‘But you beat him!’
Oh no I didn’t, reflected Natalia. Charlie Muffin had fooled her, totally, like he’d fooled a lot of much higher officials in the KGB. And brought them down with his redefection. At least he hadn’t abandoned her there. She’d actually emerged from the deception with her reputation enhanced sufficiently for the transfer to her present position to have been virtually automatic. ‘Yes. I beat him.’
‘We could put him under surveillance,’ offered Popov.
Charlie would detect it in a moment, Natalia knew. ‘His being here is a Foreign Ministry decision, not ours. Any embarrassment will be theirs, not ours. Let’s just see how it develops.’
‘You sure you don’t want to be involved in seeing him, to give him a very obvious reminder that we know who he is?’
‘Absolutely positive.’
Popov appeared about to continue the discussion, but abruptly said instead, ‘Shall I see you tonight?’
‘Not tonight.’ The rejection was too quick as well as being unfair to him again. Like the thought that followed was unfair although bizarrely fitting: instead of refusing to spend any time with him that night Natalia would have liked to have Aleksai with her, her closest friend and confidant, someone with whom she could have talked everything through and let him know – too late though it was ever now going to be for him to know – who or what Charlie Muffin really was, to her. Why, oh why, had the bloody man reappeared?
‘I’ve got things to do for the next few nights,’ he warned.
‘The weekend, then.’
‘If the weather’s good we could take Sasha on a river trip?’ suggested Popov.
‘She’d like that.’
‘Tell her I love her.’
‘Tell her yourself at the weekend.’
The parting conversation unsettled Natalia even more, piling complication upon complication. She was with Aleksai Semenovich now, in every way and in every respect apart from their not being officially married or actually living together permanently. What had happened with Charlie Muffin had happened way in the past. Which was where it belonged: in the past. He had no right to come back like this, upsetting everything and everyone! Upsetting her, confusing her most of all. No right to… to what? To Sasha? she thought, her reflection ricocheting off at a wild tangent. Sasha was hers. Not Aleksai’s or Charlie’s or anybody else’s. Just hers. Charlie wasn’t even registered as the father: Natalia had used her past KGB influence and importance to pass off Sasha’s father as her loutish, whoring, long-abandoning husband whose cirrhosis-induced death had only just conveniently covered the timing of the pregnancy and the baby’s birth, which was the only useful act the man had ever done for her in their ten years of totally neglectful and sometimes brutalizing marriage. And even then he’d been unaware of doing it.
But it did mean Charlie Muffin had no legally provable right to Sasha: no right to anything. It was insane for him to imagine he could connive an unannounced return like this, as he clearly had connived it, and expect her still to be patiently waiting. As insane as it was for her to try to rationalize it, as she had been trying to do.
There was no reason or necessity why she should ever meet him; she’d already determined that. No reason or necessity, either, why she shouldn’t meet him, if a confrontational situation arose. She was sure she could handle it. Publicly? she asked herself at once. She wasn’t sure about publicly, in front of other people, an audience. Aleksai particularly. Privately, then? She wasn’t sure about that, either. In a lot of ways she was more unsure about encountering him privately than publicly. Maybe it was best if she avoided him altogether. Why, Charlie? she thought, despairingly. Why the fuck did you have to come back and ruin everything?
It was Charlie who’d taught her to swear, like he’d taught her many other things, and she remembered every one of them.
The Lesnaya apartment was far grander than Charlie had imagined it would be. He actually came close to being overwhelmed by it in the first few minutes after following Thomas Bowyer into the airstrip-sized entrance lobby and accepted at once he’d upset a lot of people at the embassy even before he got there. The living room was more of a reception salon, dominated by a huge Venetian mirror over an ornately carved mantelpiece, the cavorting cherub motif continued in the bas-relief of the corniced and moulded ceiling. His entire Vauxhall flat could have fitted into the main bedroom, with room to spare for dancing girls to give the cherubs a rest. As it was the three cardboard boxes containing his pitifully meagre possessions sat at the bottom of the canopied bed like mouse droppings. Major error, conceded Charlie: a posh place to live and a victory over the parsimonious Gerald Williams, but where he really had to live and work from now on was the embassy and by getting this apartment he’d built a resentment barrier he hadn’t needed to erect.
‘Good enough?’ demanded Bowyer, the eyebrow lift confirming Charlie’s apprehension.
‘More than good enough.’ Deciding on the need to make friends even with someone who’d probably report back to London before the end of the day, Charlie dumped his suitcases unopened and held up invitingly the Heathrow duty-free scotch, Macallan. He hadn’t been able to get his preferred Islay single malt at London airport.
‘Wonderful,’ accepted the Scots station chief.
Charlie didn’t believe the tumblers he found in the kitchen were crystal but they certainly looked like cut glass. He served it neat, knowing to add water or to attempt to find ice would offend Bowyer.
‘Death to the enemy, whoever they are,’ toasted Charlie, looking directly at the other man.
‘May they show themselves quickly,’ accepted Bowyer.
‘Would you like a cigarette?’ offered Charlie, continuing his role of host. ‘I don’t smoke but I brought some Marlboro in because I guess I’ll need them.’
Bowyer frowned. ‘Why, if you don’t smoke?’
Charlie felt a burn of embarrassment. ‘When I was here before, to hold up a packet of Marlboro was the guaranteed way to get a taxi.’
Bowyer held back the smirk, but only just. ‘I’ve heard about it. It’s one of the legends. You have been away a long time, haven’t you?’
Charlie decided that whatever Bowyer told London he’d include that, just to make him look a prick. Which he had been, trying too hard to show how smart he was. Not an auspicious beginning, he decided.
John Fenby frowned across his desk at the head of his Scientific Division. ‘She’s a woman!’
The scientific head, Wilbur Benning, ached to remind the Director that females usually were. Instead he said, ‘Hillary Jamieson is one of the most outstanding young physicists I’ve ever encountered. Frankly I’m surprised she’s with us: she could take any one of a dozen jobs paying four times as much as she’s getting at her current grade.’
‘So why isn’t she?’ demanded Fenby, an unshakeable believer in conspiracy theories.
‘No one knows why Hillary Jamieson does anything,’ said Benning. ‘She’s a free spirit, doing whatever she wants to do because she knows she’s too damned clever ever to have to worry about anything.’
‘But is she a threat?’
You prick, thought the scientist. ‘To what?’
Fenby, whose fears were kept chilled by the Cold War, blinked. ‘Any operation she might be involved in.’
Benning was enjoying himself, building up stories to tell in the bar later. The frown was exaggerated, further to unsettle the Director. ‘She’s a headquarters-based scientist, not a field operative.’
Defeated, Fenby said lamely, ‘But is she good?’
‘There’s no one better.’