“What about Svetlana?” Mrs. Avery sniffed and dabbed at her nose with her hankie. “Do you think Bradley and Svetlana were killed by the same person?”
“It’s very probable. They were killed by the same gun.”
Mrs. Avery snapped to attention. “The same gun? If they were killed by the same person, how do you explain that my poor son was dumped in the bay and Svetlana wasn’t?”
“I can only guess that Brad’s murder was premeditated, planned, and that Svetlana may have been killed in desperation. Not enough time or opportunity to dispose of her body.”
“Do you think this woman, Kiku, is strong enough to discard my Bradley. .” Her voice gave out, and she shook her head back and forth with her eyes closed.
“No. I don’t.”
Not unless someone helped her, someone like George.
A tear slipped down Mrs. Avery’s face. I bit my tongue, suppressing my newly acquired maternal instinct to comfort her. Mrs. Avery delicately wiped her cheeks with the lace hankie. I swallowed the last of my omelet and sighed.
After leaving the Olympic Club, I made my way directly home. I glanced at my watch. I was a little late, but not by much. Still plenty of time for Jim to get to his meeting with his former client.
He greeted me at the door carrying Laurie and looking frantic. Laurie’s red face was howling up at him, her little fists waving about.
“Thank God you’re here. She won’t stop crying!”
I pulled her into my arms. She immediately stopped.
“Must be nice to be the favorite,” Jim said.
“Not the favorite. Just the mommy. You said she only slept when I was gone!”
Jim threw his arms up in despair. “That was last time.”
“Did you change her diaper?”
“Yeah.”
“Did you feed her?”
“I tried. No go.”
“What about the pacifier?”
“She threw it at me!” He collapsed onto his favorite easy chair. “I’ve tried everything!”
“Did you try the baby carrier?” I pointed to the contraption that was slung on the couch in the exact location I had left it yesterday.
“I don’t even know how to put that thing on.”
“I showed you how to put it on.”
“I don’t remember.”
“You don’t remember or you weren’t listening?”
Jim shrugged. “It’s hard to think fast under all the pressure.”
“Pressure?”
“The crying.”
I laughed. “She’s a baby.”
“I know. A crybaby. Except when Mommy’s around.”
I showed him for the umpteenth time how to put the baby carrier on. I must admit with the millions of snaps, straps, and hooks, it’s not the easiest process in the world to remember, but after you’ve done it a few times, it becomes second nature.
Jim put the carrier on, picked up Laurie, and snuggled her into it. She instantly laid her head against his heart. Within moments of Jim pacing back and forth, Laurie was asleep.
“Aw,” Jim said, “feels nice.”
“To hold her?”
“Yeah. When she’s quiet.”
I filled him in on my brunch at the country club. “And guess what?” Jim watched me expectantly. “I gave her my bill. The retainer, plus all my time so far at two hundred bones an hour. She didn’t balk at all.”
Jim leaned in and kissed me. “I’m very proud of you, honey.” He headed toward our bedroom.
I followed. “I’ll be proud when I figure out who did it.”
“Oh. Your mom called. Said her new boyfriend, Hank, told her that if someone’s been drinking, then as little as five pills of diaze. . something or other-”
“Diazepam?”
“Yeah. That’s it. Five pills could bump someone off.” He placed Laurie in her bassinet and began to select a suit. “Do you know what that means?”
I felt a dull pain at the base of my neck. “Unfortunately, yes. It means Kiku had enough pills to kill Michelle.”
Jim pulled on tan slacks and a white dress shirt. “Honey, if you discover who the murderer is and it turns out it’s not the person you wanted it to be, you still have an obligation to tell Mrs. Avery.”
“But Kiku’s going to have a baby, and if she’s in jail. .” I stopped myself short, suddenly emotional.
Jim hugged me. “You can’t stress yourself out about that. You have to be realistic. If she’s a murderer, then, obviously, she wouldn’t be a fit mother.”
He released me and studied my face.
“But I really like Kiku. She’s so nice. And it may turn out that Michelle committed suicide. Besides, Mrs. Avery only hired me-”
“Kate! You’re not that naïve. You have to be honest. With yourself and the authorities.”
“I know. I know. You’re right. I think the murders are linked, but I don’t think Kiku had a motive to kill Brad.”
“If Michelle was murdered, what would have been Kiku’s motive?” From the closet, Jim pulled out a gorgeous green tie with burgundy flecks. “This one okay?”
I nodded. “At one point, when I heard George was going over to Michelle’s at night and all, I thought they might be having an affair. Maybe Kiku thought the same thing. If she killed Brad, too, then she would have needed-”
Jim tightened his tie. “An accomplice?”
I nodded my agreement.
Jim pulled on a sports coat. “You can’t expect a pregnant woman to get rid of a body, can you?”
“I don’t want George to be responsible.”
Jim gave a sour laugh. “I’ve been wanting him to be responsible his whole life.”
“I meant. .”
Jim’s face softened. “Whoever is responsible for these crimes needs to be held accountable.” He checked his hair in the mirror. “Regardless of his or her relationship to us. You need to do what’s right, Kate.”
I pressed my cheek against his. “You look incredibly sexy,” I whispered.
Jim wrapped his hands around my shoulders and pulled me close, kissing me deeply. I kissed him back as I undid his tie.
•CHAPTER TWENTY•
The next morning at 5 A.M., I could hear Laurie shifting in her bassinet. I knew she’d be hungry soon.
I poked Jim. “Can you feed Laurie?”
He unglued one eye and looked at me. “How can I do that? I don’t have any boobs.”
“Mom bought us some formula bottles. They’re in the pantry. Can you give her one?”
“I thought you didn’t want to give her any formula.”
“Please just give her one,” I said.
“Yeah, yeah. . sure,” he mumbled. He got up and returned with the formula. “What am I supposed to do with this?”
Laurie had begun to fuss.
“Jim, I’m exhausted. Can you please figure it out?”
Somehow, he managed to grasp that the only thing necessary was to uncap the premade formula and screw the nipple onto the bottle.
He picked Laurie up and placed her between us. She immediately started rooting at me and wailing even louder. As soon as Jim put the bottle in her mouth, she quieted down.
Hmmm? She was drinking the formula! That seemed kind of easy.
Why was I going through the pain and exhaustion of breastfeeding?
Then I remembered all the benefits. The uterus shrinking, immunization for Laurie, vitamins, blah-blah, all the things they had told me at the hospital.
Not to mention the extra five hundred calories a day I was supposedly burning.
I pulled the blankets up, feeling literally drained. I still needed to build up a supply of breast milk for Laurie, for my return to work. If she was drinking formula, this was the perfect opportunity to get up and use the pump.