But Wade had offered his help, his services, to me so easily it seemed he almost wanted to be caught up in this horror. Not true. Had he wanted to spend half the night fighting with tired cops in a police station? No, but some part of his mental makeup drove him on. He could do something no one else could, and that responsibility pushed him past his own physical limits. That's why he had worked night and day for the Portland police. That's why he continued helping me. Was it pride, or some unfulfilled need?
In silence, we drove back to the hotel, parked the car, and went up to our suite. Blue and gray decor greeted us with its sterile cheerful-ness, and Wade switched on the lamp.
"Do you miss your job?" I blurted out.
The question didn't surprise him. Perhaps he'd been thinking about it himself. "Sometimes. I need to be… useful. Pathetic really."
"No, it isn't. At least you contribute."
With William gone, what would my contribution be now?
"Maybe." He sighed. "I'm tired, but I don't want to sleep."
"What should we do?"
He picked up the TV Guide. "Captain Bloodis just starting on HBO. Do you like Errol Flynn?"
"Sure, he's my hero."
"I thought I was your hero?"
"Fat chance."
He cracked a grin and looked around for the television remote. Two minutes later we were sacked out on the couch, watching pirates swashbuckle in shades of black and white.
Chapter 18
I woke up in the bed alone.
We'd watched television until nearly dawn when my eyelids grew heavy. But we'd been out on the couch. I didn't remember coming in here.
Long, heavy blankets covered the draped windows to block out any light from the sun. Of course darkness had settled by now. Where was Wade?
Hopping up, I walked out into the suite's living room and found it empty. Didn't this guy ever sleep? He was definitely an original. I suddenly considered slipping out the door and disappearing before he came back. Somehow, his life seemed to be worth more than my undead existence. Leaving him here would cut him deeply, but staying could mean his death. And even more than that, what if he actually lived through this? Could he go back to being Dr. Wade Sheffield? Mortals often identify their self-worth with their occupation, as if what they do is an integral part of what they are.
But sooner or later, for better or worse-probably worse-a final-act curtain would drop down on this macabre play. Whoever was left in one piece would have to go on to the future. Did Wade remember that?
I heard movement outside the door, and then he walked in with an armload of shopping bags.
"Where were you?" I asked.
He dropped the bags. "Take a wild guess."
"Oooh, you're too funny." I walked over to see what he'd been up to. "Shopping?"
"Yeah, come look. We both needed some new clothes." He pulled out a pair of Levi's and a brown T-shirt with long sleeves. "Size four, right?"
"You bought me clothes?" He never ceased to astound me. "How did you know my size?"
"Lucky guess. Sorry this stuff's so basic. But we're going to be running a lot."
This was getting out of hand, and he'd seen way too many movies. I was about to give him our survival chances when he yawned. "Did you sleep at all today?" I asked.
"A little this morning," he said.
"You won't be good to anyone like that. Come on. Lie down for a while, and I'll stand guard over your prone, helpless body, okay?"
Hiding my concern behind humor had always worked well for me. He didn't even argue. While he got ready for bed, I went into the bathroom and changed clothes. He even bought me new underwear and socks.
"Do they fit?" he called.
I walked out to find him under the blankets, eyes about half closed. "Yeah, you did a good job. Thanks, Wade."
My approval pleased him. "Wake me in a few hours."
"Sure, I'll be in the living room."
He was already breathing softly. I closed the door and went to make a cup of tea. We were going to have a long talk when he woke up. What did he think tomorrow would bring? Endless running and living in fancy hotels with me? He had absorbed my memories in detail. Didn't he realize what we were up against?
The room suddenly felt cold. Where was the thermostat? Glancing around, I saw movement by the curtains. A shadow.
"Didn't think you'd ever notice me," a soft voice whispered. "Lost in thought?"
Three facts registered instantly. Masculine. French. No available weapons.
I drew back against the wall. "Philip?"
Only once. I'd seen him only once before. How shortsighted. Julian felt William die. The possible threat of Philip had hit me the night Maggie died, but a great deal had happened since then. Concentrating so completely on Julian, I had forgotten about Philip. How did he get in here? Had Wade left the door unlocked?
"You have some stories to tell, little one," he whispered in a heavy accent. "What happened to my Maggie?"
He stepped out of the shadows, and I looked at him, wordless. He didn't look like Maggie… but he was so much like her. His beauty must have blinded hundreds, thousands. He was tall-slender and muscular at the same time. Thick, red-brown hair hung halfway down his back, and amber eyes stared out of a narrow, ivory face. He and Maggie shared the same gift. But this time, the pull affected me.
It felt as if I were staring into the sun at noon.
Gifts.
He was a killer without thought. Snuffing out my existence and Wade's meant less than nothing. I was not immune to his gift, indeed probably more susceptible since it was new to me. But then again, he wasn't immune to mine either. I crossed my arms in fear and looked at the floor.
"Philip, don't hurt me."
Concentrate. Emanate. Get him on his knees.
"You're finally here," I said. "I kept hoping. I didn't know what to do."
His expression flickered. Could he feel it? Did he know what I was doing, or was he lost in some overinflated sense of forgotten manhood? He was so perfect. I'd never seen anything like him in my life-except Maggie.
A humorless smile curved the corners of his mouth. "We seem to be at a standoff, little one. Unexpected. Maggie tried to warn me, but her words were often exaggerated. Yet right now I feel an overwhelming urge to throw my body in front of a moving train to rescue your handkerchief."
A lie, and a stupid play. Showing that he already knew the score gave me an advantage. He liked to show off.
"How did you find me?"
"Followed you from Maggie's." He motioned with his head toward the bedroom. "Who's your pet?"
"No one. He's been helping me. If you sit down, I'll tell you everything."
I didn't tell him to sit down; that's the key to handling men like Philip. You can't tell them to do anything. You either ask them or make it seem like their own idea.
He crossed to a chair, expression guarded. I felt torn for a moment. Sitting by his feet would give me the best psychological advantage, but getting that close to him was dangerous.
"If I had come to kill you, you would be dead," he said in a voice that sounded more sad than angry. Sorrow was no mystery to me, at least not anymore.
Moving to the floor by his knee, I focused on his black Hugo Boss pant legs and not his face.
Don't look at his face.
"Odd little thing," he said. "More than I expected."
"Do you remember the first night I saw you?"
"No, have you seen me?"
My words pleased him. He might have had some depth hidden away, but he thrived on attention.
"Yes, at Cliffbracken. You came in with Julian and Maggie late one night, but that was a long time ago."