"If what you're saying is true, he's superficial in this, an outer layer far removed from the core. His interest in you is a separate issue, I suspect."
"His only interest is to intimidate, to bully," I said.
"And therefore, I suspect it is related."
Wesley got quiet, looking out the windshield, and for a moment I indulged myself and stared at him.
Then he turned to me. "Kay, has Dr. Mant ever said anything about being threatened?"
"Not to me. But I don't know if he would say anything.
Especially if he were frightened."
"Of what? That's what I'm having a very hard time imagining," he said as he started the car and pulled out onto the street. "If Eddings were linked to the New Zionists, then how could that possibly connect to Dr. Mant?"
I did not know, and was quiet as he drove.
He spoke again. "Any possibility your British colleague simply skipped town? Do you know for a fact that his mother died?"
I thought of my Tidewater morgue supervisor, who had quit before Christmas without giving notice or a reason.
Then Mant suddenly had left, too.
"I know only what he told me," I said. "But I have no reason to think he is lying."
"When does your other deputy chief come back, the one out on maternity leave?"
"She just had her baby."
"Well, that's a little hard to fake," he said.
We were turning on Malvern, and the rain was tiny pinpricks against the glass. Welling up inside me were words I could not say, and when we turned on Cary Street I began to feel desperate. I wanted to tell Wesley that we had made the right decision, but ending a relationship doesn't end feelings. I wanted to inquire after Connie, his wife. I wanted to invite him into my home as I had done in the past, and ask him why he never called me anymore. Old Locke Lane was without light as we followed it toward the river, and he drove slowly in low gear.
"Are you going back to Fredericksburg tonight?" I asked.
He was silent, then said, "Connie and I are getting a divorce."
I made no reply.
"It's a long story and will probably be a rather long drawn-out messy thing. Thank God, at least, the kids are pretty much grown." He rolled down his window and the guard waved us through.
"Benton, I'm very sorry," I said, and his BMW was loud on my empty, wet street.
"Well, you probably could say I got what I deserved.
She's been seeing another man for the better part of a year, and I was clueless. Some profiler I am, right?"
"Who is it?"
"He's a contractor in Fredericksburg and was doing some work on the house."
"Does she know about us?" I almost could not ask, for I had always liked Connie and was certain the truth would make her hate me.
We turned into my driveway and he did not answer until we had parked near my front door.
"I don't know." He took a deep breath and looked down at his hands on the wheel. "She's probably heard rumors, but she really doesn't listen to rumors, much less believe them." He paused. "She knows we've spent a lot of time together, taken trips, that sort of thing. But I really suspect she thinks that's solely because of work."
"I feel awful about all of this."
He said nothing.
"Are you still at home?" I asked.
"She wanted to move out," he replied. "She moved into an apartment where I guess she and Doug can regularly meet."
"That's the contractor's name."
His face was hard as he stared out the windshield. I reached over and gently took one of his hands.
"Look," I said quietly. "I want to help in any way I can. But you'll have to tell me what I can do."
He glanced at me, and for an instant his eyes shone with tears that I believed were for her. He still loved his wife, and though I understood, I did not want to see it.
"I can't let you do much for me." He cleared his throat.
"Right now especially. For pretty much the next year. This guy she's with likes money and knows I have some, you know, from my family. I don't want to lose everything."
"I don't see how you can, in light of what she's done."
"It's complicated. I have to be careful. I want my children to still care about me, to respect me." He looked at me and withdrew his hand. "You know how I feel. Please try to just leave it at that."
"Did you know about her in December, when we decided to stop- He interrupted me, "Yes. I knew."
"I see." My voice was tight. "I wish you could have told me. It might have made it easier."
"I don't think anything could have made it easier."
"Good night, Benton," I said as I got out of his car, and I did not turn around to watch him drive away.
Inside, Lucy was playing Melissa Etheridge, and I was glad my niece was here and that there was music in the house. I forced myself to not think about him, as if I could walk into a different room in my mind and lock him out.
Lucy was inside the kitchen, and I took my coat off and set my pocketbook on the counter.
"Everything okay?" She shut the refrigerator door with a shoulder and carried eggs to the sink.
"Actually, everything's pretty rotten," I said.
"What you need is something to eat, and as luck would have it, I'm cooking."
"Lucy"-I leaned against the counter-if someone is trying to disguise Eddings' death as an accident or suicide, then I can see how subsequent threats or intrigue concerning my Norfolk office might make sense. But why would threats have been made to any member of my staff in the past? Your deductive skills are good. You tell me."
She was beating egg whites into a bowl and thawing a bagel in the microwave. Her nonfat routines were depressing, and I did not know how she kept them up.
"You don't know that anyone was threatened in the past," she matter-of-factly said.
"I realize I don't know, at least not yet." I had begun making Viennese coffee. "But I'm simply trying to reason this out. I'm looking for a motive and coming up emptyhanded. Why don't you add a little onion, parsley and ground pepper to that? A pinch of salt can't hurt you, either.
"You want me to fix you one?" she asked as she whisked.
"I'm not very hungry. Maybe I'll eat soup later."
She glanced up at me. "Sorry everything's rotten."
I knew she referred to Wesley, and she knew I wasn't going to discuss him.
"Eddings' mother lives near here," I said. "I think I should talk to her."
"Tonight'? At the last minute?" The whisk lightly clicked against the sides of the bowl.
"She very well may want to talk tonight, at the last minute," I said. "She's been told her son is dead and not much more.
"Yeah," Lucy muttered. "Happy New Year."
Chapter 7
I DID NOT HAVE TO ASK ANYONE FOR A RESIDENTIAL LISTing or telephone number because the dead reporter's mother was the only Eddings with a Windsor Farms address. According to the city directory, she lived on the lovely tree-lined street of Sulgrave, which was well known for wealthy estates and the sixteenth-century manors called Virginia House and Agecroft that in the 1920s had been shipped from England in crates. The night was still young when I called, but she sounded as if she had been asleep.
"Mrs. Eddings?" I said, and I told her who I was.
"I'm afraid I drifted off." She sounded frightened. "I'm sitting in my living room watching TV. Goodness, I don't even know what's on now. It was My Brilliant Career on PBS. Have you seen that?"
"Mrs. Eddings," I said again, "I have questions about your son, Ted. I'm the medical examiner for his case. And I was hopeful we might talk. I live but a few blocks from YOU."
"Someone told me you did." Her thick Southern voice got thicker with tears. "That you lived close by."