Beth’s voice said, “You look like something the cat’d drag out, Carver.”
He rolled his head and focused his eyes on her. She was wearing a pale yellow dress and white high heels, had her hair pulled back. Looked fantastic. He felt something stir in him, sending tentacles through his mind to touch places he’d wanted to forget existed.
He said, “Didn’t expect visitors,” and resented the way his voice almost broke. The way he couldn’t look away from her.
She took a few elegant strides farther inside the cabin, like a queen surrounded by squalor. Standing in the soft light, she stared down at him the way people stare at furniture they think might be worth refinishing. He could smell her perfume-familiar, disturbing, pushing buttons in his memory.
She said, “McGregor’s not going to run for mayor.”
“That doesn’t surprise me,” Carver told her.
“Why not?”
“That night in the swamp, the rifle I handed you to put in the trunk of his car wasn’t McGregor’s, it was the Brainards’. McGregor’s rifle is wrapped in plastic and buried along with B.J. Brainard under the highway.”
Beth propped her hands on her hips and smiled down at him, figuring it out fast. “And the bullets in the Brainard brothers will match the rifle, which is registered to McGregor and is the gun that killed Roberto.”
“That’s it,” Carver said. “McGregor knows if he runs for mayor, I can see that the brothers’ bodies are discovered.”
“Wouldn’t that put you in jeopardy too? I mean, you’d be an accessory after the fact.”
“Yeah, but McGregor’s not sure I wouldn’t tip the law anyway.”
“Would you?”
Carver didn’t answer. Instead he said, “Were the last few months rough for you?”
“Sometimes. Better’n the alternative. Who can ask for more than that?”
He rolled his head again on the perspiration-damp pillow and gazed up at the too-familiar network of cracks in the ceiling. A wasp was crawling around up there; he remembered it buzzing and darting at the window this afternoon, seeking light and a way out.
Beth sighed and said, “I heard about the way you been pissing away your life out here. If you don’t wanna jump up outa that bed right now, it’s okay with me. But I gotta know.”
“Oh? Know what?”
“What I came here to find out. Whether you want me to go or stay.”
Without looking at her, Carver said, “Stay, please.”
She got undressed and climbed into the bed with him. The springs squealed wildly. She draped a long, dark leg over both of his, flung an arm across him. Then she rested her head on his chest and cried softly. They both could feel what was happening, and it made them sad and afraid and joyful all at the same time.
Lakes turning.
Seasons changing.