“Darling,” I whispered. “Darling.”
“Don’t you know? Don’t you know?”
“I know.”
I lay beside her kissing her again. She unbuttoned my shirt and ran her hand inside, caressing my back.
We were close together, holding each other. She was trembling.
“Nothing changes,” she whispered. “It was always us. From the first. Always.”
Then my mouth was on hers.
The time fell away. Two bodies, two brains, two souls driving, straining, aching to be united-to become one.
At the end, I knew.
She was right. I knew.
We lay breathless in each other’s arms.
“Darling,” I said. “My darling.”
For a long time we lay quietly, holding each other. Not speaking, not thinking. Then I sat up and found us cigarettes.
“I don’t care,” I said. “I don’t care what you did. I don’t care what you do. It doesn’t matter. Nothing matters. Only us. There’s a way out of this. We’ll find it. I’ll stick with you. I’ll lie or steal. Or cheat. Or kill. I don’t care. I believe you. I believe and I’ll get you out of this. I believe you.”
“Oh, my darling.”
“Come on,” I said. “We haven’t got much time. Max is lying in the next room. I was in his apartment this afternoon. I was seen there. My fingerprints are on the gun. What we’ll do is this: I’ll go to the police and confess. They know he was a gangster. They know my apartment was wrecked and that I was beaten up by Max’s boys. That sets it all up. I went up to talk to him. To tell him you were marrying me. We had a fight. He’s a violent man. He lost his temper and pulled a gun. I got it away from him and shot him in self-defense. We can make a case. They can’t hang me. The worst would be a year or two in jail. But they won’t do that. We’ll fix up a case. Walter will have to help us. And he’s good at that. He’s had plenty of experience framing things. Here’s one more thing for him to frame.”
Janis’ eyes were wide. “But what about Max?”
“He needs help,” I said. “He’s very badly hurt. Maybe nobody will find him for a while. This is the jungle. I can play rough too.”
I put on my pants and shirt, walked to the bar and poured myself a drink. Janis pulled on her robe.
“Listen, darling,” I said. “This is going to be tough. This is going to be the hardest thing either of us ever did. I’m betting everything on you. I believe you when you say you didn’t do it, and I’m betting my life that you’re telling me the truth.”
“I love you,” Janis said. “You know I’m telling the truth.”
“Now you’ve got to tell me all of it. From the beginning. If I’m going to do this I have to know it all. There can’t be any slip-ups. Any details we’ve overlooked. I’m going to ask you questions and I want you to answer them. I believe you. So I know you have nothing to hide. I know you’ll tell me the truth.”
“Ask me anything.”
“The first thing I have to know is this: Why did Jean Dahl come to my office and offer me a book, if she had no book? That’s one thing that worries me. And I don’t think Anstruther would have sold a book he didn’t have. In other words, I think there was a genuine Anstruther book. I think I saw one page of it. And, I think there were three hundred forty-six more pages. And I think Jean Dahl had them. She offered them to me. And she said she had another customer. Do you know if she had them? Do you know if there was another customer?”
Janis Whitney extended her left arm.
On her wrist was a heavy gold bracelet and a thin gold bracelet and a charm bracelet. One of the charms was a small gold key.
It was so quiet in the room that I could hear us breathing. Janis Whitney’s breathing was soft and regular. I was breathing hard.
Janis opened the drawer of her dressing table and took out a leather jewel box.
She fitted the key into the lock and opened it.
The yellow pages were not clipped together.
There was just a loose stack of them. There were a lot of them. There could have been three hundred and forty-seven of them. She took the manuscript out of the box.
“Is that it?” I said.
Janis nodded. “It’s the only copy in the world,” she said. Her voice was barely a whisper. “There were two copies. I had one and Jean Dahl had the other. I didn’t know there were two. I thought I had the only one. But Jean Dahl took the other copy with her when she left Anstruther’s apartment. She sold me this one for five thousand dollars. Now I have the only copy.”
I got out another cigarette, lighted it and put it in my mouth. My mouth was dry.
“I’m telling you everything. I love you, Dick.”
She put the manuscript on the dressing table.
“Go on.”
“Give me a cigarette.”
I tossed her a single cigarette. She caught it. I tossed her my lighter. She lighted the cigarette and inhaled deeply.
“Go on,” I said tensely. “Go on, darling.”
“Dick, I can’t.”
“You’ve got to, darling. What was in the book?” I asked softly. “What was there about it? Why did you think you had to hide it? Why did you pay five thousand dollars to get the second copy when you already had a copy?”
Then Janis began to laugh.
It was not a pretty thing to see.
The sickness hadn’t showed before. It hadn’t showed even during her imitation of Max. But it showed when she began to laugh. The laughter began to get out of control.
“It’s wonderful,” she said. “It’s so funny. I can’t stand it. It’s a great joke. It’s the biggest joke. It’s so terribly funny.”
“What is it?” I said. “What are you talking about?”
“I have a book,” she said. “It’s a war story.”
She couldn’t control the laughing now. It was a terrible thing to hear.
“What I bought was a story with an all-male cast. There’s no part for a woman. There’s not a single woman in the whole book.”
She was laughing and sobbing now.
I could feel the sweat break out on my forehead as I watched her.
“The book Jimmie wrote has a wonderful part for a woman. I’ll be magnificent in that. But we have to get rid of this one first. I got rid of one copy. Now we have to get rid of the other.”
Before I was aware of what she meant, she was holding the cigarette lighter to the bottom of the pile of yellow pages.
“My God,” I shouted. “Stop that!”
She went on laughing.
“It’s my book,” she said. “I bought it. I can do whatever I want with it.”
I was shouting hysterically as I went after her. But she was too quick for me.
She threw the burning manuscript into the fireplace. I dove for it, and as I did so she tackled me.
She was a dancer with a beautifully conditioned body. She was wiry and strong. I couldn’t get away from her.
We wrestled on the floor near the fireplace.
I got my hand into the fireplace once. Enough to burn my fingers. But she threw herself on top of me again and dragged me away. Then she hit me with something hard and scrambled to her feet.
I got up and she was holding the gun. The look in her eyes made me forget about the book.
“O.K.,” I said. “I was wrong. You fooled me. I believed you and I was wrong. I was wrong about everything except one thing. You’re a great actress. The greatest. You fooled me. I believed you. You killed Anstruther and Jean Dahl. And you tried to kill Max.”
She aimed the gun carefully at me.
“You almost did it,” I said. “You almost got me to take the rap. But you didn’t.”
“You son of a bitch,” she said.
“I killed Anstruther,” she said. Her voice was flat and hard. “I killed him because I wanted to kill him. It was no accident. He tried to double-cross me and I killed him.”
“I believe you,” I said. “But the funny thing is, I believed you just now on the bed. You gave a very good performance, but then I guess you’ve had a lot of practice.”
“I’ve had plenty of practice,” she said. She raised the gun till it was pointing to my head.