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view: the altar (from which Musk's fire-blackened corpse had

partially fallen); and beyond it, Maytera Marble's naked metal

body, sprawled near a coffin of softwood stained black.

"Those were her final rites," Silk muttered to himself. "Maytera

Rose's last sacrifice. I never knew."

"Yes, sir, I fear they were." The monitor sighed. "I served her for

forty-three years, sir, eight months, and five days. Would you care

to view her as she was in life, sir? Or the last scene it was my

pleasure to display to her? As a species of informal memorial, sir? It

may console your evident grief, sir, if I may be so bold."

Silk shook his head, then thought better of it. "Is some god

prompting you, my son? The Outsider, perhaps?"

"Not that I'm aware of, sir.

"Last Phaesday I encountered a very cooperative monitor," Silk

explained. "He directed me to his mistress's weapons, something

that I wouldn't--in retrospect--have supposed a monitor would

normally do. I have since concluded that he had been ordered to

assist me by the goddess Kypris."

"A credit to us all, sir."

"He would not say so, of course. He had been enjoined to silence.

Show me that scene, the last your mistress saw."

The monitor vanished. Choppy blue water stretched to the

horizon; in the mid-distance, a small fishing boat ran close-hauled

under a lowering sky. A black bird (Silk edged closer) fluttered in

the rigging, and a tall woman, naked or neariy so, stood beside the

helmsman. A movement of her left hand was accompanied by a

faint crimson flash.

Silk stroked his cheek. "Can you repeat the order Maytera Rose

gave you that led you to show her this?"

"Certainly, sir. It was, 'Let's see what that slut Silk foisted on us is

doing now.' I apologize, sir, as I did to my mistress, for the meager

image of the subject. There was no nearer point from which to

display it, and the focal length of the glass through which I viewed it

was at its maximum."

Hearing Silk's approach, Maytera Marble turned away from the

Window and tried to cover herself with her new hands. With averted

eyes, he passed her the habit he had taken from a nail in the wall of

her room, saying, "It doesn't matter, Maytera. Not really."

"I know, Patera. Yet I feel... There, it's on."

He faced her and held out his hand. "Can you stand up?"

"I don't know, Patera. I--I was about to try when you came.

Where is everyone?" Harder than flesh, her fingers took his. He

heaved with all his strength, reawakening the half-healed wounds

left by the beak of the white-headed one.

Maytera Marble stood, almost steadily, and endeavored to shake

the dust from her long, black skirt, murmuring, "Thank you, Patera.

Did you get--? Thank you very much."

He took a deep breath. "I'm afraid you must think I've acted

improperly. I should explain that His Cognizance the Prolocutor

personally authorized me to enter your cenoby to bring you that.

His Cognizance is here; he's in the manse at the moment, I believe."

He waited for her to speak, but she did not.

"Perhaps if you got out of the sun."

She leaned heavily on his arm as he led her through the arched

gateway and the garden to her accustomed seat in the arbor.

In a voice not quite like her own, she said, "There's something I

should tell you. Something I should have told you long ago."

Silk nodded. "There's something I should have told you long ago,

too, Maytera--and something new that I must tell you now. Please

let me go first; I think that will be best."

It seemed she had not heard him. "I bore a child once, Patera. A

son, a baby boy. It was... Oh, very long ago."

"Built a son, you mean. You and your husband."

She shook her head. "Bore him in blood and pain, Patera. Great

Echidna had blinded me to the gods, but it wasn't enough. So I

suffered, and no doubt he suffered, too, poor little mite, though he

had done nothing. We nearly died, both of us."

Silk could only stare at her smooth, metal face.

"And now somebody's dead, upstairs. I can't remember who. It

will come to me in a moment. I dreamt of snakes last night, and I

hate snakes. If I tell you now, I think perhaps I won't have that

dream again."

"I hope not, Maytera," he told her. And then, "Think of something

else, if you can."

"It was... Was not an easy confinement. I was forty, and had

never borne a child. Maytera Betel was our senior then, an excellent

woman. But fat, one of those people who lose nothing when they

fast. She became horribly tired when she fasted, but never thinner."

He nodded, increasingly certain that Maytera Marble was possessed

again, and that he knew who possessed her.

"We pretended I was becoming fat, too. She used to tease me

about it, and our sibs believed her. I'd been such a small woman

before."

Watching carefully for her reaction, Silk said, "I would have

carried you, Maytera, if I could; but I knew you'd be too heavy for

me to lift."

She ignored it. "A few bad people gossiped, but that was all. Then

my time came. The pains were awful. Maytera had arranged for a

woman in the Orilla to care for me. Not a good woman, Maytera

said, but a better friend in time of need than many good women.

She told me she'd delivered children often, and washed her hands,

and washed me, and told me what to do, but it would not come

forth. My son. He wouldn't come into this world, though I pressed

and pressed until I was so tired I thought I must die."

Her hand--he recognized it now as Maytera Rose's--found his.

Hoping it would reassure her, he squeezed it as hard as he could.

"She cut me with a knife from her kitchen that she dipped in

boiling water, and there was blood everywhere. Horrible! Horrible!

A doctor came and cut me again, and there he was, covered with my

blood and dripping. My son. They wanted me to nurse him, but I

wouldn't. I knew that she'd blinded me, Ophidian Echidna had

blinded me to the gods for what I'd done, but I thought that if I

didn't nurse it she might relent and let me see her after all. She

never has."

Silk said, "You don't have to tell me this, Maytera."

"They asked me to name him, and I did. They said they'd find a

family that wanted a child and would take him, and he'd never find

out, but he did, though it must have taken him a long while. He

spoke to Marble, said she must tell me he'd bought it, and his name.

When I heard his name, I knew."

Silk said gently, "It doesn't matter any more, Maytera. That was

long ago, and now the whole city's in revolt, and it no longer

matters. You must rest. Find peace."

"And that is why," Maytera Marble concluded. "Why my son

Bloody bought our manteion and made all this trouble."

The wind wafted smoke from the fig tree to Silk's nose, and he

sneezed.

"May every god bless you, Patera." Her voice sounded normal

again.

"Thank you," he said, and accepted the handkerchief she offered.

"Could you bring me water, do you think? Cool water?"

As sympathetically as he could, he told her, "You can't drink

water, Maytera."

"Please? Just a cup of cool water?"

He hurried to the manse. Today was Hieraxday, after all; no