The parked Hesketh Vampire leaned into a Mercurochrome pool of streetlight, looking like a motorcycle from an Edward Hopper nightscape painting. Matt rounded the lime-green trunk of Bennie's ancient Volkswagen, digging for the key in his pants pocket.
"At least that's not yours."
The low voice was close enough to make him freeze. Low in tone and intensity, but contralto.
Matt turned to find a lithe dark figure moving into his orbit, eclipsing his view of the Vampire. It reminded him of a martial arts movie ninja, as much a part of the night as a black alley cat.
Matt remained alert, but not alarmed.
"I haven't got much money."
The figure shrugged, its back to the light, a silhouette that blocked but didn't threaten.
"The engine on that cycle takes more babying than it's worth, even for a joy ride," he added.
Silhouetted elbows lifted as fists rested on hips.
"This is no joy ride," the voice said, but he recognized his accoster more by the posture.
"I suppose you want a reward," he answered. "Thanks to you, I found my man."
"Thanks to you so did the police."
"Not what you wanted?"
"Not what I wanted."
"It's a little late to worry about it."
"For me maybe. Not for you."
She stepped closer. The woman who called herself Kitty was wearing black denim jeans and jacket and what looked like combat boots.
"I'm disappointed in you."
"You sound like a homeroom teacher. Look. You told me where I could find Effinger. What happened afterwards was my business."
Her head shook slowly. "It was always my business. I just thought you'd take care of it--him--
for me."
" Take care of?' I did, I took him to the cops. He was wanted for questioning. What else did you think I would do with him?"
"You said that it was family business. You said that you might kill him."
"Yeah. I was angry enough to wonder about that. But I didn't. I was fine. In control. Grabbed the sorry sucker by the nape of his greasy jacket and trundled him off to the police. Maybe I got him a little wet first; he needed cooling off. But I didn't."
Her silence made him feel like a truant inventing excuses.
"It's not like you wanted me to really kill him . . . Did you?"
"You said it was Family business," she accused.
"Oh, my God. You thought I was a hit man?"
More silence.
"Do I look like a hit man?"
"That's why I took you for a hit man. You think they run around looking like Joe Pesci nowadays? They look like junior accountants."
"Me, kill someone for money? Good God, woman, until less than a year ago I was a priest."
Silence. She moved closer, but also more aslant to him. Oblique, she was, like a rattlesnake.
Now he was alert, and alarmed, thinking defensively, countering her slight adjustments in position.
"Priests can kill," her husky voice answered at last. It wasn't husky like Temple's, a funny, foggy-bottom edge that showed up now and then, it was tension-husky. Dead serious.
She came closer, and he didn't dare back away, back down.
"I knew one priest," she said, "that killed five people."
"I'm sorry you knew such a bad priest."
She came closer, her boot soles scraping across the parking lot grit.
"I've slept with six priests."
"I don't do confessions anymore."
"Sacrament of Reconcilation," she corrected him.
"You seem to be more up-to-date on it than I am. I said I'm an ex-priest, but the vast majority of priests I knew were faithful to their promises. All their promises."
"Six priests, and an Islamic imam. And a few dozen other good men."
"I don't do confessions. Unless you want to call me in there. There I'm paid to listen to whatever . . . confessions, fantasies."
"It's not your fault."
"Thanks."
"I should have known better, seen better. You seemed pretty cold."
"Just. . . careful."
"I bet you are pretty cold, living in a dream world all those years. You were never among killers, or fornicators or pedophiles, only the good and the true, isn't that right?"
"It's impossible to see into every soul."
"Especially your own."
"I wouldn't like to see into yours."
She stepped back, angry. "If you were a good priest, you'd have to. Were you a good priest?"
He'd been asked that before, by whom? Not Temple. She didn't know or care about that, only what kind of human being you were.
I was a mostly honest priest."
"Didn't screw women, children or domestic pets?"
"You're so mocking, but you're mocking yourself, not me."
"You are such an innocent, too innocent to live."
"It sounds like you know someone who could take care of that."
"Would you fight? For your innocent life?"
He nodded.
"For the right to be tainted?"
"For the right to be human."
"And I am not human."
"You're not acting much like it."
Closer again, a threatening closeness, not intimacy, unless in-timacy is hate-driven seduction.
"How am I acting, former Father? You tell me."
"Like an angry teenager. Cynical and hate-filled."
"Teenager! You son of a--"
Her rage was a wave cold as ice water. He braced for it to break upon him in some physical form.
But she contained it, and half-circled him again, pacing as if caged.
Matt considered brushing past Kitty, but he didn't like to expose his back to her. He had diagnosed her too well. If she was as volatile as an angry adolescent, she could be as impulsive and violent too.
"You've never met anyone like me." Like a hostile teenager, she demanded tribute to her uniqueness, her self-centered ego.
"Likely not. The Light and the Dark are extremes and most people live among the shades of gray."
"I'm not gray."
"No. But the world really isn't as dark as you see it. If you sat inside and listened on the hotline for an hour or two, you'd see. The people who call are troubled, but they're trying to find the way to the Light and dealing with the Dark in themselves."
"You deal with the Dark in me, and you'll be dealing with the real world. You need to taste the real world, see it for what it is, feel it. You need to feel failure."
Her hand came up fast as a striking snake. She slapped his face, hard and open-handed, the way women in old movies slapped sneering men who questioned their sexual virtue. It was as if he had questioned her essential badness.
He couldn't resist catching her wrist as it passed. The bones were thin and hard and he held them so she couldn't twist out of his grip without hurting herself.
"What are you?" Her anger outclassed his, even gave him a sense of wonder.
What made a person, a woman, so truly eager to embrace evil? One man's death, other men's falls from grace.
The moment he touched her, the violence between them shifted. Her attitude, physical and mental, changed. She stepped closer, her free hand curling into the lapel of his open jacket,
"You want me?" she asked. The voice was a throaty croon. "Is that your weakness, ex-priest?"
He had to let her go, even if it left him defenseless. "No. But I almost want to hurt you back."
"So that's your dark side, Father. War, not love. Thanks for the information. You've just killed your first man tonight.
She stepped closer again, the final approach, so he could feel her body heat radiating against the chill air.
She pulled his face down into a kiss, a hard, ugly Judas kiss that made him rear away in disgust. What did she mean, he'd killed his first man tonight. First man. Tonight.
He heard her boots scraping away like a sidewinder snake's scales whipping across desert sand. What did she mean.