"Not that I'm aware."
"He wrote her but she never returned his letters?"
"Joe was a man of letters. He always said he would write a book someday. He was always reading something, don't you know."
"I can see why he would enjoy Gary Harper so much," I commented.
"Quite often when Mr. Harper was frustrated, he would call. I suppose writer's block is the term. He would call Joe and they would talk about the most interesting things. Literature and whatnot."
The tissue was little bits of twisted paper in her lap. "Joe's favorite was Faulkner, if you can imagine. He was also quite fond of Hemingway and Dostoyevski. When we were courting, I lived in Arlington and he was here. He would write me the most beautiful letters you can imagine."
Letters like the ones he began to write his love in later life, I thought. Letters like the ones he began to write the gorgeous, unmarried Sterling Harper. Letters she was kind enough to burn before she committed suicide, because she did not wish to shatter the heart and memories of his widow.
"You found them, then," she barely said.
"Found letters to her?"
"Yes. His letters."
"No."
It was, perhaps, the most merciful half truth I had ever told. "No, I can't say that we found anything like that, Mrs. McTigue. The police found no correspondence from your husband among the Harpers' personal effects, no stationery with your husband's letterhead, nothing of an intimate nature addressed to Sterling Harper."
Her face relaxed as denial was blessedly reinforced.
"Did you ever spend any time with the Harpers? Socially, for example?" I asked.
"Why, yes. Twice that I remember. Once Mr. Harper came for a dinner party. And on one other occasion the Harpers and Beryl Madison were overnight guests."
This piqued my interest. "When were they your overnight guests?"
"Mere months before Joe passed on. I 'spect that would have been the first of the year, just a month or two after Beryl spoke to our group. In fact, I'm sure it was because the Christmas tree was still up. I remember that. It was such a treat to have her."
"To have Beryl?"
"Oh, yes! I was so pleased. It seems the three of them had been in New York on business. They were seeing Beryl's agent, I believe. They flew into Richmond on their way home and were generous enough to stay the night with us. Or at least the Harpers stayed the night. Beryl lived here, you see. Late in the evening Joe gave her a ride back to her home. Then he took the Harpers back to Williamsburg the following morning."
"What do you remember about that night?" I asked.
"Let me see… I remember I fixed leg of lamb and they were late coming in from the airport because the airline lost Mr. Harper's bags."
Almost a year ago, I considered. This would have been before Beryl had begun receiving the threats-based on the information we had gotten.
"They were rather tired from the trip," Mrs. McTigue continued. "But Joe was so good. He was the most charming host you'd ever want to meet."
Could Mrs. McTigue tell? Did she know by the way her husband looked at Miss Harper that he was in love with her?
I remembered the distant look in Mark's eyes during those final days so long ago when we were together. When I knew. It was instinct. I knew he was not thinking about me, and yet I would not believe he was in love with someone else until he finally told me.
"Kay, I'm sorry," he said as we drank Irish coffee for the last time in our favorite bar in Georgetown while tiny flakes of snow spiraled down from gray skies and beautiful couples walked by bundled in winter coats and brightly knitted scarves. "You know I love you, Kay."
"But not the same way I love you," I said, my heart gripped by the worst pain I ever remember feeling.
He looked down at the table. "I never intended to hurt you."
"Of course you didn't."
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."
I knew he was. He really and truly was. And it didn't change a goddamn thing.
I never knew her name because I did not want to know it, and she was not the woman he said he had later married. Janet, who had died. But then, maybe that was a lie, too.
"… he had quite a temper."
"Who did?" I asked, my eyes focusing on Mrs. McTigue again.
"Mr. Harper," she replied, and she was beginning to look very tired. "He was so irritable about his luggage. Fortunately, it came in on the very next flight." She paused. "Goodness. That seems so long ago, and it really wasn't that long ago a'tall."
"What about Beryl?" I asked. "What do you remember about her that night?"
"All of them gone, now."
Her hands went still in her lap as she faced that dark, empty mirror. Everyone was dead but her, the guests from that cherished and frightful dinner party, ghosts.
"We are talking about them, Mrs. McTigue. They are still with us."
"I 'spect that's so," she said, her eyes bright with tears. "We need their help and they need ours."
She nodded. "Tell me about that night," I said again. "About Beryl."
"She was very quiet. I remember her watching the fire."
"What else?"
"Something happened."
"What? What happened, Mrs. McTigue?"
"She and Mr. Harper seemed to be unhappy with each other," she said.
"Why? Did they have an argument?"
"It was after the boy delivered the luggage. Mr. Harper opened one of the bags and pulled out an envelope that had papers in it. I don't really know. But he was drinking too much."
"Then what happened?"
"He exchanged some rather harsh words with his sister and Beryl. Then he took the papers and just flung them into the fire. He said, That's what I think of that! Trash, trash!' Or words to that effect."
"Do you know what it was he burned? A contract, perhaps?"
"I don't think so," she replied, staring off. "I remember getting the impression it was something Beryl had written. They looked like typed pages, and his anger seemed directed at her."
The autobiography she was writing, I thought. Or perhaps it was an outline that Miss Harper, Beryl, and Sparacino had discussed in New York with an increasingly enraged and out-of-control Gary Harper.
"Joe intervened," she said, lacing her misshapen fingers together, holding in her pain.
"What did he do?"
"He drove her home," she said. "He drove Beryl Madison home."
She stopped, staring at me in abject fear. "It's why it happened. I know it."
"It's why what happened?" I asked.
"It's why they're dead," she said. "I know it. I had this feeling at the time. It was such a frightful feeling."
"Describe it to me. Can you describe it?"
"It's why they're dead," she repeated. '"There was so much hate in the room that night."
13
Valhalla Hospital was situated on a rise in the genteel world of Albemarle County, where my faculty ties with the University of Virginia brought me periodically throughout the year. Though I had often noticed the formidable brick edifice rising from a distant foothill visible from the Interstate, I had never visited the hospital for either personal or professional reasons.
Once a grand hotel frequented by the wealthy and well-known, it went bankrupt during the depression and was bought by three brothers who were psychiatrists. They systematically set about to turn Valhalla into a Freudian factory, a rich man's psychiatric resort where families with means could tuck away their genetic inconveniences and embarrassments, their senile elders and poorly programmed kids.
It didn't really surprise me that Al Hunt had been farmed out here as a teenager. What did surprise me was that his psychiatrist seemed so reluctant to discuss him. Beneath Dr. Warner Masterson's professional cordiality was a bedrock of secrecy hard enough to break the drill bits of the most tenacious inquisitors. I knew he did not want to talk to me. He knew he had no choice.
Parking in the gravel lot designated for visitors, I went into a lobby of Victorian furnishings, Oriental rugs, and heavy draperies with ornate cornices well along their way to being threadbare. I was about to announce myself to the receptionist when I heard someone behind me speak.