No. But she could not distrust everyone. She wasn’t made like that; she had to have sides, someone on hers and someone against her.
Finally the initial interviews were over, and Cecelia went up with Miranda to her suite. A white-faced maid brought them a tray of food and hot tea. Miranda stripped off her fencing whites, and took a shower while Cecelia stared out the tall windows to the hummocky country of the Blue Hunt. By the time Miranda came back in, wrapped in a thick quilted robe, Cecelia had her own questions in order.
“Miranda . . . remember when I told you what Pedar told me, shortly after Bunny died?”
“Of course,” Miranda said. “You told me that you thought Pedar knew who had killed him, that it was not the NewTex Militia.”
“Is . . . that . . .?”
“Cecelia, Pedar has always been a bit of a boor, you know that.”
“Yes, but—”
“He thought himself a man of power; he wanted to improve his status within the Conselline Sept. So naturally he claimed to have knowledge you didn’t have.”
“You didn’t take him seriously.”
“Not at first, no. He came courting, you see.”
“Courting!”
“Yes. Hinting that if I had his protection, I need not fear Harlis’s challenge to the will. That I would get to keep Sirialis—he meant he would get Sirialis.”
“He honestly thought you would marry him?”
“Apparently. He asked if he could come here; I put him off several times, but finally consented.”
“But why?”
Miranda shrugged. “I wanted to know what he knew—how he was so sure he could do what he claimed. It’s not the kind of thing you can ask over a com line: ‘Do you really have the power you say you have?’ I thought, if he visited, I could assess his abilities and intentions better.”
“But you weren’t going to marry him—”
“Heavens, Cecelia, you do stick like a burr! No, I was not going to marry him. I’m not going to marry anyone. I’m going to fight Harlis, on Buttons’ behalf, and save the inheritance, but I’m not going to marry. I had the best for most of my life; why would I settle for crumbs now?”
“I don’t know—I just worry—”
“No need.” Miranda stretched, then strolled over to the pool. Fat orange goldfish rose to the surface and swam nearer. “I’m not crazy; I didn’t get my rejuv drugs from the Morrelines, and I’m not going to rejuv again. Once I get my children settled—”
“I thought I’d never get rejuved,” Cecelia said. “Wouldn’t have, if not for the poison. But I rather like it now.”
“I understand that,” Miranda said. “You have more things you want to do. But I’m nominal forty now, actual—well, you know the actuality—and have another sixty years of health without rejuv. Sixty years without Bunny is plenty.”
“You might find someone else.”
“And gold might drop from the sky in showers. If I do, I can rejuv then, if I want. But it’s not something to plan on. End of discussion, Cece. Tell me, have you been down to the stables yet?”
“No—”
“Then you should. Just in case something happens, and Harlis ends up with Sirialis after all, you should know if there’s anything here you’d like to put a bid on.”
“I can’t believe he’d be stupid enough to shut down the stables,” Cecelia said.
“A horse broke his foot when he was a boy, and then he cracked some ribs falling off into rocks trying to keep up with Bunny. He thinks horses are large smelly abominations, a drain on the income—which they are, actually. We’ve never made money off the horses.”
“Miranda—you’re distracting me with horses, and I’m not that foolish. Did you kill Pedar on purpose?”
Miranda gave her a long, silent look. “Do you think I would do something like that?”
“I don’t know anymore what people will and won’t do. I didn’t think Lorenza would poison me and gloat over me while I lay helpless. I didn’t think Kemtre would drug his own sons, or connive at cloning. I didn’t think Bunny’s brother would terrorize an old lady into giving up her shares. Or that Pedar would have Bunny assassinated to get a Ministry.”
“We’re not answering each other’s questions,” Miranda said. “And I think that’s probably wise. But I will remind you of that old, old rule.”
“Which one?”
“A lady is never rude . . . by accident.” Miranda put a dollop of honey in her cup, then sipped the tea. “I needed that.”
“Sticking a blade into someone’s brain and stirring goes beyond mere rudeness.” Cecelia felt grumpy. She was sure she knew what had happened—or part of it—and yet Miranda wasn’t reacting as she should.
“That’s true,” Miranda said. “But the rule applies in other situations as well. Cecelia, if you’re going to make a fuss, please do so.”
“You’re not even asking me not to . . .”
“No. Your decisions are yours, as mine are mine.”
“What are you going to tell your children?”
“That Pedar died in a fencing accident. They have brains, Cecelia, and imagination; they will put on it what construction they please.”
Cecelia ate another jam-filled tart, and stared out the window again. After a long silence, she said, “I suppose it sends a message to Hobart . . .”
“I hope so,” Miranda said.
Chapter Twenty
Esmay scowled at the message strip the clerk handed her. They’d had it all arranged, she thought. Why meet in a private room, and not in the restaurant? She scanned the lift tubes, looking for the right range. Thirty-seven to forty . . . odd. Most tubes served at least ten floors. She tapped the access button.
“Room and name, please?”
What was this? If Barin had been there, she’d have whacked him in the head, but he wasn’t. “3814,” she said instead. “Lieutenant Suiza.”
The lift tube access slid open, with the supporting grid glowing green for up. Esmay stepped in, and found herself in a mirrored cylinder that rose smoothly, with none of the exuberance of most lift tubes. Her ears popped once, then again. It was only thirty-eight floors—what was happening here?
She stepped out into a green-carpeted foyer, the walls striped in subtle shades of beige and cream. The pictures on the wall . . . she caught her breath at the bold geometric. Surely that was a reproduction—she stepped closer. No . . . the thick wedge of purple, that cast a shadow in every reproduction, cast a different shadow here, lit as it was by a pin spot on the opposite wall. Genuine Oskar Cramin. Then that might be a real Dessaline as well, its delicate traceries refusing to be overborne by the Cramin’s almost brutal vigor. Quietly, with the confidence of greatness, the little gray and gold and black Dessaline held its place.
She shook her head and looked around. Beyond the foyer, a short hall had but four doors opening off it, and one was labelled Service. Barin must have spent a fortune . . . 3814 was the middle door. She moved into its recognition cone, and waited.
The door opened, and she was face to face with . . . a middle-aged woman she’d never seen. Before she could begin to stammer an apology, the woman spoke.
“Lieutenant Suiza! How good to meet you—I’m Podjar Serrano, Barin’s mother.”
Barin’s mother. Panic seized her. She had been prepared for Barin, for a few stolen moments of privacy . . . a chance to talk before she met his mother.
“Come on in,” Podjar was saying. “We’re all dying to meet you.”
We? What we? We all? She could hear a low hum of voices, and wanted nothing more than to run away. Where was Barin? How could he lead her into this?
Podjar had her by the arm—Barin’s mother; she couldn’t just pull away—and led her inside, to a room that seemed as big as a planet right then.