He sucked in his cheeks. “I thought you might be about to start making threats.”
“So did I,” Lydia said. “And perhaps I will, I don’t know. Does it mean what I think it means?”
Captain Ingleby-Lewis shrugged. “That rather depends what you think it means, doesn’t it?”
“I’m told that you’ve always been good at copying things with a pen.”
He looked at her. “You mean they’ve told you that I forged some checks. They’ve told you about the mess accounts.”
It was not a question so Lydia said nothing.
“I had to leave the army. I wasn’t court-martialed but everyone knew the reason. The mess sergeant was involved as well. But he wasn’t so lucky.”
The significance hit her. “Mr. Serridge?”
Her father nodded. “He was in prison for two years. Still, all that’s water under the bridge. But of course it’s one reason why you shouldn’t be staying with me.”
Lydia folded the papers. “And what about these?”
“That silly Penhow woman, I knew she’d cause trouble. All heart, no head-that was her problem.” He looked sternly at Lydia. “Running off like that without a word. Most inconsiderate.”
“That’s not what some people would call it.”
“Oh I know. You’ve heard people saying that he did away with her just for her money. All those damned gossips at Rawling. I’m not saying the money wasn’t the attraction as far as Serridge was concerned-but what’s wrong with that? It wasn’t as if she was getting nothing in return. And then she meets somebody she likes better and off she goes.”
For a moment it sounded almost reasonable. Then she remembered that Serridge apparently owned the house they were living in, as well as Morthams Farm and heaven knew what else besides that had once belonged to Miss Penhow.
“What could the poor chap do?” Ingleby-Lewis asked, flinging wide his arms. “He was in an awful fix. Everyone was claiming he had done away with the poor woman and he couldn’t prove he hadn’t. People can be damnably malicious. Anyway, he knew I was off to try my luck in the States, and he asked if I could do something to help.”
“So you faked a letter from Miss Penhow to the Vicar of Rawling?”
“Why ever not? No harm in it. I owed Joe Serridge a favor. Besides, I’d be the first to admit that he’ll cut a corner or two if he has to, but he wouldn’t harm a fly. Certainly not a woman. No, I was in New York and it was simple enough for me to drop a line to get him off the hook. I couldn’t see why not. Matter of common decency.”
“I don’t think the police would agree.”
Ingleby-Lewis struggled off the sofa and stood up. “Just helping a pal out of a hole.”
“As Serridge helped you? By buying the farm from you?”
“It was exactly what he and Miss Penhow were looking for. And I let him have it for a jolly good price. I could have got at least a couple of hundred more.”
“And now he lets you live here. Do you actually pay rent? Or perhaps there’s no longer any need to. It seems a very cozy arrangement all round.”
“Don’t you get on your high horse, my girl,” he said, sounding both sober and angry. “It’s all very well to be sitting in judgment when you’ve got money in the bank. You see things very differently when you haven’t a couple of shillings to rub together. That’s when you find out what really matters. And who your pals really are.”
They looked at one another for a moment, neither giving way. But the anger drained from both of them.
“I don’t want to go,” she said suddenly. “I’d rather stay here.”
He nodded. “I’d rather you stayed here too. Hermione Alforde is right, though. It isn’t suitable. You’ll be better off with them.”
Swaying slightly, with stooping shoulders, he made his way toward the door. Lydia stayed in her chair, staring at the glowing tracery of the gas fire. This had started with Mrs. Alforde, she thought: something had happened to make her change her mind, something in Rawling on Thursday, 29 November.
But that made no sense at all.
The Captain’s footsteps stopped behind her, and she felt a hand on her shoulder. She didn’t move. His familiar aroma of dust, tobacco and stale beer enveloped her. He kissed the top of her head. She said nothing. He moved away. The door opened and closed.
It was the first time her father had kissed her.
The only bed at present in the house filled most of a small room off the kitchen in the basement-a damp cell with little natural light and a strip of wallpaper curling away from the wall like a striking snake. The large iron bedstead must have been assembled in the room because it was too large to get through the doorway. A stained mattress lay slightly askew on top of it.
Dawlish foraged on the upper floors and came back with an armful of blankets and cushions. “Will you be all right?”
“Of course I will,” Rory said.
Fenella and Dawlish departed a little after nine o’clock. Rory helped himself to a nightcap from the whisky bottle. But the alcohol wasn’t helping now. Quite the reverse. His body had reduced itself to a shifting, twitching network of aches and pains. Much worse than that was the fact that he was frightened, his thoughts rampaging beyond control. The violence in the Ossuary-his own as well as Marcus’s-had unleashed terrors he had not known existed. What would happen if he never learned how to tidy them away into his memory, let alone how to forget them?
Without removing his clothes or bothering to wash, he collapsed on the bed and burrowed into the musty blankets. Almost instantly, sleep glided over him. He remembered nothing more until he awoke with a start, hours later. For a moment he thought he was in his old bedroom at his parents’ house. He had a slight headache and his mouth tasted and felt like a used dishcloth. He lay there feeling oddly happy and full of hope, letting the memories of yesterday seep into his consciousness. He fumbled for matches and struck a light. It was only half past six but he had no desire to stay in bed.
During the morning he worked on the article, drafting and re-drafting it in pencil at the kitchen table. Toward midday Dawlish turned up with a flask of coffee and a portable typewriter. Shortly afterward Fenella arrived with a basket containing their lunch, most of which came out of tins. When they had eaten, the others left him to finish the typing. He was aware of the murmur of their voices in the sitting room.
Rory finished the article and read it through. Was it finished? Was it as good as he could make it? He had read it so many times and in so many versions that he was no longer capable of judging. He went down the hallway toward the half-open door of the sitting room, intending to ask for a second opinion. His ankle was still painful but he could move quite comfortably if he leaned against the wall. But he had taken only a few steps when Fenella’s voice suddenly rose in volume.
“Stop it! Just get off me. Stop mauling me, will you? You’re just the same as all of them. Filthy beasts.”
Careless of the pain from his ankle, Rory scuttled back into the kitchen and pushed the door to, so it was almost closed. He heard footsteps in the hall, and Dawlish saying something, his voice low and urgent. The area door slammed. The flat was silent.
Rory looked through his article again but this time his eyes would not even focus on the words. She doesn’t want him, he thought, she doesn’t want him. Not like that. He felt the beginnings of an unpleasant sense of triumph, instantly cut short by the realization that Fenella had made it quite clear that she didn’t want him either. You’re just the same as all of them. Filthy beasts. She didn’t want anyone, not like that.
Heavy footsteps were coming slowly down the hall. Dawlish came into the kitchen.
“How’s it going?”
“I think I’ve finished,” Rory said. Instinct told him to act as if he had heard nothing of what had happened in the sitting room. He pushed the typed sheets across the table. “I’d be glad of an opinion.”