“What’s so amusing?” Khol’s voice cut into my inner musings.
I couldn’t help the smile that spread across my face. “Nothing that you would appreciate.” Nope, he definitely wouldn’t be appreciating any time soon what had just been tickling my funny bone.
“Why don’t you try me?” Khol said with a glint of amusement in his eyes.
I eyed him suspiciously. Sometimes I swore that he could read my mind and he just wasn’t telling me. But then again, what would he find amusing about what I had just been thinking? Unless he was under the testosterone driven impression I was deluding myself and that I needed him and Bryn. Or did he find me amusing like you find your new kitten when she tries to puff up and act all intimidating but all she manages to be is super cute? “No, I don’t think I will,” I snapped with annoyance.
Khol’s glint of amusement spread into a full smile that threatened to blind me. “Have it your way, kitten.”
Ugh . . . how was he getting under my skin so easily? Did he just read my mind, or did he just get the kitten thing from my emotions? I narrowed my eyes at him. “Why don’t you just leave me alone?” I ground out through clenched teeth.
Khol’s face drew into serious lines, signaling the subject was closed as far as he was concerned. “It’s time.”
“Oh.” My mind was reeling. “What should I bring with me? Anything specific? Why didn’t I think to ask you before?” A jolt of adrenaline coursing through my system made me start to pace the small space in my room.
“You have nothing to worry about, my little Seer. We shouldn’t be gone long.” Khol took my hand in his and tugged me toward the door. The fact that he was taking every opportunity to touch me since the bond with Bryn had been broken wasn’t going unnoticed. I hated that his touches comforted and excited me, making me crave more from him. More . . . that word had come back to haunt me tenfold in the past year. But I wouldn’t cave, and I wouldn’t let myself need a man’s touch ever again. And yet . . . damn I certainly wanted it right now.
I trudged along after Khol, mentally chastising myself the entire way until I found us standing in a clearing out in the woods where Bryn, Jeremy, Jenna, and Macon stood waiting for us. I drank in the sight of Bryn greedily, and noticed his eyes flare dragon blue when his gaze snagged on Khol’s and my intertwined hands. I automatically tried to tug my hand free, but Khol tightened his grip possessively. It was then the two of them locked eyes in a very male way. So that was going to be the way of it? So much for their agreed truce until we found out who the father of my child was. Or maybe the truce was keeping them from actual physical blows like it had come down to in the past. But I wasn’t going to let myself get caught up in any of it again. I would stick to my plan and let fate decide my course of action. Until then it was hands off for both of them.
“You’re not all going with us now, are you?” I asked as I finally freed my hand from Khol’s grasp, causing his lips to turn down slightly at the corners, and Bryn’s to tip up. Ugh . . . men.
“No.” Jenna’s lip stuck out in a demonstrative pout. “Khol says it might draw too much attention to you if we all go. As if the two of them aren’t going to draw plenty of stares.” She waved her hands first in Bryn’s direction and then Khol’s.
I laughed. She kind of had a point. Both Bryn and Khol, even if they looked nothing alike, shared the drop dead gorgeous gene. “So why are you all here then?”
Jeremy cleared his throat. “I need to open the Gate for you guys.”
My eyebrows shot up in surprise at his words. I hadn’t been aware that we were going to be doing any traveling of that kind. Khol had simply explained to me that the Queen would let us know through some kind of sign when we would begin our journey. Khol had also informed me that I needed to be ready to go at anytime, to which I hadn’t been as evidenced by my lack of being packed status. He said that in the old days, the days when the Dragon Queen had reined supreme, that was how it had been done. If she wished to see me then it only made sense that we would follow suit because that’s what she would be expecting. I had been under the impression we would receive the sign, or rather, Khol would since he knew what to look for, and we’d simply travel to wherever she had deigned it appropriate for us to meet with her. Although Khol had alluded to the possibility it could be a bit more complicated than that, I had chosen to oversimplify the situation, it seemed. Maybe we would be searching for her after all. My stomach dropped into my feet. Why did this whole thing suddenly have the feel of some kind of quest from the days of yore? I just wasn’t the quest kind of girl. I had a feeling it would be bad for my complexion.
“So where are you opening the Gate to?” I asked hesitantly, not sure if I really wanted to know. As if I wouldn’t know shortly anyways.
“Well, I’m just kind of opening it,” Jeremy said with a note of confusion in his voice.
Khol stepped forward and captured my gaze with his. “She will bring us to where we are supposed to be. We must trust in her . . . in the dragon ways.”
“You’ve got to be kidding me!” Jenna exclaimed. “You guys can’t just step into a Gate without any sense of where you’re going! You guys could—”
“Get lost,” I finished her sentence for her and gulped while still maintaining eye contact with Khol. His green eyes were imploring me to trust him, but that wasn’t the problem; I did trust him, just not some Dragon Queen who I had never met. “I know. But I trust Khol. He wouldn’t let anything happen to me or . . .” My voice trailed off as I raised my hand to my stomach. “Or my baby.” I finished up knowing that I didn’t exactly sound as confident as I had hoped I would.
“P.J., you can’t go.” Jenna stared at me with an intensity that seemed to say she was under the impression she had suddenly become a Jedi and could will me not to go with her mind alone.
I thought about refusing to go, but I had too many questions and the Queen seemed to hold all the answers. “I have to.” I had no other choice, just like with a lot of other things in my life.
Khol took my left hand in his and stepped forward with me in tow, while Bryn grasped my right hand tightly in his and followed along with us. I suddenly felt overheated touching both Khol and Bryn at the same time, and my overly hormonal addled brain conjured up images of the three of us together in a much different scene. One that I pushed away as quickly as it sprang to life because it wasn’t actually something I would ever consider in reality. But the effects of my momentary fantasy still had me wishing for a cold shower and a little bit of space from the two men at my side. How was I ever going to get through this with them?
“Begin,” Khol commanded to Jeremy in a tone that was meant to halt any more protests from Jenna. Too bad Jenna didn’t get the memo.
“Jeremy, don’t,” Jenna snapped, before whipping her head around to plead with Macon next. “Macon, please, don’t let him take her into the Gate like that.”
Macon smiled tightly at her and then glanced up at a very annoyed looking Khol. “It’s the way of the dragon,” he said flatly. “Something that I don’t expect you to understand.” His tone held an undercurrent of emotion that pointed at a double meaning to his words. Uh-oh, had Jenna been voicing her discontent about the mating situation to him like she had been with me earlier this week?
Jenna’s face flushed with anger. Not a good sign. “Not everything is about the way of the dragon. Everything can’t be explained away using that stupid excuse.”