"I got to admit it. You're very smooth."
"It's my profession. You're pretty smooth, yourself."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean I owe you. I'm afraid I owe you more than I'll be able to repay."
Bach stopped, honestly bewildered.
"You saved my life," Galloway shouted. "Thank you!"
"So what if I did? You don't owe me anything. It's not the custom."
"What's not the custom?"
"You can be grateful, sure. I'd be, if somebody pressurized me. But it would be an insult to try to pay me back for it. Like on the desert, you know, you have to give water to somebody dying of thirst."
"Not in the deserts I've been to," Galloway said. They were alone in the hallway. Galloway seemed distressed, and Bach felt awkward. "We seem to be at a cultural impasse. I feel I owe you a lot, and you say it's nothing."
"No problem," Bach pointed out. "You were going to help me get promoted out of this stinking place. Do that, and we'll call it even."
Galloway was shaking her head.
"I don't think I'll be able to, now. You know that fat man you stuffed into a helmet, before you got to me? He asked me about you. He's the Mayor of Clavius. He'll be talking to the Mayor of New Dresden, and you'll get the promotion and a couple of medals and maybe a reward, too."
They regarded each other uneasily. Bach knew that gratitude could equal resentment. She thought she could see some of that in Galloway's eyes. But there was determination, too. Megan Galloway paid her debts. She had been paying one to Q.M. Cooper for ten years.
By unspoken agreement they left it at that, and went to talk to Charlie.
Most of the dogs didn't like the air blower. Mistress Too White O'Hock was the exception. 2-White would turn her face into the stream of warm air as Charlie directed the hose over her sable pelt, then she would let her tongue hang out in an expression of such delight that Charlie would usually end up laughing at her.
Charlie brushed the fine hair behind 2-White's legs, the hair that was white almost an inch higher than it should be on a champion Sheltie. Just one little inch, and 2-White was sterilized. She would have been a fine mother. Charlie had seen her looking at puppies whelped by other mothers, and she knew it made 2-White sad.
But you can't have everything in this world. Tik-Tok had said that often enough. And you can't let all your dogs breed, or pretty soon you'll be knee deep in dogs. Tik-Tok said that, too.
In fact, Tik-Tok said a lot of things Charlie wished were not true. But he had never lied to her.
"Were you listening?" she asked.
"During your last conversation? Of course I was."
Charlie put 2-White down on the floor, and summoned the next dog. This was Engelbert, who wasn't a year old yet, and still inclined to be frisky when he shouldn't be. Charlie had to scold him before he would be still.
"Some of the things she said," Tik-Tok began. "It seemed like she disturbed you. Like how old you are."
"That's silly," Charlie said, quickly. "I knew how old I am." This was the truth... and yet it wasn't everything. Her first four dogs were all dead. The oldest had been thirteen. There had been many dogs since then. Right now, the oldest dog was sixteen, and sick. He wouldn't last much longer.
"I just never added it up," Charlie said, truthfully.
"There was never any reason to."
"But I don't grow up," she said, softly. "Why is that, Tik-Tok?"
"I don't know, Charlie."
"Anna said if I go down to the moon, they might be able to find out."
Tik-Tok didn't say anything.
"Was she telling the truth? About all those people who got hurt?"
"Yes."
"Maybe I shouldn't have got mad at her."
Again, Tik-Tok was silent. Charlie had been very angry. Anna and a new woman, Megan, had told her all these awful things, and when they were done Charlie knocked over the television equipment and went away. That had been almost a day ago, and they had been calling back almost all the time.
"Why did you do it?" she said.
"I didn't have any choice."
Charlie accepted that. Tik-Tok was a mechanical man, not like her at all. He was a faithful guardian and the closest thing she had to a friend, but she knew he was different. For one thing, he didn't have a body. She had sometimes wondered if this inconvenienced him any, but she had never asked.
"Is my mother really dead?"
"Yes."
Charlie stopped brushing. Engelbert looked around at her, then waited patiently until she told him he could get down.
"I guess I knew that."
"I thought you did. But you never asked."
"She was someone to talk to," Charlie explained. She left the grooming room and walked down the promenade. Several dogs followed behind her, trying to get her to play.
She went into her mother's room and stood for a moment looking at the thing in the bed. Then she moved from machine to machine, flipping switches, until everything was quiet. And when she was done, that was the only change in the room. The machines no longer hummed, rumbled, and clicked.
The thing on the bed hadn't changed at all. Charlie supposed she could keep on talking to it, if she wanted to, but she suspected it wouldn't be the same.
She wondered if she ought to cry. Maybe she should ask Tik-Tok, but he'd never been very good with those kind of questions. Maybe it was because he couldn't cry himself, so he didn't know when people ought to cry. But the fact was, Charlie had felt a lot sadder at Albert's funeral.
In the end, she sang her hymn again, then closed and locked the door behind her. She would never go in there again.
"She's back," Steiner called across the room. Bach and Galloway hastily put down their cups of coffee and hurried over to Bach's office.
"She just plugged this camera in," Steiner explained, as they took their seats. "Looks a little different, doesn't she?"
Bach had to agree. They had glimpsed her in other cameras as she went about her business. Then, about an hour ago, she had entered her mother's room again. From there, she had gone to her own room, and when she emerged, she was a different girl. Her hair was washed and combed. She wore a dress that seemed to have started off as a woman's blouse. The sleeves had been cut off and bits of it had been inexpertly taken in. There was red polish on her nails. Her face was heavily made up. It was overdone, and completely wrong for someone of her apparent age, but it was not the wild, almost tribal paint she had worn before.
Charlie was seated behind a huge wooden desk, facing the camera.
"Good morning, Anna and Megan," she said, solemnly.
"Good morning, Charlie," Galloway said.
"I'm sorry I shouted at you," Charlie said. Her hands were folded carefully in front of her. There was a sheet of paper just to the left of them; other than that, the desk was bare. "I was confused and upset, and I needed some time to think about the things you said."
"That's all right," Bach told her. She did her best to conceal a yawn. She and Galloway had been awake for a day and a half. There had been a few catnaps, but they were always interrupted by sightings of Charlie.
"I've talked things over with Tik-Tok," Charlie went on. "And I turned my mother off. You were right. She was dead, anyway."
Bach could think of nothing to say to that. She glanced at Galloway, but could read nothing in the other woman's face.
"I've decided what I want to do," Charlie said. "But first I—"
"Charlie," Galloway said, quickly, "could you show me what you have there on the table?"
There was a brief silence in the room. Several people turned to look at Galloway, but nobody said anything. Bach was about to, but Galloway was making a motion with her hand, under the table, where no one but Bach was likely to see it. Bach decided to let it ride for the moment.
Charlie was looking embarrassed. She reached for the paper, glanced at it, then looked back at the camera.
"I drew this picture for you," she said. "Because I was sorry I shouted."
"Could I see it?"