“Brazen,” she said, “I’m not going to be here.”
He framed the denial, but he was a Wizard, and you did not become a Wizard of Messaline by denying hard truth. She saw him choose to nod and accept what she had said. All there is or will ever be, she thought. It won’t be so long until it’s you bidding the next generation farewell. This is your student, not mine.
Yes, that was it. She rubbed aching hands and said it. “This is your student, not mine. I’ve done my raising up a Wizard. I’ve given my heir to the world. Emeraude is yours.”
His eyebrows rose. “A crippled feral who cannot speak?”
“The son of the man who betrayed me?”
“Ouch,” he said, elaborately. “No son by any means but blood, I assure you. I would be my mother’s child if I could be anything, though I never knew her.”
Bijou smiled, both because she saw the pang as he experienced it, and because she missed his mother as well. “I forgive you. But the child is yours. When the time comes for an heir, Brazen, we take what the gods provide. There are no coincidences in the city of jackals.”
“Which brings us back to Kaulas, and what he wants from us.”
“Oh, that’s obvious,” Bijou said. She bent the prongs down over the final stone, and nudged it to see if it rattled. The cement had set; she thought it would stand up even to a child’s antics.
“Obvious?” Brazen rose from the low sling chair he had been occupying, and came to stand beside her. Towering over her, honestly, but head bowed and curiously diffident. Of course he had brought her the hurt thing he found, she thought, with a roll of affection. He would think she could fix anything.
It would break her heart to disabuse him.
“Emeraude!” Bijou called, tipping her head away from the Enchanter at her shoulder. He was taller, and her voice was feeble with age, but it was still impolite to shout in someone’s ear.
“What’s obvious, Bijou?”
The patter of bare feet heralded the child’s arrival at a lunge. Its face and hand were smeared with the composted and irrigated earth of the garden. Bijou decided she would be just as happy not to know what it had found to eat.
Her own jackal years might be too far behind her after all.
The child skittered to a halt beside her and dropped to a crouch at her feet. Both submissive, and out of easy reach for an old woman. Oh, yes, the little thing was cunning.
“What he’s always wanted,” she said. “Our attention. Kaulas wants us to come to him,” she said. “He’s baiting us along his trail of crumbs. I’m sure puss-moth is not the only venom he has to induce necrosis, but moths are sacred to Kaalha, and the lady of moths is the goddess I follow, as much as I follow any goddess at all. He knows that; he knows she brought me safe across the desert. So he sends you a child as a message to me, which tells me both that he means to exploit our relationship with each other, and that he hasn’t forgiven either you or I for walking away from him.”
Brazen wore an expression she knew of old, a line between the brows, one corner of his mouth curled up into the sandy fringe of his moustache. It boded ill for whoever had put it there. “So do we give the old bastard what he wants?”
“Oh, I think if he wants us that badly, he can come to us,” Bijou said. She clucked to the child. “Come, stand up, Emeraude. I have a pretty toy for you to try.”
Four
It clicks. Over and over, with every tiny movement, every breath, every shift of weight. It’s a working hand, with working fingers, no heavier than the real dead arm it replaces, deft and quick. All the cub can think of is the fingers. The fingers that move, quick and fluid, that grasp whatever the cub wishes grasped, that grab and turn and rotate from the wrist to take hold anywhere.
It’s a hand.
And the old creature has given it to the cub.
There’s no mistake about the gift; the cub knows diffidence, the sidelong glances that one offers to see if the present has been accepted. If the alliance has been forged. I offer you something of value to show you that I will sacrifice to make you part of my pack. You bring value; I offer value to acknowledge that. We will be a team.
It knows from the brothers-and-sisters how this works, how the offer of a gift leads to cooperation and shared labor. The food wasn’t a gift, not in the same way. The food was charity.
But the old creature is shy about the arm, and that means it’s an offering.
It clicks. It sparkles. It rattles. Very faintly, but too much noise to hunt with. Which means the old creature does not think the cub will need to hunt, because the old creature is clever and would have thought of that. And so many of the old creature’s pack are decorated, noisy, strung with sparkles, ringing with bells.
They are a strong pack. They do not skulk; they parade like lions, like returning warriors.
The cub wants to be a part of this pack. It sits at the old creature’s feet as the old creature and the pale-streaked creature talk, and it holds the arm to its chest and rocks on its haunches. Its eyes sting.
Every so often the old creature reaches down to stroke the cub’s hair and ears. The other cubs never had weak eyes that watered in pain, or in pleasure. Only this cub. The cub won’t whimper, but the tears leak down its cheeks in slow parades.
It could have a place in this pack.
It has a place in this pack.
But it has a pack already, and the brothers-and-sisters are somewhere out there.
There is only one solution that the cub can determine. And so, that night, when the old creature snores heavily in its warm, draped alcove, the cub eases from its bed, slides the warm covers taut as the old creature has showed it, and slowly, with great care for silence, pulls the pin with its left hand, removes the new arm from its stump, and lays it out across the bed.
There. No-one would leave such a gift behind if they did not intend to return for it. It’s a cache, and a cache in the territory of the cub’s new pack. The old creature and the bone creatures will know that the cub is not going far, and that it will be back soon to rejoin them.
Overhead, the slow rattle of the slow-creature’s claws among the rafters is the only sound. Even the crab-artifices and the brooch-spiders make no sound in the midnight and chill, though they leave dark tracks stirred through the dew on the floors. As the cub passes toward the side door, the enormous bone-creature with the snake on its face reaches out and strokes the cub’s hair.
The cub slips into the side garden, and from there, over the wall.
Bijou woke naturally, a little after sunrise, that small habit already grown foreign. For a moment she stretched, wondering why the child had not arrived to burrow her out from under the covers, demanding breakfast like a cat. Then, painfully, with Lucy’s assistance, she commenced the elaborate feat of rising from her bed.
The chill morning had dewed the loft, but early heat was already drying the stones. Still, enough water remained that Bijou’s feet and robes smeared a trail behind her. When she pushed the drapes aside and stepped from her sleeping alcove, she noticed at once a similar trail left by the child.
And the inexpertly-made bed, and the object glittering upon it.
Leaning on her cane, hips and knees grinding with morning stiffness that lasted into the evening now, Bijou hobbled towards the hearth and the child’s bed. The arm lay across the covers at a perfect right-angle to the bedstead, precise as if measured. Hawti hulked in the shadows by the fire where the gray morning light did not yet reach, bone and metal limned dying red by the faint glow of banked coals. It seemed impossible that such a vast creature could huddle into such a miserable small bundle.