‘I know it,’ said the Queen.
‘There is a way out.’
‘Pray what?’ asked Caroline.
‘You must invite Madame de Walmoden to the Court.’
‘Invite her ... here?’
‘It is the only way. Here she will be to the King what Lady Suffolk was. It is the only way.’
‘I refuse,’ cried the Queen.
‘Your Majesty should consider the alternative. I would feel more comfort from knowing that woman was under our own roof than keeping the King in Hanover.’
‘I will not have that woman here.’
‘Doubtless Your Majesty will wish to consider this matter. We will talk of it later.’
When Walpole had gone the Queen went to her apartments and refused to see anyone.
This is too much, she told herself. I won’t endure it. It’s bad enough to read about her ... but to hear him talk day after day of her charms, of her reactions to his passion.... Oh, my God, I won’t have it.
She was surprised to find that there were tears on her cheeks. It is too much, she thought. Frederick, the riots, the unpopularity, Augusta’s pregnancy, real or trumped up, and this nagging pain, this awful forboding which envelopes me.
She covered her face with her hands and suddenly she was aware that she was not alone. She dropped her hands. Lady Sundon was standing watching her.
‘I ... did not send for you.’
‘I sensed Your Majesty needed me. May I help you to bed.’
The Queen felt suddenly defeated. There was no point in pretence now. Lady Sundon knew.
‘Come, come,’ she said, dropping ceremony and talking as though the Queen were a beloved but wilful child. ‘You should be in bed. Allow me to help Your Majesty.’
‘Oh, Sundon,’ said Caroline, ‘I’m so ... tired.’
‘I know, Madam. And ... the pain has been bad today.’
‘You knew.’
Lady Sundon went to her knees and kissed the hands. ‘I always know, Madam. My heart bleeds.’
‘Oh, get up, Sundon.’ She laughed. ‘It’s folly to lie to you. You know, don’t you?’
‘Yes, Your Majesty. I know.’
‘He knows ... Sundon. He knows too.’
‘His Majesty?’
‘Yes. He suspected long ago when it first started after Louisa’s birth. I told him it would pass. It often happens. He believed me. He wanted to believe me. He always wants to believe we are all well, Sundon.’
‘Yes, Your Majesty.’
‘And he never spoke of it again and I pretended that it was not there. Oh ... but the pain, Sundon.’
‘I know, Your Majesty.’
‘And then when he came home from Hanover he was aware of it. He mentioned it and I was angry... . So rarely am I angry with him that I alarmed him. I said he was tired of me, that he made this the excuse....’
‘Oh, Madam, Madam.’
‘He swore he wasn’t, that he never would be. But he is, of course, Sundon. He is. Why am I telling you this? Why ... why ... when I have kept silent all these years. You have known. The secret has been there, Sundon, all these years.’
‘But safe, Madam, I have never breathed a word ... never betrayed by a look.’
‘I know it.’
‘Nor will I ever without your permission.’
‘My dear, good friend.’
‘But I am afraid. The time has come when you should tell the doctors.’
‘Tell the doctors! Never. It has been our secret ... and so shall it remain. I should never have told you if you had not guessed. And thank you ... for keeping silent.’
‘Your Majesty, I would serve you with my life but I know there should be no more of this secret.’
‘There will always be this secret. Remember that, Lady Sundon.’
‘As Your Majesty wishes.’
‘Oh, what has come over me tonight. I am behaving like a fool. I talk too much of other things because I am wounded ... deeply wounded. The King will not be home for his birthday.’
‘Oh, no, Madam!’
‘Yes, it is so. He cannot tear himself away from Madame de Walmoden.’
‘Oh, Madam.’
‘So, Sir Robert Walpole thinks we should ask her here. The King will not live without her and it seems the House of Hanover cannot live as rulers of England without the King. It is all very simple, Lady Sundon.’
‘But Your Majesty will never receive that woman here.’
‘So I tell Sir Robert.’
‘I should think so! What next! How dare that man! He is so coarse and crude himself that he expects everyone else to be the same.’
‘He tells me that I shall change my mind.’
‘Your Majesty will not.’
The Queen looked sadly at Lady Sundon.
‘Help me to bed,’ she said. ‘I am utterly weary.’
When the King received the Queen’s letter inviting Madame de Walmoden to England, he was delighted.
‘You know well my passions, my dear Caroline [he wrote]. You know my weaknesses and that I hide nothing in my heart from you. How I wish that I could be more like you for I so admire you. How I wish that I could be good and virtuous like you but you know my passions and my weakness....’
My God, thought the Queen, so I do.
He went on to tell her how enchanted she would be with Madame de Walmoden’s beauty. She would quickly understand why he took such pleasure in this lady and she herself would be happy contemplating his happiness. He wanted her to have the lodging Lady Suffolk used to have. ‘That would be most convenient for me to visit her, my dear Caroline.’
Caroline showed Walpole the draft of the letter she had written to Madame de Walmoden.
He was delighted with it.
‘A masterpiece,’ he said.
‘A humiliating masterpiece,’ retorted Caroline.
It was impossible to keep secret the knowledge that Madame de Walmoden was coming to England. The Prince’s friends soon discovered it and decided to make the most of it.
It was discussed through the Court and the city. When is the King coming back?
Soon now. He has permission to bring the Walmoden with him. He was staying away until that permission was given. Now the Queen and Walpole are letting the little boy have his own way.
The people in the streets were less polite.
One morning the Princess Caroline, her cheeks flushed with rage, brought a paper into the room where her mother was having breakfast.
‘It was attached to the palace gates,’ she said.
The Queen read:
‘Lost or strayed out of this house a man who has left a wife and six children on the parish; who ever will give any tidings of him to the churchwardens of St James’s parish, so that he may be got again, shall receive four shillings and sixpence reward. N.B. This reward will not be increased, nobody judging him to deserve a crown.’
The Queen flushed slightly and went on drinking her chocolate.
The Prince of Wales riding in his carriage through the city with the Princess saw the crowd gathered round an old horse with a dilapidated saddle on its back.
He stopped his coach and asked if there had been an accident.
When he was recognized he was cheered, for the people wanted to show him that anyone who was an enemy of the King was their friend.
Then he saw the notice attached to the horse.
‘Let nobody stop me, I am the King’s Hanoverian Equipage going to fetch His Majesty and his whore to England.’
The Prince read this in a loud voice and laughed heartily at which the people cheered him more than ever; and they followed him back to St James’s shouting, ‘God Bless the Prince of Wales and let his father stay in Hanover’.