"… Never knew what I missed until I kissed ya. …
The Ashes of Memory
2
"You never saw her again?" Hannah asked.
Tanaka shrugged, shook his head, blinked. "A little different than the movie version, huh?" he said at last. "All the names were changed. They wrote me out, of course, leaving Rainey as the hero who uncovers it all. The Fleur character was older and she got involved with the reporter, not some ugly joker. And they hinted at the incest angle without ever saying it, but there wasn't any abortion. It was really weird for me, watching Marilyn Monroe … I always liked her, but this was spooky. …"
Hannah took a breath. "Why didn't Lansky ever try it again? If this group of people hated jokers so much, why'd they give up their grand plan?"
Another shrug. "I think the exposure in the paper scared them off. Rainey exposed the insurance scam, so that angle wouldn't work anymore. There wouldn't have been the financial payoff. That plus the murder …"
"Maybe I should talk to Rainey."
"You'll need someone who does seances. He was killed a month later, found with a couple dozen bullet holes in a Jokertown gutter."
"Did the police ever charge Lansky with the murder?"
"You're kidding, right?" Tanaka sniffed. "They arrested two of his goons for it; they did a few years. Lansky was killed in the mid-sixties when he tried to muscle in on the Gambione family's holdings in Cuba."
"So everyone's dead. Doesn't leave me much."
"There's still a few around, but mostly that's right. Waffle never knew anything; besides, he's still just a street punk. Cheetah's not around anymore. Troll's over at the J-Town Clinic, he might talk with you, and Peter Choy, well, he owns this place now. You want to check with him, he'll be in tomorrow."
Hannah shook her head. "Thanks for the information, but I don't think I'll need it." She reached for the recorder, recorded the date and time again, and switched it off. She closed her notebook and put it back in her purse. She got to her feet. She hesitated — c'mon, girl, you'd do it for anyone else after an interview — then held out her hand to Tanaka. When he didn't move right away, she quickly brought the hand back. "Thanks for talking with me," she said. "I appreciate your time."
He stared at her from behind the glasses. "You think this has anything to do with the fire? I'm just curious," he added when she didn't answer. "After all, you came and asked me about the movie."
"I think there are a lot of sick people out there," Hannah replied. "One of them hated jokers enough to want to burn down a church when there were a lot of them inside. I don't need a conspiracy for that. There's nothing similar in Lansky's plot and what happened a couple days ago. The simplest solution is that we have a lone torch, probably a psychotic."
Tanaka blinked. His buck teeth gnawed at the flesh of his lower lip. "Nothing's ever simple in Jokertown," he said.
***
"You talked with him?"
The voice was eager and all too familiar and, once more, behind her. Hannah spun around on the street outside the Four Seas. Quasiman was looking at her expectantly, his head leaning against one shoulder.
Hannah moved quickly back from him, scowling. "Do you have to keep sneaking up on me like that?"
"I'm sorry, Hannah," Quasiman said. The hurt and apology in his voice made Hannah regret her irritation. She told herself it was only because the meeting with Tanaka had been such a waste of time. She wanted nothing but to get off the streets of Jokertown. By now, the lab should have had time to identify the accelerant…. "Did you meet Chop-Chop?"
"Yes, I talked with him.
"Then you know." Quasiman sounded relieved, as if he'd expected Chop-Chop's little tale to have convinced her of something.
"I know there are people who hate jokers, but I knew that before. About the fire, I don't know anything else."
"Chop-Chop wouldn't tell you?"
"As far as I know, he told me everything. I just don't see that it has anything to do with the fire at your church. I'm sorry."
"It all connects, Hannah. I've seen it; I just can't hold all the threads together in my head. I've been trying so hard…."
"You keep saying that. If that's what you believe, that's fine, but you're on your own now. If you can see the future, then you should have seen yourself investigating this ancient link alone. If there's a connection, it's up to you to find it. I gave you my hour, and I'm done. Now go away."
"But I can't, Hannah," Quasiman answered, and his voice was nearly a wail. "I can't. My mind … it won't hang on to things. It's hard for me to concentrate. I'm not good at putting things together — too scattered." He reached toward her and she skittered backward, nearly colliding with an Asian woman walking past. A joker watching from the nearby bus stop cackled.
"Just stay away, damn it!"
"I need you," Quasiman persisted. "They need you, Hannah, all of the ones who died."
She remembered the bodies in the ruins of the church, the twisted, black shapes. They all look the same once they're crisped…. Hannah stopped. "Quasiman, look at me. I'm one of those nats the jokers hate. I don't have joker friends; in fact, most of the people I know are wild card bigots. I've gone out of my way to avoid everything to do with the wild card since I came to New York. I … I'm really uncomfortable around people like you. I don't want you to touch me; I don't even want you near me."
"Father Squid said you have a kind face."
"Father Squid has a handful of slimy tentacles for a nose. What does he know about faces? Now please leave me alone so I can do my job."
Quasiman put himself in front of her. He stared at her. "If you did believe me, what would you do now?" he asked.
Hannah sighed. "I don't know. I'd check out Tanaka's story. I'd look up the guy he called Troll, probably, just to verify — "
Quasiman's face had lit up. "Good!" he exclaimed. "The clinic's this way. Hurry." The hunchback waved a hand at her, then set off down the sidewalk at a surprising clip, limping badly. His pants flapped strangely around his right thigh, as if most of the muscles that should have been there weren't. No wonder he's gimpy. Quasiman never looked back to see if she was following.
"Quasiman!"
The joker didn't answer. Hannah stood, hands at her sides. The other people on the busy street — an unsettling mixture of Asians and jokers — were staring at her. "Damn it," she said. "This isn't fair."
But she followed.
***
The connection didn't hit her until she saw the name engraved over the doors of the clinic building: BLYTHE VAN RENSSAELER MEMORIAL CLINIC. Hannah remembered history classes and documentaries about the wild card, and now strange echoes of those were awakened. She was walking in a world where figures lived and walked who had only been names in books and newspaper articles: the alien Dr. Tachyon, whose people had brought the wild card virus to Earth; Tachyon's ill-fated love affair with Blythe, the wife of Henry van Renssaeler, which had ended during the H.U.A.C. hearings with Blythe's insanity, back in the '50s. …
… and now a joker named Chop-Chop had given her a tale about Blythe's daughter and Henry's plot to burn down Jokertown. Tanaka was right about one thing. Nothing is simple here …
Quasiman had stopped at the walk leading to the building. "Hey!" Hannah called. The joker looked back at her but there was no recognition in his eyes. He scowled at her and started to walk back the way they'd come. Hannah stepped into the grass to avoid him. "Shit," Hannah said. If she hadn't already been in front of the place, she would have left.