The lion in me wants to roar, desperate to protect her from anything that makes her feel like anything less than the beautiful, talented woman she is.
Cue the trumpets. Another bachelor down, and a lovesick fool returning in his place.
I can tell she feels the need to explain what she means, but there’s no need. I’ve seen the videos and read the articles. I am well aware of her injuries, and an idiot for having handled her the way I did. In my haste to touch her, I could have hurt her.
“Look at me.” I expect her to protest, but baby blue eyes lift to mine. “We all have scars, angel. Wear yours proudly. They were not earned lightly, and as such, they are nothing to be ashamed of.”
The eye contact is almost too much, and like a coward, I sever it in an attempt to gather my thoughts before rounding the hood of my car. Sliding behind the wheel, I look over to find her watching me with intense curiosity. If I were a lesser man, I’d certainly have shrunk under her scrutiny.
What finally falls from her perfect lips is a mere but powerful. “Thank you.”
“What do you like to eat?” I ask, positioning my sunglasses back over the bridge of my nose and putting the car into drive.
“I can’t go out with you looking like that”—she waves a hand in my direction—“while I look like this.” She subsequently waves a hand over her own body the way she did with mine. “I’m not wearing nice clothes.”
I’d take her out in a goddamn burlap sack if I wouldn’t be so damn worried about men looking at her long legs in it.
When I lean over her, her breath hitches and her lips part. “You look beautiful,” I praise. Then I grab her seatbelt, my knuckles grazing the front of her hoodie before I buckle her in.
Satisfied that she’s affected by me, I put the toe of my boot down onto the gas pedal.
Throwing her head back, she huffs in a whisper, “I’m not even wearing underwear.”
What the fuck?
My foot hits the brake so hard that I’m worried we’ll both have whiplash.
“Get out,” I demand.
“W-w-what?” she stammers.
“I said get out of the car.” My voice deepens as I put the car in park. “Now.”
She scurries under my request, fumbling with the seatbelt. In her clumsy movements, I understand what my words must have sounded like to her.
“You were right.” I close my hands over her fidgeting ones. “I can’t take you out like this.”
Her face falls, and I want to shake my head at the absurdity of what she’s thinking.
“If I take you into town knowing you’re bare under those shorts, one of two things will happen. Either I’ll kill every man who looks at you, or you’ll be what I’m having to eat.”
Now, her mouth moves, but no words come out.
“I don’t think you’re ready for the latter, and I’m too pretty for prison, so you have five minutes to change into something”—I trail my thumb along her jaw—“with panties.”
“I, um . . .”
“Don’t make me wait any longer than five minutes.”
Her eyes snap up to mine, the blue a pool of heat.
“Or I will come get you.”
She scrambles from the car, managing to do it with grace despite her haste, and once again I can’t help but smile.
This will certainly be a story to tell our children.
Exactly four minutes and thirty-eight seconds later—yes, I was counting. Lord knows I wouldn’t have thought twice about carrying her out here again if I’d thought she was going to run from me—she’s walking back to me.
She changed into one of those long dresses women wear—the kind that goes all the way to the floor—flip-flops, and a jean jacket. Her hair is still in the adorably messy ponytail, and clutched under her left arm is some brown thing.
“What’s that?” I inquire, gesturing to the lump tucked tight against her side.
Pursing her lips, she puts her sunglasses on and shrugs. “It’s my ass pillow.”
If I were chewing, I’d have choked.
“Your what now?”
Holding it out to me, she laughs while opening the car door. It’s a donut shape, and it’s ugly as sin. My curiosity is certainly piqued at its reason for tagging along with us.
After laying it down onto the leather seat, she slowly eases her perfect ass down on top of it. “See?” She grins. “The wonders of my medically prescribed ass pillow.”
This time, my mouth is opening and closing without any words coming out.
“Sure you still want to take me to town, bossy cowboy?” She raises an eyebrow over the brim of her aviators. “Ass pillow and all.”
“So long as you promise me one thing.”
Turning slightly towards me, she crosses her arms over her chest and nods for me to continue.
I drape an arm over the back of her seat and lean towards her so my lips brush her bare shoulder when I speak. “So long as you promise me there’s a pair of panties covering what’s mine under this dress.”
“PROMISE.” I’M NOT ENTIRELY CERTAIN my voice is audible in the small space between our bodies, nor am I sure what I’ve just promised ends at my undergarment choice.
“Good.” He skims his lips over my cheek. “I don’t like to share.” With that, he opens the horsepower of his vehicle and unleashes it on our driveway.
While I’ve never been the type of woman to cater to a man’s whims, it would seem I am doing exactly that. It’s as though I simply don’t have a choice. Something about him calls out to my soul, and having not been the kind of person to waste blessings, I returned to the car seat beside him without a moment’s hesitation.
“The people and places your heart burns for matter. Your mind is hardly an equal opponent when it comes to the whims of love. Don’t fight your heart, London. It will win regardless. No need to bruise its walls just for the sake of it.”
He is not safe.
He is not boring.
He is something I want to make mine, when I hardly know him.
My body aches for him. My soul begs and pleads for him.
In remembering my mother’s words, I am very much a woman inclined to give her heart everything it wants, and it wants him.
Fifteen minutes later, we pull up to the Sundance. My stomach rolls at the sight, in memory of the one-too-many drinks I consumed the night prior.
While it is indeed the only bar in our small town, it is also one of our better restaurants. Like almost everything else in Willow Bay, it is family-owned and operated, and their food tastes like it.
It would seem my stomach holds little capability for a grudge as the rolling quickly gives way to a hungry rumble. Branson helps me up from the passenger’s seat. Then he holds my ass pillow in his left hand before offering me his right elbow.
“Did I hurt you?” He frowns, worry clouding his eyes.
“Hurt me how?” I ask, puzzled by the question.
He winces. “I braked the car abruptly before without thinking of how it could have hurt you. I would never want to hurt you.”
Sliding my arm into his, I smile. “I’m not a china doll. I’m perfectly fine, but thank you for checking.”
The very many sides I’m seeing of him in such a short period of time are intriguing and somewhat of a wonder.
He leads us through the heavy wooden door, and when I remove my sunglasses, it takes my eyes a minute to adjust to the darkness inside. Without asking, he moves through the bar with an odd familiarity for an out-of-towner, and settles me—ass pillow and all—into a booth in the corner before taking the seat across the table.
My body does not take the separation from his well, and the magnitude of that feeling causes me to roll my eyes.