Go on if you want to, the kid said.
He looked at the Delawares dead in their blankets. You might not do it, he said.
That aint your worry.
Glanton might come back.
He might.
Tate looked over to where the Mexican was lying and he looked at the kid again. I’m still held to it, he said.
The kid didnt answer.
You know what they’ll do to them?
The kid spat. I can guess, he said.
No you caint.
I said you could go. You do what you want.
Tate rose and looked to the south but the desert there lay in all its clarity uninhabited by any approaching armies. He shrugged up his shoulders in the cold. Injins, he said. It dont mean nothin to them. He crossed the campground and brought his horse around and led it up and mounted it. He looked at the Mexican, wheezing softly, a pink froth on his lips. He looked at the kid and then he nudged the pony up through the scraggly acacia and was gone.
The kid sat in the sand and stared off to the south. The Mexican was shot through the lungs and would die anyway but Shelby had had his hip shattered by a ball and he was clear in his head. He lay watching the kid. He was from a prominent Kentucky family and had attended Transylvania College and like many another young man of his class he’d gone west because of a woman. He watched the kid and he watched the enormous sun where it sat boiling on the edge of the desert. Any roadagent or gambler would have known that the first to speak would lose but Shelby had already lost it all.
Why dont you just get on with it? he said.
The kid looked at him.
If I had a gun I’d shoot you, Shelby said.
The kid didnt answer.
You know that, dont you?
You aint got a gun, the kid said.
He looked to the south again. Something moving, perhaps the first lines of heat. No dust in the morning so early. When he looked at Shelby again Shelby was crying.
You wont thank me if I let you off, he said.
Do it then you son of a bitch.
The kid sat. A light wind was blowing out of the north and some doves had begun to call in the thicket of greasewood behind them.
If you want me just to leave you I will.
Shelby didnt answer.
He pushed a furrow in the sand with the heel of his boot. You’ll have to say.
Will you leave me a gun?
You know I caint leave you no gun.
You’re no better than him. Are you?
The kid didnt answer.
What if he comes back.
Glanton.
Yes.
What if he does.
He’ll kill me.
You wont be out nothin.
You son of a bitch.
The kid rose.
Will you hide me?
Hide you?
Yes.
The kid spat. You caint hide. Where you goin to hide at? Will he come back?
I dont know.
This is a terrible place to die in.
Where’s a good one?
Shelby wiped his eyes with the back of his wrist. Can you see them? he said.
Not yet.
Will you pull me up under that bush?
The kid turned and looked at him. He looked off downcountry again and then he crossed the basin and squatted behind Shelby and took him up under the arms and raised him. Shelby’s head rolled back and he looked up and then he snatched at the butt of the pistol stuck in the kid’s belt. The kid seized his arm. He let him down and stepped away and turned him loose. When he returned through the basin leading the horse the man was crying again. He took the pistol from his belt and jammed it among his belongings lashed to the cantle and took his canteen down and went to him.
He had his face turned away. The kid filled his flask from his own and reseated the stopper where it hung by its thong and drove it home with the heel of his hand. Then he rose and looked off to the south.
Yonder they come, he said.
Shelby raised up on one elbow.
The kid looked at him and he looked at the faint and formless articulation along the horizon to the south. Shelby lay back. He was staring up at the sky. A dark overcast was moving down from the north and the wind was up. A clutch of leaves scuttled out of the willow bracken at the edge of the sand and then scuttled back again. The kid crossed to where the horse stood waiting and took the pistol and stuck it in his belt and hung the canteen over the saddlehorn and mounted up and looked back at the wounded man. Then he rode out.
He was trotting north on the plain when he saw another horseman on the grounds before him perhaps a mile distant. He could not make him out and he rode more slowly. After a while he saw that the rider was leading the horse and after a while he could see that the horse was not walking right.
It was Tate. He sat by the wayside watching the kid as he rode up. The horse stood on three legs. Tate said nothing. He took off his hat and looked inside it and put it on again. The kid was turned in the saddle and he was looking to the south. Then he looked at Tate.
Can he walk?
Not much.
He got down and drew up the horse’s leg. The frog of the hoof was split and bloody and the animal’s shoulder quivered. He let the hoof down. The sun was about two hours high and now there was dust on the horizon. He looked at Tate.
What do you want to do?
I dont know. Lead him awhile. See how he does.
He aint goin to do.
I know it.
We could ride and tie.
You might just keep ridin.
I might anyway.
Tate looked at him. Go on if you want, he said.
The kid spat. Come on, he said.
I hate to leave the saddle. Hate to leave the horse far as that goes.
The kid picked up the trailing reins of his own animal. You might change your mind about what you hate to leave, he said.
They set out leading both horses. The damaged animal kept wanting to stop. Tate coaxed it along. Come on fool, he said. You aint goin to like them niggers a bit more than me.
By noon the sun was a pale blur overhead and a cold wind was blowing out of the north. They leaned into it man and animal. The wind bore stinging bits of grit and they set their hats low over their faces and pushed on. Dried desert chaff passed along with the seething migrant sands. Another hour and there was no track visible from the main party of riders before them. The sky lay gray and of a piece in every direction as far as they could see and the wind did not abate. After a while it began to snow.
The kid had taken down his blanket and wrapped himself in it. He turned and stood with his back to the wind and the horse leaned and laid its cheek against his. Its eyelashes were thatched with snow. When Tate came up he stopped and they stood looking out downwind where the snow was blowing. They could see no more than a few feet.
Aint this hell, he said.
Will your horse lead?
Hell no. I caint hardly make him foller.
We get turned around we might just run plumb into the Spaniards.
I never saw it turn so cold so quick.
What do you want to do.
We better go on.
We could pull for the high country. As long as we keep goin uphill we’ll know we aint got in a circle.
We’ll get cut off. We never will find Glanton.
We’re cut off now.
Tate turned and stared bleakly to where the whirling flakes blew down from the north. Let’s go, he said. We caint stand here.
They led the horses on. Already the ground was white. They took turns riding the good horse and leading the lame. They climbed for hours up a long rocky wash and the snow did not diminish. They began to come upon piñon and dwarf oak and open parkland and the snow on those high meadows was soon a foot deep and the horses were blowing and smoking like steamengines and it was colder and growing dark.
They were rolled in their blankets asleep in the snow when the scouts from Elias’s forward company came upon them. They’d ridden all night the only track there was, pushing on not to lose the march of those shallow pans as they filled with snow. They were five men and they came up through the evergreens in the dark and all but stumbled upon the sleepers, two mounds in the snow one of which broke open and up out of which a figure sat suddenly like some terrible hatching.