Chase stood up, waiting for his opponent to rise. Jessie wanted to scream at him to take the advantage while Black Bear Hunter was still down, but she couldn’t make a sound. The moment the Indian was on his feet, Chase slammed his fist with the knife in it into his belly. Black Bear Hunter doubled over, his feet leaving the ground from the force of the blow.
The crowd was silent. Jessie felt her stomach turn over. Chase had won, but she had begged him not to win that way. And he wasn’t finished yet! His anger drove him to strike Black Bear Hunter again, slamming his other fist into his face, laying the man out cold on the ground.
Then Chase was calmly cutting the sash with his knife. But there was no blood on the sash... or on the blade. Her eyes flew to Black Bear Hunter. There was no blood on him anyplace! Chase had turned the blade away before punching him!
She wanted to laugh. And she nearly did when, at that moment, Chase let out a roaring victory cry and the crowd echoed him. Those who had bet on Chase rushed to congratulate him.
“He did well,” Little Hawk admitted.
It was all Jessie could do not to grin. “Yes, he did,” she said solemnly.
She didn’t know why she was so pleased. Was it only because Chase had vanquished Black Bear Hunter without hurting him?
“Jessie!” Chase was calling her cheerfully. “Get your gear, lady, we’re going home!”
Jessie stiffened. “I’m not leaving with you,” she said.
“But I’m not leaving without you,” he answered firmly, reaching her side and standing there, unmoving.
“You’d better go,” Jessie said uneasily. He looked so determined.
“If you don’t come along with me agreeably, I’m going to pick you up and carry you out of here,” Chase announced.
“They’ll kill you!”
“Then my death will be on your conscience, won’t it?”
They both knew she had no choice. She stared at him, wide-eyed, and fumed. “Damn you, I’ll get even with you for this, Chase Summers. You see if I don’t!”
Chase grinned as he watched her stomp off to the other side of the camp. He turned to fetch his gear and Goldenrod, but he had to pass by Jessie’s two champions. He was in too good a mood to feel intimidated. He stopped for a second, smiling agreeably. “Looks like she’ll be coming home with me, fellows. You see, her mother sent me to get her. She may have put up a fuss about it, but she always makes a fuss about something or other, doesn’t she?”
He nodded to them politely, then kept on going. White Thunder had to restrain Little Hawk from going after him. Chase chuckled to himself, knowing damned well what was happening behind him without having to look. He didn’t care. Damn, he felt good!
Chapter 19
THEY were only three hours on the trail when Little Hawk caught up with them. Jessie heard him calling to her and stopped. Then Chase heard the name being called and grabbed Jessie’s reins. Little Hawk stopped, watching them.
“So you’re Looks Like Woman?” Chase said.
“The Indians call me Looks Like Woman,” she said flatly.
“Your friend said the Sioux was there because of you. Is that true?”
“Yes. He never left the ranch area, and followed me to the village. He’s asked me to be his wife.”
Chase stared at her for a few moments, then said, “So he did attack me that day because I kissed you?”
“Yes, I suppose he did. But I didn’t know that at the time.”
Chase laughed derisively. “But that’s ridiculous, him wanting to marry you.”
“Why ridiculous?” she said in a deadly voice.
“He’s an Indian, for God’s sake!”
“My closest friend is an Indian,” she said smoothly. “I’ve been visiting him and his people for eight years. I know their culture as well as I do my own. You think I can’t be happy married to an Indian? Well, let me tell you something, Summers. The only place I’ve found any happiness these last ten years was with White Thunder and his family. So don’t tell me his being an Indian should have anything to do with my decision.”
Chase was left speechless. Little Hawk was watching them, and he could feel it. “What did you tell him?”
“That, Chase Summers, is none of your business,” Jessie said, yanking her reins away from him. Turning around, she rode straight for Little Hawk.
They didn’t say anything at first, just stared at each other, Little Hawk searching her eyes, Jessie wishing they were alone.
At last Little Hawk said, “I did not mean to let you go without speaking to you, but I was angry.”
“I’m sorry.”
“It was not you who caused my anger, but that one. He upsets you.”
“Do not trouble yourself about him. He’s just a stubborn cuss who does my mother’s bidding.”
“I do not like it that you ride alone with him. I will ride with you.”
“No.” She shook her head emphatically. “And have you two battling? No.”
“If he touches you—”
“Stop it,” she said quickly.
“I can handle that one. I’m armed again, see?” She patted her gun before she added gently, “You have got to stop concerning yourself with me. I will not marry you, Little Hawk, and I will not change my mind about it. So go home to your wife.”
He avoided replying to that, asking instead, “You will come again to White Thunder’s camp?”
She frowned at him. “You mustn’t look for me.”
“Looks Like Woman—”
“Oh, please, don’t make this so difficult,” she pleaded. “We are not fated to be together. I know it. Ask your medicine man, he will tell you. Do not look for me. My spirit cannot meet yours with ease. You understand, Little Hawk? You are too... too much for me.”
She turned away then, riding back to Chase. She looked back once to see Little Hawk sitting there, watching her, his expression unreadable. How it hurt her to say those things to him. But it wasn’t to be, and she’d had to stop him from hurting himself more.
She passed Chase without a word, galloping steadily. She didn’t see the two men staring at each other for a long time before they simultaneously turned away, Little Hawk to the north, Chase to follow her.
She could feel Chase’s eyes on her from time to time as they crossed the plains. It was beautiful country.
The Big Horn Mountains were directly west, joining many other ranges stretching across the land to form the Rocky Mountains. The Black Hills were to the east. Even the rolling grassland that seemed infinite was beautiful. Trees along creek beds were bursting with brilliant autumn leaves. A slow-moving herd of buffalo seemed from a distance like great-backed turtles.
Jessie knew this land and loved it. She loved the ranch, too. She had nothing else, really. She certainly didn’t want to live anywhere else. Yet she felt she had reached an impasse in her life. She felt changed, but without a new direction. She felt she needed something, only she didn’t know what that something was.
They didn’t stop that day, except to water the horses. It was late when they finally came to the creek where Jessie meant to camp. The sun had set, and the moon had yet to rise, but she knew just where to find firewood. She got a fire started before Chase had even unsaddled his horse.
With Jessie leading the way home, Chase had no recourse but to let her make the decisions. He wouldn’t have thought of asking her to stop sooner. He was drawing on his last reserves, however. The fight with Black Bear Hunter had been a hard contest. Still, he kept silent.
His cuts were bleeding again. An Indian woman had put salve on them and bandaged him while he was waiting for Jessie that morning, but the cut on his side was bleeding through his shirt and needed tending.
He was too tired even to do that. If he could just get his horse rubbed down ...