Then I saw the white robe, behind one of the largest bells. I reached in my pocket and found a quarter. I tossed it at a pumpkin-sized bell on the opposite side of the tower. It rang out. Father Garvey shot in that direction, the bullet ricocheting off the bells.
One shot left.
I moved quickly, the noise from the bells dulling the sound of my approach. I kept the old wooden posts and the largest bells in my line of sight. I saw his shadow move across a far wall. I crept up slowly, holding my breath, my blood dripping onto the wood floor. I found a penny and tossed it over at the bells against the far wall. He turned and used both hands to raise the pistol. I charged, slamming him hard up against the stone wall. I grabbed his wrist and wrestled the gun from his hand. Then I backhanded him to the floor.
He fell on his back, mouth bleeding, front teeth lose, one knocked out. He grinned and said, “You don’t have the balls to kill me! You piece of human shit! I screwed that whore you call your mama.”
I pointed the pistol at his head. I saw my mother’s face the day she told me what happened. Saw the tears spill down her wrinkled cheeks, saw the dignity in her eyes clouded with pain more than forty years later. I saw the pain in Courtney’s face the day she told me her story. I played back the TV news images of the murdered girl whose body was pulled from the swamps, a white sheet draped over the coroner’s gurney, blood on the sheet where her face once was. I pictured Kim in the hospital, the gas flames roaring on her stovetop.
“I’m going to ask you one last time. Where’s Dillon?”
“Go to hell.”
I set the gun down on the top of a smaller bell. He grinned and said, “You’re just like that weak-kneed Christian daddy you had.”
I removed my belt. Then I pulled him off the floor, backhanding him again across his mouth. Blood ran down the white robe. I wrapped my belt around his neck and said, “You’re right about one thing. I’m not going to kill you, at least not quickly. I’m going to hang you out of this bell tower for the entire town to see you for the rapist, murderer, and pedophile you really are.” I pulled by mobile phone out of my pocket, the red record light on. I stopped the recording and played back the part where he admitted raping my mother and killing my father. I said, “Now, father figure, that’s one hell of a confession. You’ll go down as not the greatest Catholic priest in Ireland, but one of the most prolific and heinous sex offenders to hide behind that collar.” I ripped the collar from his neck, shoving him against the largest bell. “Where’s Dillon?”
“A place you’ll never find him. Maybe the distant Aideen.”
“What?”
He looked at my wound, blood seeping into my shirt. “You need balm for the wound and your soul, lad, for your feelings of grief. Dillon found it, but you, I think not. You wretched soul … you enter my confessional, my private chamber opening my door, but there’s darkness there, nothing more. Are you surprised?”
He grinned and cocked his head. Then he bolted and ran ten feet, leaping through one of the wide arched openings, falling in utter silence. I heard him hit with a dull thud. I leaned over the side of the window, almost at the top of the tower. He had fallen across a wrought iron gate, landed on his back. Three long black spikes protruding through his chest, his eyes open, Father Thomas Garvey staring at the heavens.
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I didn’t know if anyone had heard the gunfire from the bell tower. I slipped on my shoes and ran full bore to my rental car parked on the street in the shadow of the cathedral. Father Garvey died in a courtyard in what appeared to be the rear of the church. No cars in the lot. I saw no people. I didn’t know if anyone was in the church on Saturday. I did know that I wasn’t going to be here when police arrived.
I sprinted to my rental car, the pistol wedged under my blood-soaked shirt, sweat dripping from my face. My heart raced, my mind playing back what Father Garvey said before he jumped through the open window and committed suicide. I recognized parts of what he said, but from where? Think. I couldn’t place it. Not now. Not with blood pouring out of a gunshot wound, and the sound of sirens in the distance.
As I opened the car door, I tried to remember if I’d spotted any surveillance cameras mounted on the exterior or interior of the church. It didn’t mean they weren’t there. If so, it was only a matter of time before they recognized me and then made the association to the U.S. presidential race and the notorious fly in the ointment for Senator Lloyd Logan. And that irritating insect would be me. Maybe the media would connect the dots — look at Courtney’s last name, my last name, and begin speculation as to why I might be in Ireland.
And right now I had to get out.
I put the Toyota in gear and roared away from the cathedral. As I did so, I heard the carillon bells ringing. I looked at my watch: 4:00. I lowered my windows and couldn’t help but smile because the largest collection of bells in the Republic of Ireland was playing Amazing Grace.
I hoped my mother was in a place where she could hear them.
I drove west on Highway N22, through the small town of Macroom looking for a medical clinic. Nothing but pubs, shops, eateries, a feed and seed store, a small hotel, and picture-postcard beautiful scenery. I drove over a stone bridge crossing a fast-moving river. The sign indicated Morris Bridge was built in 1768, the river rushing under five Romanesque arches. I continued driving toward Killarney, my destination was Shannon International Airport, and home.
The pain hammered in my shoulder. My head throbbed. I pulled to the side of the road right past the Killeen Lodge, got out of the car, and removed my long-sleeved shirt. I wore a black T-shirt underneath. I ripped the sleeve off the shirt, pushed up the short sleeve on the T-shirt, and examined my wound. The bullet had entered my shoulder less than an inch from my birthmark, the round still lodged in muscle and tendons. I tied off the wound and wrapped the ripped sleeve around my shoulder, stopping the flow of blood.
I braced myself holding the roof of the car, inhaling the cool country air through my nose, trying to clear my head. I heard sheep bleating, their hooves clacking across the road. I turned around and was met with at least two dozen sheep, a border collie running, and a man walking with a cane. The dog darted around the perimeter of the herd, the man at the rear. They came to my side of the road, the sheep ignoring me and climbing a green hill to pasture land. The man wore a tweed cap, flannel shirt, and blue jeans. He was in his mid-sixties, his closely shaved cheeks flushed, green eyes like spring clover. He said, “Good day, sir. Looks like you could use some medical attention.” His accent was thick as the grass on the hill.
“Is there a hospital or medical clinic nearby?”
“Nearest would be Cohb to the east, Killearny to the west.” He raised a bushy white eyebrow. “From the looks of things, I’d say you ought to have that examined right now.”
I blew air out of my cheeks. “What do you suggest?”
“I could take a look.”
“Are you a doctor?”
“Don’t carry a license, but I carry the knowhow.” He leaned in and pulled back the sleeve, carefully inspecting the wound.
“How’d you get in the way of a bullet? You rob a bank?”
“No. It’s a long story. A deranged man tried to kill me.”
“Seen plenty of those types in the service. I was a medic in the British Army. Twenty bloody years. Saw my share of combat and treated more wounded men than I want to remember. I retired to the farm, and today I administer medical care to all my animals. My house is a hundred meters down the drive. Between my wife and me — she was a nurse, we can help you. Name’s Cormac Moore.”