Asher held up his hand as if he could push the thought away. "No, no, no! You killed her. You let her die. You let her burn to death. I felt her die, Jean-Claude. I was her master. She was so afraid. To the last she thought you would come save her. I was her master and I know that her last words were your name."
Jean-Claude turned his back on Asher. The other vampire closed the distance between them in two striding steps. He grabbed Jean-Claude's arm and swung him around. The street light showed tears on Jean-Claude's face. He was crying for a woman who had been dead over two hundred years. It was a long time for tears.
"You never told me that before," Jean-Claude said softly.
Asher pushed him away hard enough that he stumbled. "Save your tears, Jean-Claude. You'll need them for yourself and for her. They've promised me my revenge."
Jean-Claude touched the back of his hand to the tears. "You can't kill her. They won't allow that."
Asher smiled, and it was most unpleasant. "I don't want her life, Jean-Claude. I want your pain." He walked around me, circling like a shark. I moved with him and knew he was too close. If he rushed me, I'd never get the gun out in time.
"You've finally given me what I need to hurt you, Jean-Claude. You love someone else at last. Love is never free, Jean-Claude. It is the most expensive emotion we have, and I am going to see that you pay in full." He stood in front of Jean-Claude, hands in fists by his side. He was trembling with the effort not to strike out. Jean-Claude had stopped crying, but I wasn't sure he'd fight back. In that moment I realized he didn't want to hurt Asher. Guilt is a many splendored thing. Problem was, Asher wanted to hurt him.
I stepped between them. I took a step forward. Asher was either going to have to step back or we'd be touching. He stepped back, staring down at me as if I'd just appeared. He'd forgotten me for just a second.
"Love isn't the most expensive emotion, Asher." I said. I took another step forward, and he retreated another step. "Hate is. Because hate will eat you up inside and destroy you, long before it kills you."
"Very philosophical," he said.
"Philosophy's great," I said. "But remember this: don't ever threaten us again. Because if you do, I'll kill you. Because I don't give a fuck about your tortured past. Now, shall we go?"
Asher stared at me for a few heartbeats. "By all means. I cannot wait to introduce you to the council."
He meant it to be ominous, and it was. I didn't want to go and meet the bogeymen of vampirekind, but we were going. One thing I'd learned about master vampires. You can run, but not far enough. You can even hide, but not forever. Eventually, they catch you. And master vampires don't like to be kept waiting.
10
I drove. Asher gave directions. He also hung on the back of the seat. I didn't ask him to buckle up for safety. Jean-Claude sat in the passenger seat next to me, silent, not looking at Asher or me.
"Something's wrong," Jean-Claude said.
I glanced at him. "You mean besides the council coming to town?" He shook his head. "Can't you feel it?"
"I don't feel anything."
"That is the problem." He turned as far as the seat belt would let him and met Asher's eyes. "What is happening to my people?"
Asher sat so his face showed perfectly in the rearview mirror, as if he wanted me to see him. He smiled. His whole face moved when he smiled. The scarred skin had muscles underneath. Everything seemed to work just fine except for the scars. The look on his face was smug, self-satisfied. The kind of joy that cats get from tormenting mice.
"I do not know what is happening to them, but you should. You are -- after all -- Master of the City."
"What's going on, Jean-Claude? What else is wrong?" I asked.
"I should be able to feel my people, ma petite. If I concentrate, it is like ... background noise. I can feel the ebb and flow of them. In extreme duress I can feel their pain, their fear. Now I am concentrating, and it is like a blank wall."
"Balthasar's master has kept you from hearing the cries of your vampires," Asher said.
Jean-Claude's hand lashed out in a blur of speed that was almost magical. He grabbed Asher's coat collar, twisting it into a choking ring. "I-have-done-nothing-wrong. They have no right to harm my people."
Asher didn't try to get away. He just stared at him. "There is an empty seat on the council for the first time in over four thousand years. Whoever empties that seat takes that seat. That is the law of succession."
Jean-Claude released Asher slowly. "I don't want it."
"You shouldn't have killed the Earthmover, then."
"He would have killed us," I said.
"Council's privilege," Asher said.
"That's ridiculous," I said. "You're saying because we didn't roll over and die, we're going to be killed now?"
"No one has come here planning to kill anyone," Asher said. "Believe me, that was my vote, but I was the minority. The council just wants to make sure that Jean-Claude isn't trying to set up his own little council."
Jean-Claude and I both looked at him. I had to swing my attention back to the road before I was ready to stop being astonished.
"You are babbling, Asher," Jean-Claude said.
"Not everyone is happy with the current council's rules. Some say they are old-fashioned."
"People have been saying that for four hundred years," Jean-Claude said.
"Yes, but until now there was no alternative. Some see your refusal of the council seat as a blow for a new order."
"You know why I did not take it."
Asher laughed, a low roll that played along my skin. "Whatever do you mean, Jean-Claude?"
"I am not powerful enough to hold a council seat. The first challenger would sense that and kill me, then they would have my council seat. I would be a stalking-horse."
"Yet you killed a council member. How did you manage that, Jean-Claude?" He leaned on the back of my seat. I could feel him. He picked up a curl of my hair, and I jerked my head away.
"Where the hell are we going? You were supposed to give directions," I said.
"There is no need for directions," Jean-Claude said. "They have taken the Circus."
"What?" I stared at him, and the only thing that kept the Jeep from swerving was luck. "What did you say?"
"Don't you understand yet? The Traveler, Balthasar's master, blocked my powers and the powers of my vampires, and kept them from reaching out to me."
"Your wolves. You should have felt something from your wolves. They're your animal to call," I said.
Jean-Claude turned to Asher. "Only one vampire could have kept my wolves from calling out for help. The Master of Beasts."
Asher rested his chin on the back of my seat. I felt him nod.
"Get off my seat," I said.
He raised his head but didn't really move back.
"They must think me powerful indeed to send two council masters," Jean-Claude said.
Asher made a harsh sound. "Only you, Jean-Claude, would be arrogant enough to believe that two council masters came to this country just for you."
"If not to teach me a lesson, then why are they here?" Jean-Claude asked.
"Our dark queen wished to know how this legality is working for the vampires in the States. We have traveled from Boston to New Orleans to San Francisco. She chose what cities we would visit, and in what order. Our dark queen left St. Louis, and you, for last."
"Why would she do that?" Jean-Claude asked.
"The Queen of Nightmares can do anything she likes," Asher said. "She says go to Boston, we go."