I hate writing.
Dr. O’Neal starts frantically scribbling on the white board, spouting off a television pilot scenario as he does so. Kip leans in close to my ear and whispers, “I’m serious, when can I take you on that date?”
“We already had our date,” I remind him for the fiftieth time. He’s been texting me all week trying to set up a date, but I knew after that morning on the beach that it would be trouble. My Big has been so busy with adjusting to her new role as president that she’s either forgotten about our deal or hasn’t had time to bring it up to me. Either way, I’m skating under the radar and I prefer it that way. Maybe I can get out of this.
But not if he won’t drop the date thing.
“That wasn’t a date and you know it,” he whispers back from the corner of his mouth, his eyes trained on Dr. O’Neal.
“What happened to our agreement?”
“I never said it had to be a date-date, like the end-the-night-with-you-tangled-in-my-sheets kind of date, but you owe me. I paid a thousand bucks for a date with you and I’m going to get it.”
I don’t say anything back, I’m a little too distracted thinking about being tangled up in bed with him. With those arms, those lips…
“We need to go over your poker schedule anyway,” he adds, still not looking at me directly. Dr. O’Neal glances back in our direction, pausing a little before continuing on about writing the perfect pilot. When he turns to the PowerPoint up on the screen, I wheel around quickly to face Kip.
“We can talk about poker, but that’s not a date. We can easily meet at Greek Library or the cafeteria for that.”
“Fine, but I’m still taking you out on a damn date. So shut up and tell me the day and time that works best for you this weekend.”
I bite against the smile fighting its way onto my lips and shake my head, turning to the front. He’s relentless. “I’m busy this weekend.”
Kip goes to respond, but a girl in the row behind us shushes him before he can speak. I stifle a laugh and his fists tense, but we stay quiet the rest of the class.
Dr. O’Neal assigns us another writing exercise to prepare us for our first project and then I’m free for the weekend. My phone buzzes on our way out of the building with a reminder to call my parents. They work the evening shift tonight, which means I should be able to catch them having their morning coffee. Talking about them to Kip earlier this week made me realize how much I miss them, and how little I keep up with them during the semester. Even though I just saw them for Christmas, I already feel guilty for my busy schedule. Dad always tells me not to worry about it, that they understand and they want me to be busy, but I still worry regardless.
“So what time should I pick you up tonight?” Kip asks and I roll my eyes.
“Seriously, Kip, not happening. I have a study group tonight, anyway.”
“At Greek Library?”
“Yes, and no you can’t come.” I start walking toward the sorority house and he jogs a little to catch up.
“Why not? We can go out after you finish.”
I stop mid-stride and turn to face him. “You’re really not going to give it a rest, are you?”
He shoots me a cocky grin, his glasses lifting on his cheeks slightly. “I’m not one for giving up easily.”
“Well neither am I, so I hope you’re prepared for a stand-still.”
“Eh,” he says, shrugging. “I think your defenses will weaken over time. See you soon.” He gives one last smile and heads off in the opposite direction. I watch him leave, losing my ability to respond due to my eyes drifting to the way his jeans hang on his hips. He’s dressed casually, his faded jeans paired with an Alpha Sigma shirt, yet still I witness three different girls crank their necks to watch him walk by.
Shaking my head, I start walking again and pull up Mom’s contact, hitting the green phone button to call.
“Morning, pretty girl! You’re on speaker phone,” she answers. Dad says hello through a mouth of what I can only assume is buttered toast. He’s had buttered toast with his coffee ever since I can remember. I smile at the thought and wish I was there with them.
“Hey guys! I can’t talk long but I missed you and wanted to check in. How’s work going?”
Dad groans. “Just peachy as always. I’m officially on the list for the next management meeting, so hopefully they actually move me forward this time.”
“They will, Dad. No one works harder than you,” I say, but in reality I’m not sure they’ll actually follow through. They haven’t the past three years they’ve promised him a promotion, so I’m doubtful but hopeful at the same time.
“How’s school?” Mom asks.
“So far it’s okay. I only have classes Monday through Thursday, so I’m lucky enough to have a three-day weekend.”
“That’s nice, sweetie. Have you declared your major yet?”
I frown. “No, not yet. I’m still not sure what I want to do. I’m taking a class on entrepreneurship this semester, though, and it’s pretty interesting so far.”
“Well, just keep your options open. It’ll come to you when you’re ready,” Dad says. We all know that by “when you’re ready” he means “when you stop worrying about us and focus on your schoolwork and not on poker”, but he doesn’t say that and I’m thankful.
“I think I might try to come home before the tournament in May. I was thinking you guys could help me practice a little more before I fly into Vegas.”
“You know your dad and I are always here to help,” Mom says sweetly. She always had the most sing-song voice, like she could do the voice-overs for a princess in a cartoon movie. I heard her sing once when she was in the shower and it was amazing, but she never does it in front of anyone. She’s shy, and I was a lot like her when I was younger. That is, until she showed me how to hide my emotions. She’s a better teacher of that fine art than she is a performer.
“Okay, I have to go, meeting up with some sisters for brunch. I love you.”
“We love you too, honey.”
We hang up just as I reach the sorority house. I jog upstairs and hang my bag off the end of my bed before collapsing onto it. The first few weeks of the semester are always the busiest, and I’m exhausted. I set my alarm for thirty minutes and close my eyes, visions of Kip’s eyes in the early morning light lulling me into a blissful nap.
I swear if one more person brings up something completely irrelevant like voting on what color our next shirts should be, I’m going to throw my planner at them.
It’s the Sunday after a long weekend of sorority events and it just happens to also be the first chapter meeting of the semester. My Big stands proud at the front of the room, leading our agenda, as Jess and Ashlei sit beside her. Each officer goes through their reports each week , updating us on when the next philanthropy events are, informing us of all campus activities, discussing upcoming functions like Spring Break and Formal, and of course, reminding us of appropriate behavior when wearing letters (No smoking! No drinking! No having sex! No having fun!).
In all seriousness, chapter is pretty important, but tonight is just not the night for my patience to make an appearance. I’m tired, it’s Sunday – I’m ready for a binge Disney movie night with pajamas and popcorn. Tonight is not the night to discuss t-shirts.
“Okay, we have a few visitors tonight before we end chapter. Please welcome the lovely ladies of Zeta Pi Alpha!” Erin says before clapping. We all sit in our chairs and applaud politely as a row of seven perfectly dressed Zetas stroll into our chapter room. They announce their annual philanthropy, Zeta Dance Stars, and hand out a packet to our Philanthropy Chair. Zeta Dance Stars is one of the biggest philanthropy competitions each year and we’ve won the past two. We have a title to defend, and I’m sure I’ll once again be scouted to join the team this year. I have no idea why, because I can’t dance to save my life, but apparently I’m tall and lean enough to pull off looking like I can.