"Her asshole husband's there ain't he?"
"How would she know that?" I said.
"I only found him about three hours ago."
"You said you thought he was there," Ventura said.
"Maybe he fucking called her. I didn't hire you to ask me a bunch of fucking stupid questions."
"You hired me to find Anthony Meeker," I said.
"I found him.
He's here, with money, gambling."
"Well, stay with him, see if my daughter shows up. She does, you grab her and hang onto her and call me."
"And then what?" I said.
"I'll send some people to bring them back."
"And?"
"And you take your fucking fee and buzz off."
"Can I use you as a reference on my next job?" I said.
"You find her you call me, any fucking time, twenty-four hours, you understand? It's fucking three in the morning, you call me.
Somebody'll answer."
"I'll be in touch," I said.
I sat after I hung up and thought about this, and the more I thought the more I didn't know what the hell was going on.
I heard the key in the door and then a lot of fumbling, which I knew would be Susan. She always had trouble with keys and locks, and was always a little annoyed about it if I opened the door to save her the struggle. After a stiff resistance, the door succumbed, finally, and Susan came in carrying a lot of expensive-looking bags.
"So many shops," she said.
"So little time."
"You can do it," I said.
"I think maybe I did," she said.
She gave me a friendly kiss on the mouth and began to take things out of the bags.
"Any luck today?" she said.
"Yeah, we found Anthony."
"Oh," Susan said.
"Excellent. What now?"
"We talked," I said.
"And we decided to await developments."
"How about Anthony's wife?"
"She seems to have disappeared. Last seen at Logan Airport an hour ago. Ventura thinks she's on her way here."
"Looking for Anthony?"
"That's what Ventura thinks."
"Why did she decide to come now?" Susan said.
"Yeah, I wondered about that," I said.
"Maybe she just got restless."
"Maybe she wanted to share in Anthony's dream," Susan said.
"Imagine having Vegas dreams," I said.
"But why now? It's almost like she knew we found him."
"How would she know?"
"There's been a guy following us."
"Here?"
"Yeah, little guy, big nose, Panama hat," I said.
"I haven't noticed him."
"You haven't been looking," I said.
"Why is he following us?"
"Don't know," I said.
"Who do you think sent him?"
"Don't know," I said.
"Do you think he told Shirley?"
"Maybe," I said.
"Right on top of this, aren't you," Susan said.
"Well, the tail's good news in some sense, so is Shirley, if she comes out here. Means things are stirring."
"The hardest part, in therapy, is when nothing's happening," Susan said.
"That's the idea," I said.
"Ventura wants us to sit tight and grab her if she shows up."
"You want to sit tight anyway, don't you?"
"Yeah."
"Perfect."
Susan held up a yellow linen jacket. When I first knew her I would say things like Don't you already have a jacket like that?
But I have learned much since those early days.
"Looks great," I said.
"You like the color?"
"Yellow," I said.
"Jonquil," Susan said with some scorn.
"You like it?"
"Love it," I said.
She took it to the mirror and put it on and turned around and checked the rear view and made nine or ten minute adjustments in the way it hung. She also took advantage of the moment to fluff at her hair a little. Finally she nodded as if somewhat satisfied and hung it in the closet.
"I have to go home tomorrow," she said.
"I have patients."
"I know," I said.
"You see Shirley Ventura hanging out in a terminal at DFW or someplace, grab her, and give her some psychotherapy."
"Or call here and give you some," Susan said.
"Either one is nice," I said.
Susan held a black silk blouse against herself and studied it in the mirror.
"Aren't you supposed to do that before you buy it?" I said.
"And after," Susan said.
"And every time you pick it up for the rest of your life. Does it look cute?"
"Cute," I said, "is far too small a word."
Susan looked at it some more, turning to see it from all angles, smoothing it down as she did so.
"I hate to go home without you," she said.
"Sexual deprivation?"
"And luggage."
"At least it's both," I said.
The phone rang and I answered.
"Anthony's registered as Ralph Davis," Hawk said.
"There's a Mrs. Davis with him."
"He still playing?" I said.
"See him from here," Hawk said.
"Hundred-dollar table. He's winning."
"Think your contact could get one of us into his room when it's empty?"
"Un huh."
"Ventura called," I said.
"Says Shirley's missing, thinks she might be out here."
Susan was taking a pair of hand-painted cowboy boots out of a bag that had a polo pony imprinted on it.
"Maybe it's Mrs. Davis," Hawk said.
"He got instructions for us?"
"Stay put, watch Meeker. Look for Shirley."
"Better do what he say."
"Certainly," I said.
"Susan and I are reviewing her shopping.
I'll talk to you later."
We hung up. Susan was holding up the colorful cowboy boots.
"What do you think?" she said.
"You know," I said, "what would be a great look?"
Susan put her ringer to her lips.
"I'll try them on," she said.
She took the cowboy boots and went into the bedroom. Outside the volcano began to rumble. I got up and went to the window. It would be embarrassing to go home and say I'd never seen it. I stared down at the plastic volcano as flame and smoke erupted from the top and fire ran down the sides mixing with the water which flowed from the fountain. This went on for several minutes and then stopped. And the mountain turned back into a waterfall. I stared at it for a while. Maybe it would be embarrassing to go home and say I had seen it. I turned back toward the room. Susan came into the living room with her cowboy boots on and no other clothes.
"Howdy," I said.
I'd seen her naked often. But in all the time I'd known her, I never saw her naked without a sense that if I weren't so manly I'd feel giddy. In fact I never saw her at all, dressed or undressed, without that feeling.
"Every time I buy boots you have the same suggestion as to how I should wear them," Susan said.
"Well," I said, "you can't say it's not a good suggestion."
"No," Susan said.
"I can't."
"The gold necklace is a nice touch," I said.
"Thank you."
"You're welcome."
Susan's eyes narrowed slightly, and she looked at me sort of sideways as if squinting into the sun.
"You want to canter on into the bedroom," she said.
"Buckaroo?"
"You sure you want to do that now?" I said.
"The volcano's due to go off again in fifteen minutes."
She smiled the smile at me, the one that could launch a thousand ships and burn the topless towers of Ilium. She walked slowly toward me.
"So are you," she said.
CHAPTER 19
The next morning Hawk joined us for breakfast.
"Where's Anthony?" Susan said.
"Never comes down till noon," Hawk said.
"He play till four fifteen this morning."
"Poor thing," Susan said.
"It's only seven-thirty. You must be exhausted."
"We don't get tired, Missy," Hawk said.
"Just sing some songs, and keep on picking cotton. Little guy in the hat getting kinda frazzled though."
Bob, the waiter, brought Susan one pancake with honey. Hawk and I had steak and eggs. I had some decaf.
"Why do they just keep watching him," Susan said.
"Why doesn't somebody act?"
"My guess is it's because he's winning," I said.