. Except for the gravity we could have been in a cave on Earth.
Then we had p-suit training.
Zihily gave us no warning. He just announced that today would be it. "There are two types of pressure suits. The best fits only its owner. Obviously we have none of those for practice. The other variety is a general purpose Extra Vehicular Activity suit, commonly called a space suit, which will fit anyone of approximately the proper size. We have many of those. You will go out in parties of ten."
He called out ten names. Mine was not one of them. "You men will go out with Corporal Feinman for EVA suit training and practice."
They trooped us. They were laughing. They'd get to go outside, and it would be a break in the routine.
The rest of us listened to a lecture on mines and mining, with emphasis on laser cutting tools, until the training party came back. There were only eight of them.
"What happened?" Zihily asked. He didn't sound very interested.
"Two of 'em didn't listen. We'll have to send out a party to get the suits back." Feinman sounded annoyed, and probably was. The suits were his responsibility.
I decided I would listen very carefully when my turn came.
"Super wants Pittson," the guard announced.
Zihily jerked a thumb toward the door. "Okay, Pittson, of you go."
I followed the guard out. Superintendent Farr's office was a large cubbyhole cut into rock. There weren't any windows, but where a window would be there was a big color holo of Mars as seen from Phobos. The desk was steel and glass, and the chairs were molded plastic. Farr sat behind his desk console typing inputs into a computer and looking up at the results as they read out on a screen above the desk.
The guard waved me inside. Farr didn't pay any attention until he'd finished whatever he was working on. Then he said, "Have a seat, Pittson. How are you?"
"Fine."
"You're pretty tough, aren't you?"
What was I supposed to say? "I don't know-"
"You put two men in sick bay and you don't know.
"They had it coming," I said.
"Didn't say they didn't. You're not in the rattle." He typed something else into the console. I couldn't see the results because the screen wasn't set where I could look at it. He studied it for a moment and said, "You've done pretty well in the school, too. You were in some kind of street gang back on Earth-"
"Yeah. I thought you erased those records."
"I do. But I look at them first. Were you a leader in that gang?"
"Kind of. Why?"
He ignored my question. "I thought so. Tell me, Pittson, what do you think of your classmates here?"
"Uh?" I thought about that. "I guess most of them are losers."
He nodded agreement. "Yes. There are only three main types who come here. There are failures, men who never amounted to anything back home and won't amount to anything here. Most of them don't last long. There are broken men who used to be important and can't stand the idea of starting over. And finally there are a few who can become Marsmen.
"Which are you?"
I shrugged. "I don't know."
"You'd better figure it out. You're about done here, Pittson. You've about finished the school now what will you do?"
"I keep saying I don't know, but this time it's for damn sure I don't."
"What do you want to do?" he asked. He seemed very serious.
"I'd like to get out on my own, but there doesn't seem to be much chance of that. From what I've seen, your school tools us up to be company slaves!" I was getting a little mad at his routine. What was his angle, anyway?
He didn't react. Instead, he grinned. "Not a bad guess. Most pilgrims are. It's all the Federation will pay for, and it's all most of them could be. But there's opportunity on Mars, Pittson, if you're willing to work. And one day we'll have the Project going.
There was a far look in Superintendent Farr's eyes. He seemed to be seeing right through the rock walls of his office out onto the red, dusty surface of Mars; and he was looking at more than desert and sandstorms.
"The Project?" The capital letters had been obvious in his voice.
He shook his head as if clearing away cobwebs. "Yeah. There's a way to make Mars inhabitable. So you can live outside without a p-suit."
"You can do that?"
"We can do that. Marsmen can. But not now. The Federation Council won't put up the money. The company types want quick bucks. To hell with it, it's a dream. Maybe you will catch it one day. For now, I want you to tell me about yourself."
He was easy to talk to. I rambled on, and pretty soon I was telling the story of my life. I was surprised at how much I said, and how personal it got. I suppose I shouldn't have been surprised, though; he was the first sympathetic listener I'd met since I was arrested, a hundred days and eighty million miles away in Baltimore's Undertown.
Finally he stopped me. "Are you willing to work?"
"Depends on the work."
"Reasonable. Suppose I tell you there's a job worth doing. Not company work, either. The big outfits aren't so bad, but what have you got with them? A salary at best. But what Mars needs is free men. Men who can tell the companies to roll it tightly and stuff it. Marsmen. Are you afraid of getting killed?"
"Well, sure, who isn't?"
"But you were in that gang war-"
"Yeah. It seemed like a good idea at the time."
He nodded. "Pittson, we're going to dump you out of here in a couple of days. When you're turned loose, go bum around downtown. Anybody asks you, you're waiting for a buddy. You don't have to say who, and don't. Just see what city life on Mars is like. And don't sign up with anybody until you've had an offer from some friends of mine.
"What kind of offer?" I was getting suspicious. What the hell was his angle?
"It'll be a good one. A chance to get out on your own, to be your own man. You'll work damned hard, but you'll have something to show for it. If you're good enough."
"How will I know it's them?" I asked.
"You'll know." Farr nodded to himself. "Now let me give you something else to think about. What do you have that's valuable?"
That didn't take much thought. "Nothing at all."
"Yes, you do. Your word. Is it good?"
I didn't understand and my face must have shown it. He shook his head and said, more to himself than to me, "It's an idea that's gone out of fashion on Earth. Out here a man's word is either good or it isn't. No compromises. Marsmen trust each other. We have to know that when a man gives his word he's not thinking about some way to weasel out.
"Pittson, nobody out here knows or cares what you did before you got here. You can start over. You can be anything you want to be. Anything you're good enough to be and will work hard enough for. Now go think about that."