A cascade of liquid silver wavered down then over the scene, the moon breaching a cloud, and the fittings of their armour and weapons gleamed in the light. The woman shifted and the light caught her full on: her bunched thick mane piled high and pinned, her long coat of dark stained scaled leather armour, heavy longsword at her side, and he knew her, had heard of her often enough. If it were daylight that hair would be flame red and that armour the deep crimson of dried blood.
Jacinth, Skinner’s lieutenant.
Murk slowly edged backwards. They’d come to negotiate with Ardata to escape these renegades.
But Skinner had got here first.
* * *
Shimmer lay in her hut unable to sleep. This night the ghosts of all the dead Avowed, the Brethren, were calling to her with an insistence that simply could not be ignored. She rose, pulled on her gambeson, belted her sword, and headed out to walk the camp.
She found almost everyone up already: Cole, Amatt and Turgal guarded the perimeter while K’azz stood at the near-dead smouldering fire. He was peering down, hands clasped behind his back, seemingly pensive, or perhaps studying the smoke for visions of the future, as some seers do. Lor emerged from the night accompanied by Gwynn; the two had fallen in together. Lor never was one to go very long between lovers.
K’azz raised his head and signed to the two mages that they should watch the perimeter. They nodded and separated. Shimmer moved to head off as well, but he motioned her to him. ‘Stay with me, Shimmer,’ he said, his voice tight.
‘What is it?’
‘What do you sense?’
She peered into the dense night, uneasy. ‘The Brethren are … troubled.’
‘Indeed. For many reasons.’
She studied his shadowed face, so stark and sharp in the contrast of light and dark. ‘Why hasn’t Ardata come to you?’ she asked. ‘She hired you, didn’t she?’
‘She requested that I come.’
‘She demanded.’
‘For her, Shimmer, that was as close to a request as is possible.’
‘Nagal as much as blamed you for Rutana’s death.’
‘Yes, I know.’
‘And now he won’t even speak to us.’
‘Yes.’
‘Were they … related? Lovers?’
K’azz squinted at the smoke as if divining some message. ‘You could say they are, were, two of a kind.’
‘I see. So, what is the trouble? Is he close?’
K’azz nodded. ‘Yes. As is … another. One stirring the Brethren by his presence.’
Shimmer frowned, considering. She couldn’t think of anyone. ‘Who?’
By way of answer K’azz dipped his head to direct her attention aside; she turned, hand on the long grip of her whipsword, to face that direction. Shortly, a wavering appeared over the grounds. Like heat waves dancing in the air. Though this was night. A shape took form, slim and dark, whip-lean in fact, in tattered dark silks. A pale hatchet-like face ghosted into vision beneath mussed black hair and Shimmer hissed out an appalled breath. She drew her sword.
‘Cowl!’
The gangly scarecrow shape offered Shimmer a mocking bow. The others came running up, weapons ready. K’azz waved them down. ‘Cowl,’ he greeted the ex-Master Assassin and High Mage of the Crimson Guard.
The man executed a deep courtier’s bow, his arms extended out from his sides. ‘My lord.’
‘This is impossible!’ Shimmer burst out. ‘We heard you were taken by an Azath!’
‘You heard correctly,’ he answered, his gaze fixed upon K’azz. The mage’s eyes appeared almost to hunger so eagerly did they drink up the sight.
‘None can escape the Azath.’
‘You are wrong, obviously.’
‘He was taken, Shimmer,’ K’azz said. ‘But he alone possessed one pre-existing means of escape. Is that not so, Cowl?’
The ex-High Mage nodded solemnly. His avid gaze edged to Shimmer. ‘A prior commitment,’ he said, and smiled.
Shimmer winced at the madness betrayed by that twisted ghastly smile. Entombed by the Azath! Could anyone emerge sane from such a trial? And the man was hardly what anyone would call sane to begin with.
The burning gaze slid back to K’azz. ‘Skinner is near, Commander. What will you do? He has with him all his Disavowed. You are outnumbered ten to one.’
Shimmer spun to scan the surroundings. Skinner here? She looked to Cole and Amatt: both remained on guard, glancing back to them at the centre occasionally.
‘I did not come to fight him,’ K’azz said.
‘No? Of course not.’
‘You have a message from him?’ K’azz asked.
Cowl shook an exaggerated negative. ‘Oh, no. Not him. I am done with him now … now that I have glimpsed the truth.’
‘The truth?’
‘Oh yes. I came to bring it to you, K’azz …’ the assassin raised a finger to him, chidingly, ‘but I see now that you already know it. You have known it for some time but have kept it to yourself.’ He snorted his scorn. ‘You think that a mercy? Well, time will tell.’
‘What is he going on about?’ Shimmer demanded.
‘Another time, Shimmer,’ K’azz said.
‘Yes, Lieutenant,’ Cowl echoed. ‘Another time.’ And he bowed to K’azz again, withdrawing. ‘Commander …’
Shimmer stared after him. Cowl, for as long as she had known him, had never bowed to anyone. Yet now he had to K’azz. Twice. The man he’d always been so open in his contempt for. What had changed? His imprisonment had shown him something. K’azz, he claimed, knew. And she would ask, though she already knew she would get no answer.
‘Now what?’ she asked K’azz.
‘Now we wait.’
‘For what?’
‘For whoever will visit us next.’
‘I do not like this passivity.’
A wintry smile climbed K’azz’s skull-like features. ‘This is Himatan, Shimmer. Visions and messages come to one of their own accord. One cannot demand inspiration.’
* * *
In retrospect, Osserc could not identify the precise moment when it happened. All he knew was that at one instant he was inwardly fuming against Gothos, and at the next he was suddenly fuming in impatience at himself. All his life he had steadfastly pursued what he saw as his duties and obligations — yet these he suddenly saw as nothing more than rag-thin substitutions, delusions and diversions. He had chased them with utter single-mindedness, yet how far had all this got him? What progress had he made? Towards anything? What had he to show for all this time? Precious little progress towards … what? What was it he really desired? Reconciliation or forgiveness? No, too wretched and backward-looking, that.
And always it had been the fault of others: of Anomander’s interference, of the Azathanai’s machinations. T’riss, Envy, all the scheming Elders. The Jaghut. Whoever. Anyone, perhaps, other than himself. Yet was that really the truth? Could he really be as pathetic as all those he had sneered at all these ages? In a way, of course — for was he not of them?
What then did he lack? He decided that, oddly enough, it was the one thing he had thought he in no way lacked: courage. Not the physical courage to face challenges. That he had in abundance. No, what he lacked, it seemed, was emotional courage. The courage to face the hard interior truths and make the hard choices.
There. He had finally reached it.
And it was something that could never have been imposed from without, of course.
The answer lies within you. Ah. And of course self-evident … with the luxury of looking back.
He tipped his head ever so slightly to Gothos across the table. ‘Thank you, prick.’
The Jaghut raised a grizzled brow. ‘I? I did nothing.’
‘I know. As was required. And anticipated.’ He stood. ‘I will go now. If I ever see you again it will be too soon.’
‘Who knows what the future holds — Tiste Liosan.’
Osserc again fractionally inclined his head in farewell. He walked up the hall. Here, curled up asleep before the door, he found the Nacht creature. He gently nudged it aside with a sandalled foot. Farewell, Azath. Perhaps I shall never encounter you again either. And I hope not. Your lessons are far too … demanding. He lifted the latch and pushed open the rough, adzed plank door, and stepped outside.