Colin left his corner and stood before Morwenna, fumbling beneath the open neck of his shirt. He wore a leather thong around his throat and the silver sign of the mortals’ murdered Christ. He pulled the thong over his head and offered her the cross in his broad palm. “Thank you,” he said simply.
The ache in her throat grew to a lump. She swallowed hard. “You owe me nothing.”
Stubbornly, he held out his hand. “I know what I know.”
She shook her head, aware of Jack watching them. But she could not spurn the young fisherman’s earnest thanks. Nor could she take his offering and send him away empty-handed.
She curled her hand around the cross and traced a spiral in his palm, the sign of the sea. “I will treasure your gift and remember,” she said. “Go in peace over the waters and return in safety to the land.”
His smile almost blinded her with its brilliance.
“Now go back to your sweetheart,” Morwenna told him. “Thank her, if you must thank someone, and hold her tight for the time that has been given to you both.”
He ducked his head in shy acknowledgment and retreated.
“An interesting blessing,” Jack observed quietly.
She shrugged, not daring to look at him for fear he would find the truth in her eyes. “It did not hurt me to say and may do him good to hear. Their lives will be short and hard enough. They should love each other while they can.”
“Excellent advice,” he said.
Finally she met his gaze. What she saw in his eyes made her pulse pound. Not distrust, not suspicion, but warmth and acceptance and desire.
“Oh,” she said with a foolish lurch of heart, “do you think so?”
“Yes.” He stopped and took her hands in his. Warm, steady hands. Strong, human hands. “Marry me, Morwenna.”
Her heart turned over completely and her whole world shifted again. She felt grit in her eyes like sand in an oyster and blinked. A single pearl rolled down her cheek.
She smiled tremulously. “Perhaps we could start with dinner,” she suggested. “You did say you would court me.”
FIVE
“This charade has gone on long enough,” Morgan said.
Her brother stalked the confines of Morwenna’s neat little cottage like a shark trapped by the tide, all sleek power and frustrated energy. “How long has it been now? Four weeks?”
“Three,” Morwenna said defensively.
Three weeks of this odd human process known as courtship. Dinner at Jack’s house, with her hair piled up and a bewildering array of cutlery on the table. Sex at hers, sweaty, sweet, and satisfying. He took her for a ride in his carriage. She took him for walks along the beach. They even sat side by side in the church one Sunday morning while the preacher droned like a drowsy bee and the sun cast colored patterns on the stone floor.
Only three weeks.
Not that the actual number of days mattered except as a measure of her brother’s concern. If Morgan was counting time by human standards, in weeks rather than seasons and centuries, he was worried indeed.
She watched him pace to the cupboard and turn. The once-empty shelves behind him were littered with items she had received since the storm, left at her doorstep or pressed shyly upon her when she walked into town: a pitcher of flowers, a package of candles, a loaf of bread, a shawl. She accepted the villagers’ offerings as she accepted the gifts of the tide and gave them fair weather and good fishing in return.
Yet somehow the trade had become more meaningful than a simple transaction.
She tried to explain. “I have a place here.”
Morgan threw her an impatient look. “Your place is on Sanctuary. Among your own kind. Not with . . . with . . .”
She raised her chin. “His name is Jack.”
“Does he know who you are? What you are?”
She hesitated. She was venturing further and further from who she had been. Once she told Jack the truth, there was no going back. One way or another, their idyll would end. “He does not need to know. He accepts what he sees.”
“Then he is blind. Or stupid.”
“He is not stupid.” She remembered the warm perception in Jack’s serious gaze, the strength of his steady hands. “He loves me.”
Her brother looked down his long, bold nose. “Humans fear what they do not understand. And what they fear, they hate. He is not capable of loving you.”
His words touched her deepest fears. Her brother knew her too well. And yet . . .
“You do not know him,” she said.
Morgan stared at her, baffled, and shook his head. “Say that he loves you. It cannot last. He is mortal. He will die eventually. That is his fate, his nature. And you will go on. That is ours.”
“Unless . . .” She drew a shaky breath, daring at last to speak the possibility burning like a coal in her breast. Knowing her words would hurt and anger Morgan. “He has asked me to marry him.”
If they married, if she lived on land with Jack as a human, she would love as a human. Age as a human. Die as a human.
“Wenna.” Morgan’s voice was shaken. Her throat tightened at his use of her old childhood name. He was her brother, her twin. In their carefree existence, in their careless way, they had always cared for each other. “You would give up immortality? You would give up the sea?”
Yes.
No.
“I do not know.” She bit her lip. “I might.”
“For what? For him?”
Could she give up the sea for Jack?
She admired him: his quiet strength, his bone-deep sense of responsibility, his constant heart. She liked him.
But more, she liked the person she became when she was with him. Someone softer, more open, more aware of others’ emotions, more capable of feeling.
Less alone.
The children of the sea were alive to sensation. With Jack, she felt another part of her stir to life, like a long-dead limb responding to the pricks and tingles of returning circulation.
She sought a way to put her feelings into words, searched for an answer that would satisfy her brother. That would satisfy them both.
“For Jack, yes.” The words came slowly, dragged from the depths of her consciousness, from the bottom of her heart. “And perhaps for . . . love?”
Morgan’s face closed. “We are finfolk. What do we know of love?”
You love me, she thought.
The realization struck like a fishhook into her heart, barbed and unexpected. They never spoke of their bond. It was not their way. But if she turned her back on Morgan and the sea, he might never recover. Would never forgive.
She swallowed past the ache in her throat. “Enough to know how precious love is,” she said quietly. “And how rare.”
“Love does not last, Morwenna.” Her brother’s gaze met hers, golden and implacable. “Nothing lasts forever but the sea.”
The sea shone as smooth as glass. Sunlight poured like honey over the green and gold hills as Jack handed Morwenna into the pony cart and walked around the horse’s head.
She twisted on the seat to regard the basket packed behind her. “A picnic?” Her voice rose with pleasure.
Jack climbed up. Stiffly, because of his leg. “You said I should enjoy life more,” he reminded her.
“And I am delighted you listened,” she responded promptly. “But didn’t you eat off the ground often enough as a soldier?”
He loved the way she laughed at him with her eyes. He picked up the ribbons, clicking his tongue at the pony. “Cook never prepared a basket for me in the Peninsula.”
“Champagne and sweetmeats?”
“Meat pies and lemonade.” He grinned. “I’m a man of basic appetites.”
He had a simple soldier’s desires. For a home, a wife, children. And after years of wandering, he was finally on the road to achieving them all.
These past few weeks with Morwenna he’d felt more at home, more at peace, than ever before in his life. Last night across the dining table at Arden, she had glowed in the light of the candles, her silver gold hair arranged in tousled curls. Like she belonged there, mistress of his heart and of his house. The servants all liked her. The villagers liked her.