More light than he’d ever suspected to exist turned the mine into the interior of a star.
He couldn’t get up at first. She was lying on his legs; he pushed her off and struggled to his feet. He bent to pick her up, couldn’t quite. He slapped her face a few times.
He did manage to drag her a few feet before she woke up.
“I can walk,” she yelled.
He helped her up and she could walk a bit. There was light coming from the blasted end of the tunnel, which was now a gaping hole in the side of the mountain. Together, they staggered toward blinding day.
Just as they came out into the world she lurched and fell. He lost his grip on her and she rolled down the crumbling slope of the mountain. He ran after her, fell, and rolled until he was brought up against her still form.
There was a gaping hole in her chest, blood fountaining out.
“Run,” she said. “The grenades … chain explosion …”A spasm went through her body.
She died in the interval between heartbeats.
He made his way down the mountain — running, stumbling, falling, sometimes all three at once. He slid the remainder of the way and ended up half-buried in a pile of mine tailings.
He got up and ran, amazed that he was essentially unhurt, no bones broken. His hands were scratched but that was the extent of the damage.
He began to sprint, wondering how far you’d have to run to be safe from multiple nuclear blasts — and possible chain-reaction secondary explosions. Pretty far, he guessed.
He ran across bare desert floor and jumped a narrow dry wash. When he came to another, this one wider and deeper, he dove in and took cover.
About fifteen seconds later the mountain went up. But it was a surprisingly muffled, subdued affair. Smoke issued from the ventilation shafts along the peak of the mountain, then flames reared up. A tongue of fire licked out from the tunnel mouth, then turned to black smoke. A few seconds later a series of smaller explosions began and continued for the next several minutes. The mine turned into a nuclear inferno.
By that time he had begun to walk home.
He came trudging through the portal, stepping from that too-colorful world of blue and yellow rocks into the relative drabness of the castle.
He felt a slight jar as he passed through, a signal that there was some time displacement. Every universe has its own clock, its own rate of time flow. Spend an hour in a different world and a day might go by in the universe you left. Gene had developed a sixth sense about it; he could usually guess how much time had passed in the castle since his departure.
It felt like half a week, castle time, give or take a day. He’d only been gone, at most, six hours in subjective time. He wondered what had happened, if anything, in his absence. Probably nothing.
He came into the sitting room and collapsed on the settee. He wasn’t hurt. He had defied death again. He wondered why he liked to do that.
Silly. Very silly to keep doing it. One of these times he was going to be just a tad too silly and get his ticket punched.
He thought about Sativa.
Then he decided not to think about Sativa. Sativa belonged in another world. Her world was not his. No need to think of her at all. She wasn’t part of reality.
He thought about her anyway. He thought of her face and how pretty it was. Then the face became distorted by hate.
He didn’t want to think about her. He didn’t want to do anything just now except rest. He’d go to his room, catch a shower, and go to bed. When he got up he’d eat, then maybe go to the Gaming Hall and see what was cooking there. Maybe somebody wanted to get up a few rubbers of bridge. Or cribbage. Or whist or something. Trivial Pursuit?
He saw purple eyes and white hair.
Funny, it didn’t look old white, like hair on an old person. It was just white. Like the whitest blond. A little whiter than corn silk.
But she didn’t exist any longer. Her world — her worlds — didn’t really exist. Nothing really existed but the castle.
The places on the other side of these portals weren’t real, he told himself. They were movies. Yeah. They were 3-D Technicolor movies in Cinerama and Panavision with Dolby stereo sound. You could walk through them.
She’d been nothing but celluloid, the kind of stuff that dreams are made on.…
Dreams.
Twenty-four
Seaside
Dreams.
She’d had a doozy last night. Crazy stuff.
Linda poured another cup of coffee, added a dab of milk. No sugar, and she hated the substitute. She drank and looked out her kitchen window with its view of palm trees, Santa Monica beach, and the wide Pacific. The moon was still up, setting in the west.
Crazy dream about a castle.
The phone rang and she reached for it.
“Hello?”
“Hi! Up early, are you?”
“Hello, John, dearest. I had a nutty dream about you last night.”
“Oh? Sexy, I hope.”
“Well, sort of. You were a king in a magic castle.”
“Great. What were you?”
“A witch, I think. I could do magic. So could you. And then … it got scary.”
“What, the dream?”
“Yeah. I don’t want to talk about it. Something happened to you, and I woke up in a sweat.”
“You okay?”
“Sure. It was just a dream. Listen, do you want to do lunch today?”
“Why not? And dinner. And more.”
She smiled. “I like the “more’ part. I love you.”
“I love you, Linda.”
“Are we still on for the trip up to Tahoe?”
“You bet. We leave Friday night.”
“It’ll be nice. I’m glad I met you, John.”
“Been nice so far, hasn’t it? Me, a king? You know, that doesn’t sound so bad.”
“It was strange — the dream, I mean. It was so involved. Did you ever have a dream that seemed so real and so detailed that you think, Where am I getting this stuff?”
“All the time. I dream all the time, Linda. In fact, last night I dreamed that I died.”
“Oh, how awful. Are you okay?”
“Sure. But how can we tell when we’re dreaming, Linda? Maybe this is a dream.”
“I’m getting such a weird feeling hearing you say that.”
She looked out the window. Palm trees, bright sun, the bright blue Pacific. Didn’t she belong here? What could be wrong? What could possibly be …?
“John? Hello?”
The phone had gone dead.
And now night was falling. The sun sank into the darkening ocean. The moon fell out of the sky and the stars threw down their spears.…
“No!”
She dropped the phone and screamed.
She awoke screaming.
The room came into focus. Her room, her suite in the Guest Residence, at Castle Perilous.
Arms wrapped about herself, legs crossed, she sat on the bed and trembled for several minutes. Then she got up and went to the bathroom.
When she came out she poured herself a drink of water from the pitcher on the night table. She gulped it down.
She collapsed back onto the bed and pulled the covers up snugly around her.
And fell back into dream.
Twenty-five
Sea of Oblivion
The night wind blew with steady force. The crew hoisted the spinnaker and the big sail bloomed proudly off the bow.