“Of course not,” he lied. “His fall was an accident; I told you that.”
“I wish I could believe you.”
“You should believe your friends. I wanted to be a friend, Keyuri.”
That lie hung like incense smoke above the lamps. Raeder had told it deliberately to provoke her. To maneuver her to doing what he hoped.
She tried to mask her own calculations. “As to the legends, I wanted to learn the truth myself, before anyone else did. What if Shambhala does exist? Your Western curiosity incited my own. What is Tibet’s responsibility, then?”
“Your regent says your responsibility is to work with us Germans. To help us. What are you going to do?”
“I’m hearing you out.”
“Do you think it’s in the Kunlun Mountains?”
“That’s the most likely place.”
“Is it possible to get there?”
“It would take months. Winter is coming on.”
He nodded. “The British held us too long in India. What if we had trucks or motor cars?”
“You’ve seen Lhasa. There are none, except the Reting’s ceremonial car and those of the British. A wheeled vehicle could go only partway anyway.”
“But cut months to days, no?”
She glanced at the Buddha, massive, serene, a golden genie. “Yes.”
He took a breath. If she really knew something useful, he had to try. “I loved you, Keyuri. In my own way. I’ve… reformed. Help me hire the British cars. You’ll be our guide, a nun above reproach. In return, we’ll share what we find with your kingdom. Germany is on the rise. It will be a partnership to save you from everyone-the British, the Chinese, the Russians. National Socialism will protect you.”
“Maybe Tibet can save itself.”
“Has it so far? Have Tibetans found and harnessed Shambhala?”
She was silent.
“Can the Tibetan army fight a modern invasion?”
She looked up at the Buddha. Its stare was to infinity.
“Time is short,” he pressed. “The world is about to go to war. How will your country survive it?”
She shook her head. “The British won’t rent to you.”
“Then you must get the cars for us. The Reting must. Buy the trucks. Steal them.”
She looked at him with her great, dark eyes, or rather looked above him, as if studying some aura above his head. “Let me make inquiries.”
She was going to do it. She was going to betray him as he hoped! Keyuri thought she was misleading him, but he could read the calculation in her eyes as easily as the text of a newspaper. Her hatred would prove to be the swiftest way. He bowed. “Even if we can’t be friends, we can be partners.” He smiled, the effort feeling like a crack in stretched parchment, his mind aghast at the irony, the karma, of having to deal again with this woman at all. But the Germans couldn’t afford to sit in frustration in Lhasa as they had sat in Calcutta. By next spring there might be world war.
He would not play the Tibetan and British game.
He would not let anyone else have Shambhala.
“W e’re facing treachery, my friends,” Raeder told his SS companions when they reassembled in their hostel in the city below the palace. Outside, donkeys and yaks jostled, vendors cried, monks chanted. A medieval backwater.
“Treachery?” replied Kranz with surprise. “I thought we just won Tibetan help in finding what we seek. My God, did you see the gold in that edifice? I do feel like Pizarro! What else might be awaiting us in these mountains?”
“That young woman is beautiful, too,” said Diels. “What I wouldn’t give for a taste of that. I wonder if she has sisters?”
“I recognize that nun from my previous travels,” Raeder said. “We can’t trust her. We can’t rely on her to guide us until we ensure we’re in control.”
“A nun?” asked Muller. “I’d think she’d be the one person we could trust. A nun or a monk. What’s wrong with that?”
“She wasn’t a nun when I knew her,” Raeder said.
“What was she, then?”
“A widow. She worked on the Benjamin Hood expedition, her husband died, and I consoled her. Eventually we had a falling-out.”
“What the hell does that mean? What’s going on here, Kurt?”
Raeder hesitated. “I’m afraid she fell in love with me. Of course I had to leave her behind. The gap between our cultures was too great.”
“My God. And this is who Reting chooses to guide us? Does the regent know?”
“I’m not sure what that Oriental bastard knows or doesn’t know, or exactly what kind of help or interference he’s offering. You can’t tell what Asians are thinking.”
“But why this woman?”
“She became a student of the same mysteries I was curious about. I suppose I inspired her. Perhaps becoming a nun gave her access to secret records. Who knows? Reting Rinpoche is probably a simple man and simply thinks her knowledgeable-and expendable-if things go wrong.” He had to be careful his companions didn’t learn the full truth.
“Did she recognize you?”
“Of course. You saw us talk.”
“Do you think she’s still in love with you?”
“I’ve no idea. Well, yes. Probably. She may be hurt, or jealous, which is why we must tread carefully here.” The question of love was irrelevant, he believed. Raeder had bound her to have fun, out of earshot of the other scientists. She’d protested, which he ignored, and then begged, which he’d enjoyed. Then she’d surprised him by daring to crawl to Hood to complain, and the American had interfered. The expedition had broken up, Raeder hastily claiming he was the loser in a love triangle. Hood had agreed not to tell the truth, barely, in return for the German letting her go without a violent showdown that would have destroyed their reputations.
I should have killed them all.
But no, everyone’s scientific status was salvaged. And now, was there to be surprising reward from his mercy? Would Keyuri Lin be useful after all?
Raeder still remembered how ripe she’d looked. Women could pretend they didn’t enjoy his appetites, but he knew better. That hatred when she suspected he’d killed her husband was also a form of respect, he believed, obeisance to the victor. It was foolish to feel shame for being human. Why did he have to be embarrassed by what was natural? Himmler was right. Religious commandments were a plot to emasculate the strong. He’d assumed the bitch Keyuri would disappear into some Tibetan marriage, and yet here she was in Potala Palace. A nun? A scholar of Shambhala? Was God laughing?
No. This was luck that could be turned to his advantage.
“I’ve paid one of our guides to follow where she goes,” he said. “She’ll try to betray me like Judas betrayed Jesus, so we have to move first.”
What if he could not just use her but have her back?
What if he could gain not just Shambhala but her submission?
He was flushed, feverish, at the possibilities. Muller looked at him warily, and Raeder decided he didn’t like the geophysicist anymore. Julius was too judgmental. He wasn’t loyal. He wasn’t trustworthy.
Their Tibetan guide Lokesh was loyal. At dusk he brought back word that Keyuri Lin had visited the British legation. Reader had expected that. Now they must get a move ahead of their opponents.
“Lokesh, how would you like my black SS uniform?”
The man’s eyes brightened. The costume was very stirring.
T hat night a column of Tibetan soldiers silently surrounded the hostel of the German visitors. After listening to Keyuri Lin, the British consul had warned the Reting Rinpoche that the Nazis represented not aid but subversion. He’d obtained from the Potala a writ for the Germans’ arrest and interrogation, in joint action with Tibetan police. Ever since getting wireless warnings from Calcutta, British authorities had wondered what Raeder’s approaching party was up to. Now Lin had told them. A search for ancient powers? When the Nazis had no business being in southern Asia at all? Absurd. The sheer cheek of Himmler and his fellow bandits was breathtaking. It was time to teach the Hun a lesson.