Chapter Seventeen
Cathy Malone leaned against the warm earth and relaxed, letting the warmth of the sun dry her. It had rained. Just a sudden shower, but she and the others had gotten fairly well drenched before they could get their ponchos on. It was a reminder that the rainy season was coming and that Cuba could be miserable and unhealthy.
Andrew was off doing something and she was seated comfortably between Colonel Romanski and Sergeant Morton. The two men enjoyed her presence and liked talking to someone who wasn't in the military.
"Being a mere civilian, can I ask some questions?"
Romanski laughed. "Since you are a mere civilian, there's no way I could stop you even if I wanted."
"Okay. First off, were you concerned that Andrew would resent your coming in and taking over?"
"Does he?"
"No. He's actually relieved. Like Sergeant Cullen says, he did real well for an accountant. Cullen's teasing, but there's an element of truth in it."
"He did better than real well," Romanski said and Morton nodded. "He saved his people, at least those it was possible to save. He wouldn't be human if the loss of so many of his men didn't upset him, but he has no one to blame but the Cubans and those who hung him out to dry in the first place." He tried to stifle his anger. After all, it was much like what had happened to him and the Morton. "And I'll include a whole bunch of people in Washington who might have known the Cubans were going to attack. A lot of people were sent out to fight and die without proper resources."
"Good," Cathy said. "I was hoping you felt that way. I certainly do, but what do I really know about these things?"
Romanski stifled a smile. He'd notice how Cathy and Andrew looked at each other. If they ever got back safely, Romanski thought they were going to have an interesting future. At least they'd so far had the discretion to keep from openly displaying their developing feelings for each other. Apparently they'd gone no farther than sit close and maybe discretely hold hands when, deep down, they were probably near to exploding with emotion and unrequited passion. He smiled as he remembered just how he and Midge had behaved in circumstances when extreme discretion was required and how quickly they’d gotten out of their clothes when they’d gotten some privacy. He swallowed hard as he wondered just what Midge was doing.
"Cathy, if Andrew was planning on reenlisting, he'd get a lot of endorsements from real professionals who appreciate what he's done. Since he's not, he'll probably have to settle for a medal. As to his resenting me coming in and taking over, you're right — he doesn't resent it at all. He is relieved. I have the rank and the seniority, and, oh yeah, the experience. And even if he did resent it, tough. The military runs on a rather harsh hierarchy: rank rules and nobody cares a damn about other people's feelings. Right now, I'm top dog and he's second. Morton and Cullen come next in that order."
She smiled sweetly. "Where do I fit in?"
"Any place you want, but probably close to Ross," Romanski said with mock solemnity, making her giggle.
"I'm curious," she said. "You're retiring and Andrew, I mean, Lieutenant Ross, isn't going to reenlist. Is anybody going to be left? What about you, Sergeant Morton, are you going to stay in?"
Morton laughed harshly. "Only choice I have young lady."
"Why? The economics? Surely you can earn more in civilian life."
"But first I'd have to survive civilian life. Here, let me show you something." He pulled out his wallet and opened it. "It's a picture of my wife."
Cathy stared at it. "Oh."
"Notice something?"
Cathy recovered her poise. "Yes I do, sergeant, she's definitely not as dark complexioned as you are."
The photo was of a very attractive blond white woman in her thirties. Sergeant Morton was black and his wife was white. She'd heard of such mixed race marriages before but had never known anyone in such a strange situation. She didn't count Ward's so-called Italian aunt. Ward admitted he'd made it up just to get a reaction. People in her circles universally condemned such relationships and, in many places they were illegal. If nothing else, there was the fear for the safety of the children of such unions.
Morton put the wallet away. "Her name is Heidi and I met her when I was stationed in Germany. Her former Nazi family hates me ‘cause I'm a nigger and from an inferior race, and my side of the family hates her because she's white and they think she grabbed onto me so she could get my money and get out of Germany and into the United States. It never occurred to either sets of fools that we might just love each other."
"How long have you been married?"
"Ten years now, and we needed to jump through a lot of hoops and get permission before we could."
"Kids?"
"None and there won't be any. Won't bring half-breeds into a world that's gonna hate them because they either aren't all white or aren't black enough. Got enough troubles."
"Half-breeds? You make them sound like Indians?"
Morton shrugged. "Don't know what else to call them. Mulatto sounds like something from the Civil War. No, the children would bear the pain, the sins of the parents, if you will."
"Sad but true," Cathy said.
Morton shook his head. "Of course we'd be happy as hell to be parents, but it ain't gonna happen. Heidi even joked one time that we should adopt a Korean kid just to confuse the hell out of anyone who saw us. No, just staying alive is hard enough. Hell, Heidi and I can't even drive in the same car off base, especially down south, without some redneck yelling something that starts with the letter 'f' and ends with nigger. Once we tried driving with her in the back seat and me acting like a chauffeur but that didn't work either. Chauffeurs don't drive old light blue Ford Falcons with dings in the fenders. Even the dumbest redneck saw through that ruse.
"Hell, we can't even go to a restaurant, and that includes places in the so-called liberated north. No one's gonna seat us together and, if they did, all the nice white folks would up and leave. That and our food would be delivered cold a day or two later and probably with a cockroach's ass sticking out of the mashed potatoes."
Cathy was fascinated and horrified. This was a part of the world she'd never visited, never even knew existed. Negroes were background in her environment and seemed reasonably happy with their lot. Now she wondered just what their lot was, their place in life.
"What about restaurants for colored?"
He shrugged. "Same thing. And the food's not as good as white restaurants. And we can't go to movies, either, unless we're up north and buy separate tickets. Even then, people make remarks when we sit together in the dark. There are a lot of southern whites in the military who belong to the Klan and a lot of northern whites who wish they could. A black man with rank is barely tolerated, but a black man screwing a sacred white woman is the worst possible sin against humanity and their interpretation of God's law."
Morton smiled grimly. "So you see, Cathy, my wife and I are going to stay military for as long as we can and then find a place in or near a base to call home, and sanctuary. By the way, we always carry guns, whether we're allowed to or not. Never had to pull one yet, but you never know."
Cathy was about to respond when they saw Andrew and Cullen jogging towards them.
Romanski stood up awkwardly. His leg had stiffened up from the rain. "What is it, lieutenant?"
"Sergeant Cullen's spotted an anti-aircraft battery about a mile away, sir."
Romanski grinned wolfishly. "Well, well, and what do you fine young men propose to do about that?"
Cullen responded. "Sir, the lieutenant and I propose to take it out."